if youāre kusoma this, youāre one of my closest friends. wewe literally mean the world to me, and I never want to lose you. I feel like we belong together, it wasnāt an accident that we met.
Well, first if youāre kusoma this, wewe should know that this was supposed to be a birthday letter. I was so worried that I was going to be late of course, thatās me I guess. Iāve made mistakes and disappointed wewe for a long time, havenāt I? Multiple things Iāve done and Iām so ashamed now. I havenāt been the perfect friend but thatās assumed isnāt it? wewe havenāt been perfect either, but I didnāt want perfect. I call wewe āperfectā a lot because I canāt find any other word to describe you. I wanted a friend like you, canāt wewe see that? I wanted wewe and I got you. I know wewe feel insecure and doubtful about yourself a lot,and every compliment I give you, youāll disagree with, but wewe can never disagree with the fact that I wanted someone like wewe and I got someone better. Iām so blessed and I will never stop thanking wewe for how amazing wewe are and I will never stop trying to make wewe happy.
I know Iāve thanked wewe a lot, Iāve written makala and alisema a million compliments. Iām uandishi this right now, I wish I could do so much more. But itās 12:00 a.m as I write this, and Iām putting a lot into this. Just recently, I wrote an makala of 10 reasons why I think youāre unique and special. Iām so proud of that, wewe see, because now wewe can see for yourself all the reasons why I upendo you.
I alisema I disappointed you. wewe may have disagreed with that. Maybe wewe remembered? The one thing that really stands out in my mind, that hurts me everyday, was the promise I broke. It wasnāt just a promise, I gave wewe my word that I wouldnāt do that again, we promised each other, and I broke it. I had the audacity to do that? I know youāve forgiven me, but I could have Lost you. I see it in my scars everyday, and I feel the mistrust wewe have in me now because of my actions. I know that I let wewe down, I feel it and see it everyday. But in a few years, Iām going to get a tattoo that says āDonāt break the promise wewe gave to a queenā just to remind me. Iām sorry again kwa the way.
But I donāt want to make wewe sad, birthday girl. I know it seems like Iām trying but Iām not, I just want to be honest I guess.
I worry about wewe a lot wewe know, but I know that youāre okay au wewe will be. I know that youāre life has been so difficult but thatās why I respect you. zaidi than anything, I want wewe to open your moyo and accept yourself completely. I know thatās so tough to do, but I know wewe will. And wewe have to tell your story to others, okay? It would make me so happy if wewe did, because through your story, I found strength and respect and hope. They would too.
This is just words, isnāt it? I want to give wewe the world but all I can give wewe is this. I try to do everything I can and I always will, to make wewe proud. wewe mean so much to me and wewe need to know that. I try everyday to be what wewe are already to me: Amazing and beautiful.
I donāt want wewe to be scared okay? I know wewe are sometimes and itās going to be that way, but I just want wewe to be open to the oppurtunities that are gonna come for you. This is your last āteenagerā birthday and I know thatās frightening but thatās also kind of awesome and I want wewe to dwell on that. I disagree with the saying āa positive mind will give wewe a positive lifeā because thatās not true for any of us, but it will give wewe a positive view of life. So for all the frightening things to come, think about the positive impact itāll give wewe and dwell on that instead.
Iāve alisema before why wewe mean so much to me, and Iām not going to repeat myself here, but wewe remember my reasons, right? I hope so. I hope wewe remember what I think of wewe even if itās hard to feel it.
wewe are my big sister and youāre my role model. Thank you. Just THANK YOU!
I know wewe hurt a lot, and I donāt promise happiness, I wish I could. But your a Queen and youāll find your king, I swear, even if I have to ngumi, punch him in the face and drag him to youš And wewe will always try, I know that. Youāre a survivor and wewe will survive.
So Iām sorry this is short and not what Iād like, but Iām just happy to know you. I know wewe upendo me most, but I upendo wewe with a kind of upendo I canāt place, and one thatās irreplaceable. I donāt want wewe to forget that. Ever :) x.
Happy birthday queenš
kylie for youā„
kylie to my kendall :**
kylie for youā„
kylie for youā„
that's you babeā„
justinā„
harryā„
narry for my queenā„
demiā„
demiā„
5sos selfieā„
lukeybearā„
I love you forever and always<33
