I woke up gasping my lungs on moto and feeling as if bricks were in my chest preventing me from btreathing properly i felt cold sweat run down my forehead into my eyes making my vision blurry i took a long shivery gasp and started breathing short sharp and shaky breaths i looked at the clock 3:15am. I clutched onto my charm mkufu and kissed it softly rubbing each charm softly with my thumb.I then noticed the space inayofuata to me was empty but i noticed a small note i grabbed it with a pale hand and read

Scar, Im sorry for leaving my family was going hunting i havent had blood in months, needed the kiburudisho and dont worry youll be fine,You talk in your sleep, ill be nyumbani shortly
With Love, Edward
i crumpled up the note and threw it at the ukuta and scram loudly i felt the monster inside me swell up the monster filled with jelousy fear and extreme anger.
i scram even louder at the juu of my lungs and kicked the sheets and pillows of my bed.
my thoughts were scrambled my impulses taking over me,i tended to do that, i though fiercly Why, why cant he change me why cant he just bite me and get it over me, my soul will be fine! i scram louder and got up thoughts running fast in my head like a summer breeze. but one thought stood out "Scarlet, your going to the forest find edward and tell him loudly and clearly 'if wewe dont change me....ill find someone who will'