Shadows ---(this poem is about suicide but does not describe me personally)


My mind is in shadows
Its reaching into my conscienceness, disturbing my peace

It goes deeper, penetrating my delicate core
My moyo is sore...dormant misery is now born

I am becoming a monster...a creature of dread
Life is hanging kwa a thread...with one break and I will be dead

What can save me from this fate?
I fall to my knees with a desperate cry

"Save me from myself before I destroy my precious life!"
On the brink of the end the sky breaks open and the brightest white light shines into my eyes

As it shines into my mind and into my soul the shadow of misery is burned away

I hear a whisper..."Come to me in your time of darkness and I shall bring wewe back from the dead..."

One of the first poems I've ever wrote. Its also kinda short but I don't think that matters.
Hope some people like it, if not be kind with the comments.

Rain Spirit

Dark clouds are drifting into the horizon like a dark mist under the sun...

As the first Spring rain shimmers down the creatures of the forest come alive...dancing and imba with joy...birds of all colors fly through the sky...
Their feathers shimmering through the crystals of rain...

Deer frolic through the meadows with their ever playful fawns...

They are in no danger here for the Great Spirit watches over all living things...
Every bird sings and every mbwa mwitu howls and if wewe listen even the Rain sings a loving song...
The Tears of the Rain Spirit...

your my sunshine
on a foggy siku
the only thing that lights my way
the happiness inside my head
when the siku is bad
and I wish i'm dead
your the diamonds i always wish for
the upendo of my life
and so much zaidi
the funnest person I ever knew
when i am alone
I dream of wewe
wewe are my bree
wewe are my happiness
wewe are all I see
wewe keep me alive
wewe keep me going
wewe are my drive
your a song i always sing
the beat that keeps me dancing
what makes my ears ring
wewe are my best friend i do not know
wewe are my motavation
will I ever give wewe up!No!
wewe are that thing I see
when the room is dark
and its only me
wewe are my life
the thing i upendo
I wish wewe were my wife
I upendo wewe so much bree
so dahling
will wewe marry me

Where are wewe at this moment
Only in my dreams
You're missing, but you're always
a heartbeat from me

I'm Lost now without wewe
I don't know where wewe are
I keep watching
I keep hoping
but time keeps us apart
Is there a way I can find you?
Is there a sign I should know?
Is there a road I could follow
to bring wewe back home?

Winter lies before me
Now you're so far away
In the darkness of my dreaming
The light of wewe will stay

If I could be close beside wewe
If I could be where wewe are
If I could reach out and touch wewe
And bring wewe back nyumbani

Is there a way I can find you?
Is there a sign I should know?
Is there a road I could follow
to bring wewe back home?

To me...

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LivHILuvAlwaiz♥jj9

Slowly I shine like a
dime over time
but if i speak the truth, it will be a crime
and if wewe are feeling my rhymes than it would vanish like dust and my words would songesha faster
than the rush and im tired of people
creeping up i feel that i had enough of life and stress.

I speak these words so that i could get this pain off my cheast.


I speak these words so that it could get the pain
off everybody cheast.

This is for the people who have stress everyday.

stress & pain

the ocean. majestic. frightening.
timeless master of the treasures it buries and of the destiny of all the life it protects and massacres in its chaos.
the sand. dust of times.
discreet accomplice of silent births and deaths of billions of shells and skeletons.
the sun and its moon. lascivious in their clouds and their aurora borealis.
the rocks. the indestructible soldiers. the guardian angels.
me. am one of them. joined the band. so much isolating and yet comforting,
the sky may spit it its poison, whip it and tear it all up of its anger,
it’s always there, proud to be strong, faithful and true.
this is where it all began, where it’s being loved, where it hurts and where it will die.

LivHILuvAlwaiz♥jj9

Hands at the two and nine
Behind a wheel for almost four

Road stretched, not looking back
Behind her eyes

Leaving the trouble
Forgetting the noise

Regretting nothing
In her mind

She still aware of the risk
Having been broken all the time

The wish is still warm
Like the west

Ahead is her world
Waiting to be traced

Not only just summoned
But sugar kissed

Sailing on waves of black
Toward a sign of new

Never zaidi in cold
Towards sun drenched solace

She hopes
After even frailness

Not wanting to be broken
In Sac Town

Her Will and will waits

TM

Maybe wewe are young
Maybe wewe are old
Maybe wewe are deaf
Maybe wewe are dumb(not having the ability to speak.
Maybe wewe think people are over caring
Maybe wewe think people dont care enough
Maybe wewe feel brokenhearted
Maybe wewe are the one that gave the broken heart
Maybe wewe feel left out of everything
Maybe wewe want to just get away from it all

I can look inside of wewe and see how wewe feel and wewe can not look insde of me.
But one thing I do know is that these ten maybe's are ten reasons why wewe au I can make a difference, and why MAYBE can make a difference to.

this goes out to wewe my old best friend,
i thought i'd never loose wewe until the end,
but i'm giving up today, this is the last time i say hey,
i miss the old days when we had something to do,
but i'm guessing wewe don't now, do you,
it's time to say goodbye,
maybe run away and die,
i still miss wewe a lot,
but i now it's time to let go.

it's hard to tell wewe how much i upendo you,
i guess i have always been there just to help you,
i wish the future was zaidi like the past,
but then the future would never last,
i wish now was just the same,
but it seems to wewe i'm just a name,
it's not the end of the world and it's nothing new,
it's just the same old shytt we always knew,
but we can try to change and take a chance,
before this becomes our final dance.