upendo

me: *texts* so do wewe think we could hang out? :)

him: *texts back* sure

me: *texts back* kay see wewe in a little bit

him: *texts back* great...

(later that day)

me: *knocks on door*

him: *opens* hey

me: *waves* hey

him: come in

me: okay *like a total dork T-T *

him: *leads me up to his room since mom is downstairs*

( we talk about some stuff)

him: *talks about how girlfriend is so perfect, sweet, rich, cute. hot*

me: *after he's done talking about her* so what do wewe want to talk about now? *smiles*

him: *sneers* nothing *walks out of house slamming door*

upendo what do u think when u hear au see it? Well I known that upendo has 2only 2 sides.1.sadness, when u feel heartbroken au lonely. 2. Happness, when u feel upendo au trusted.those are the only 2 sides that are in love. What upendo means to me is a cople that trust,love them 4 ever in there life,and people that will always be with u no matter what happenseds. That is what upendo means 2 me. upendo is the persons that u will be with 4ever in ur hole life. upendo is the KEY only 4 one person and that person is the one that u think is the only one that u will care,and love.

It has to be in spanish, I'm not very good in english. :/

El amor es divino, nada lo puede dañar, menos la tristesa.
Y contigo, estoy muriendo.
Me estas haciendo cortar...y no quiero hacer eso...pero, no puedo aguantar este dolor, como nada me hace alegre ahora que estoy enamorao de ti...quiero ser invisible enfrente de ti.
Cuando sonries, pienso que no tengo razon por ser vivo.
Que eres mejor que yo, y necesitas algo mas que yo...alguien mejor.
Estoy muy debil...estoy muy mal...mi corazon se para, cuando me miras.
Eres todo en mi mente. Eres todo en que pienso. Tus ojos, tu piel, el color de tu pelo tan corto...y todo lo que tu dice...las letras van en todo mi celebro.
El amor es divino...pero me duele cuando lo siento, y hace tiempo...que se que no me quieres...y hace tiempo, que...se que lo sepas.

Sorry for spanish. I'd try to translate to english, but I would fail xD

Sad and tired of
all the lies which
every guy gave to her
like the crown of
stupidity.

She's calm and all of
empty hopes
hides behind the veil
so nobody could see the
true her.
All of disappointments
she has been through.

She's cold but alive,
she has no faith,
it betrayed her a long
time ago.
Back there,
she turns into the past,
where she finds him,
the guy who gave his heart
only kwa words,
not with soul,
not with love.
Oh she has been fooled
again.

She still cherish
the moyo he gave to her
like it's still hers,
oh but she never belonged
to him.
He never wanted her
upendo like she wanted
his,
and now all dreams
got smashed with that
cruel truth.

She will cry for him
every siku and night,
and he won't even
remember how sweet
she was,
how pure her love
was.

No,he won't remember,
he will look for another
soft heart,
because he's safe,
he's salama where true upendo is,
and he will do it again,
he will be gone again.

He gives me a smile,
he allows me to fly.
I’m flying like a bird,
free and placid.
He gives me a strength,
i give him my mind.
My moyo is full of his thoughts,
full of his brightness,
full of his silence.
But still,he’s like the ocean,
so deep and mysterious,
wewe can not find his soul
unless it finds you.
And i’m so brave and such a coward
the same time,
i need him zaidi and more,
and i’m scared for he found my soul.
I wish to touch his hair,
to calm in his arms.
I want him to feel it in my eyes that my upendo
will never betray him,
and i want him to be what he is already,
himself.

I upendo you. Those are the words wewe say to someone that wewe truly care for. To have someone who cares for wewe as well. To be with someone that loves wewe as much as wewe upendo her au him. The most difficult part of caring for someone is telling them how wewe feel. Sometimes we wish that it would be easy. But we shouln't be afraid to say it. wewe should speak up now because later it could be to late. I know, easier alisema than done. I've never had a girlfreind. I would like to though. Nobody wants to be lonley. we can't let fear of rejection stop us. If wewe truly care for somebody, it means wewe stand kwa them no matter what. Through sickness, health, and even death. That is true love.

Ok, guys! This is my long forgotten hobby: uandishi poems, it has been a while since I've wrote one, and just dakika zamani Leuron kinda "bugged me" into doing one. So I did and, for it not to be useless (like they all are), I'm posting it here. Enjoy (or not)! :)

My Love!
My upendo comes from a fantasy.
From a very distant land,
A land of peace and harmony,
Where everyone joins hands.

My upendo is awfully beautiful,
Green eyes, blonde hair,
I’ll never let go of her,
That, I honestly swear.

My upendo is the most beautiful,
The fairest her land has ever seen,
For there shall be no equal beauty,
Where she is au she has been.

Maybe my upendo doesn’t truly exist,
It’s just my imagination,
Doesn’t exist in real life,
But someday I’ll find her,
And take her as my wife.


Vitor Martins AKA Sephisis17

I know the typical type people fall for... Tall / Dark / Handsome.

However, I like the cute ones. The ones with a great personality whom other girls don't find sexy, (according to my consensus of school friends.) They find them cute but not sexy. I do find them sexy. I don't necessarily find rippling muscles sexy however if they have a cheeky grin and that naughty look in their eyes, wewe bet, I fancy them. At the moment, these are the guys that sort of, to some extent fit that description:

1. ray Quinn - OH MY GOD! Got it all!
2. Sebastian Vettel - cute, funny
3. Jean-Baptiste Maunier - Great actor, cute
4. Samuel Barnett - see above
5. Ben Ellis - Great Singer / actor, cute