I'm female. I have had girl crushes before, but I usually have boy crushes. I have had daydreams about being with girls I like, and I sometimes fantasize my first kiss being with a girl. Most chemsha bongo I take say I'm bisexual. Me and my friend, who is a girl, almost kissed back in first grade but I decided that I couldn't do it. My Marafiki and family are very homophobic and I am also a Christian. I will never tell my family about these feelings because they would disown me if I did. Same with my friends. I also feel like I'm not a good Christian au that I will go to Hell because I think I might be bisexual. I also think that I might be forming a crush on a girl now. What do I do guys?!
Ok, so I have this friend who's a Freshman, like me, at my high school & everyday when I get to my lunch table, usually there's nobody there, so I go on my phone & onto YouTube to watch some video I really like. Well, while I'm doing that, my friend Mitchell always sneaks up behind me & tasers my sides. Well, this would be ok if I wasn't extremely ticklish there! Whenever he does this, I always jump, squeal, & bring my arms down to protect my ticklish sides.
He's always done this & he enjoys it, I can see that. To be honest, I do like it when he does this, but sometimes, I don't. And usually, I'm having a crappy siku after 4th hour(Exploring Science), because there's a girl in my meza, jedwali group, Lauren, who's always snobby to me & mean. I never did anything to her to make her hate me!! So usually after that class, I'm in a bad mood. But when Mitchell tasers me, it makes me feel better. But I'm not sure what I should say to him!! Please help me out!!!
He's always done this & he enjoys it, I can see that. To be honest, I do like it when he does this, but sometimes, I don't. And usually, I'm having a crappy siku after 4th hour(Exploring Science), because there's a girl in my meza, jedwali group, Lauren, who's always snobby to me & mean. I never did anything to her to make her hate me!! So usually after that class, I'm in a bad mood. But when Mitchell tasers me, it makes me feel better. But I'm not sure what I should say to him!! Please help me out!!!
Well i know people thnk about alot of things like suicide and all of that. I'm here to let wewe know I've been through tons of things and what your going through I've most likely gone through. I just want to say it wewe just need advice au want to talk I'm here. I know everything can be scary but wewe can't let that get wewe down. So before yo udo something studip au something you'll regret. ie)boys girls life. Talk to someone. If i knew this before I'd be so much better off. If wewe want to talk send me a message I'll help wewe out.
yours truly SurferChic. :D
ps thanx so much if wewe responed pss thanx
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