O_O noone know what going to happen tommarow au what time we may have to borrow :| what did i say wewe say? -.- are wewe crazy? no my mind i slightly hazy.. but ... -.- live for today.. -.- and forget the past.. because moments in that hystory have allready passed... -.- even though some of those memories we might want to last... O_O someone should me a memory chest and told me the memories kept in it are the best.. -.- so i had to jest.. -.- but who am i to say? XD im just going thru these expireces siku kwa siku as we go thru trials and joys... our ... memories increase.. and they will allways unless we are now have mental peace* dead* but what when he have grow old and we allways are cold? -.- in that time we may have to rely on a another supply but =) when he rediscover these happy memories we can do not but cry......
those poems repeseent the way i feel... and my emotions will never heal.. so theres nothing to do... and those clouds will continue to grow... as me mind moyo slowly start to go... no this cant be !! this cant be me!! DX do i hate my life!! beacuse its full of painfull strife! no no stop it i wont end it with a knife! im against such things as it is not natural but my minds feelings toward such matters are now null DX no.. i dont want this.. not.. me.. ple..... *Cries * why is it that once in my mind i wished that everyone dies... is it people i am starting to despise!? nooO! this c ant happen i wont let it i wont let it end and i pray that my hearts feelings do mend DX
