what has happened to me? :(

Don't worry. Just try to listen his songs and watch him perform and try to remember why wewe loved Michael so much. After 2 days, wewe will feel that Michael is a big part of your life again.
Really nice that wewe want to be a shabiki again. But true mashabiki never rest.
Peace :)

Just think back and "Remember the Time" when wewe first heard his muziki au the first time you've seen him perform. Just re-trace your steps and I assure wewe that you'll remember why wewe became one of us (and MJ fan) once wewe witness the phenomenon that is Michael Jackson (again)

This happened to me too. For a long time I was obsessed with him. Then for some reason, I stopped. I recently bought a new iPod and when I was looking through my cds to put songs on it, I came across my "Invincible" album. I found all of them. I put them all on my iPod and listened to them all siku long. I sang and I danced like I used to. I fell in upendo with him all over again. I watched his muziki video, his nyumbani videos, his funny moments, and I realized just how much I loved this man, and how much I missed him. I hung up posters and pulled out my fedora, my glove, my jacket, and my MJ the experience game for the Wii and I danced all day. I soon fell in upendo again and now Im obsessed again lol. If wewe ever need anyone to talk Michael Jackson with, Im here. I can get wewe re-obessed lol kwa the way, nice picture of you. :) its cute

Try to keep on loving him his muziki inspire millions of people.

This happened to me too so wewe are not alone.
I got really into Michael Jackson this January (I didn't know about him before then) and I got CRAZY about him! I got all the vitabu I could and watched so many video and listened to most of his songs in about a month.
But now I've calmed down. Because I am now a huge shabiki of another person, Johnny depp. Well, I upendo Jack sparrow zaidi then Johnny...but anyway. The reason I slowed down with the MJ stuff was because I started watching all the JD sinema I could so I didn't have that much time for Michael.
But then, just last Saturday, I went to a karaoke party, I sang Man in the mirror and thriller. I felt so happy. Then the inayofuata siku I listened to his songs. Then I got back into the MJ spirit!
wewe know, just because wewe aren't imba and dancing and being a MJ fanatic 24/7 doesn't mean wewe aren't a fan. wewe might just be finding new stuff that is taking up your shabiki spirit. It will come back to you.

I'm sorry if this is hard to understand. I just don't know how to explain it that well. Just listen to some of his music, au watch one of his concerts on youtube.

Oh! another reason I'm getting back into Michael is because I'm going to get the WII game, "Michael Jackson the Experience"! Yay!


PS: Look at pictures of Michael au draw him, I do this some times and it makes me happy and want to dance.

If wewe miss your “old” MJ days, wewe can have them back whenever wewe want, au wewe can take a break, au decide to get “crazy and obsessed” just now and then. wewe can be a "sane and laid back" fan, for a while, au for forever, au be any kind of shabiki that feels right for you. The main thing is that you're true to yourself. We may be the most loyal fans, but despite what some say, we're not all alike (crazy and obsessed), we have different personalities.

idk

I think that wewe might just be over the obsession of Michael Jackson. But if wewe really want to be obsessed with him again, then here is what I think wewe should do. Wear some of your best shiny outfits, sing some of your favourite songs of his, and while your singing, do his dance moves. Surround yourself with posters of him, and read some good news about him. And maybe watch some video of past concerts.

Do wewe upendo him? Because if wewe do.. it doesn't matter if you're obsessed with him au not. If wewe wear shiny clothes au not. All that matters is that feeling in your heart.
"Remember the time"...remember what made wewe fell in upendo with him, watch his videos, his dance, his moves.. listen to his songs and then listen to your heart.
Your moyo will tell wewe better than anyone.

Btw, I just upendo your picture!!! wewe look great! :)