Tuesday

My life is ruined! I should have known the danger of keeping a blog. I should have known that anyone on the internet could see it! Why am I so stupid? The word got out that I have a blog so everyone in the school checked it out even my friends. Tammie was pissed with some of the things I alisema about her. Jennifer was mad because I started dating Kyle, the guy she liked. She as even zaidi angry that I didn't tell her about it. Hazel,who felt sorry for me, sided with Tammie and Jennifer. They haven't talked to me since this morning. Everything is falling apart. The worst part is that today is the siku that the 8th graders go to Summer Waves. Kyle was mad that I was about to break up with him so he ignored me too. L. J alisema he would hang out with me. He did hang out with me but his Marafiki kept interrupting. It isn't any fun to be the only girl among a bunch of boys. I could see my ex-friends having fun and laughing without me. L. J cheered me up a bit but it just wasn't the same with him. I miss my friends. I miss my Marafiki and Kyle. Everyone at school is interrogating me about what I alisema on my blog. I might have to end this blog thing. Velvet says I should continue but I don't know. I don't know. Happy last siku of school to me.