if youâre kusoma this, youâre one of my closest friends. wewe literally mean the world to me, and I never want to lose you. I feel like we belong together, it wasnât an accident that we met.
Well, first if youâre kusoma this, wewe should know that this was supposed to be a birthday letter. I was so worried that I was going to be late of course, thatâs me I guess. Iâve made mistakes and disappointed wewe for a long time, havenât I? Multiple things Iâve done and Iâm so ashamed now. I havenât been the perfect friend but thatâs assumed isnât it? wewe havenât been perfect either, but I didnât want perfect. I call wewe âperfectâ a lot because I canât find any other word to describe you. I wanted a friend like you, canât wewe see that? I wanted wewe and I got you. I know wewe feel insecure and doubtful about yourself a lot,and every compliment I give you, youâll disagree with, but wewe can never disagree with the fact that I wanted someone like wewe and I got someone better. Iâm so blessed and I will never stop thanking wewe for how amazing wewe are and I will never stop trying to make wewe happy.
I know Iâve thanked wewe a lot, Iâve written makala and alisema a million compliments. Iâm uandishi this right now, I wish I could do so much more. But itâs 12:00 a.m as I write this, and Iâm putting a lot into this. Just recently, I wrote an makala of 10 reasons why I think youâre unique and special. Iâm so proud of that, wewe see, because now wewe can see for yourself all the reasons why I upendo you.
I alisema I disappointed you. wewe may have disagreed with that. Maybe wewe remembered? The one thing that really stands out in my mind, that hurts me everyday, was the promise I broke. It wasnât just a promise, I gave wewe my word that I wouldnât do that again, we promised each other, and I broke it. I had the audacity to do that? I know youâve forgiven me, but I could have Lost you. I see it in my scars everyday, and I feel the mistrust wewe have in me now because of my actions. I know that I let wewe down, I feel it and see it everyday. But in a few years, Iâm going to get a tattoo that says âDonât break the promise wewe gave to a queenâ just to remind me. Iâm sorry again kwa the way.
But I donât want to make wewe sad, birthday girl. I know it seems like Iâm trying but Iâm not, I just want to be honest I guess.
I worry about wewe a lot wewe know, but I know that youâre okay au wewe will be. I know that youâre life has been so difficult but thatâs why I respect you. zaidi than anything, I want wewe to open your moyo and accept yourself completely. I know thatâs so tough to do, but I know wewe will. And wewe have to tell your story to others, okay? It would make me so happy if wewe did, because through your story, I found strength and respect and hope. They would too.
This is just words, isnât it? I want to give wewe the world but all I can give wewe is this. I try to do everything I can and I always will, to make wewe proud. wewe mean so much to me and wewe need to know that. I try everyday to be what wewe are already to me: Amazing and beautiful.
I donât want wewe to be scared okay? I know wewe are sometimes and itâs going to be that way, but I just want wewe to be open to the oppurtunities that are gonna come for you. This is your last âteenagerâ birthday and I know thatâs frightening but thatâs also kind of awesome and I want wewe to dwell on that. I disagree with the saying âa positive mind will give wewe a positive lifeâ because thatâs not true for any of us, but it will give wewe a positive view of life. So for all the frightening things to come, think about the positive impact itâll give wewe and dwell on that instead.
Iâve alisema before why wewe mean so much to me, and Iâm not going to repeat myself here, but wewe remember my reasons, right? I hope so. I hope wewe remember what I think of wewe even if itâs hard to feel it.
wewe are my big sister and youâre my role model. Thank you. Just THANK YOU!
I know wewe hurt a lot, and I donât promise happiness, I wish I could. But your a Queen and youâll find your king, I swear, even if I have to ngumi, punch him in the face and drag him to youđ And wewe will always try, I know that. Youâre a survivor and wewe will survive.
So Iâm sorry this is short and not what Iâd like, but Iâm just happy to know you. I know wewe upendo me most, but I upendo wewe with a kind of upendo I canât place, and one thatâs irreplaceable. I donât want wewe to forget that. Ever :) x.
Happy birthday queenđ
kylie for youâ„
kylie to my kendall :**
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kylie for youâ„
that's you babeâ„
justinâ„
harryâ„
narry for my queenâ„
demiâ„
demiâ„
5sos selfieâ„
lukeybearâ„
Captain Swanâ„
