this is kinda like a song, so some of it repeats but otherwise yea, enjoy
Whats the use in fighting this war,
Knowing that i'll never be yours,
Whats the use in putting up a fight,
Knowing wewe don't want me in your life,
Is this really worth fighting for?
au should we even the score,
And leave this alone,
Once and for all,
Your what im fighting for,
Your what i want and more,
I know we can win this war,
'Cause upendo is worth fighting for,
Is this really worth fighting for?
au should we even the score,
And leave this alone,
Once and for all,
Why are we at war?
wewe got me wondering what im fighting for,
I should just onyesha wewe the door,
And end this brawl,
Why are we at war;
What are we fighting for?
between us;
There is nothing zaidi </3
Is this really worth the fight?
Your no longer in my life,
Whats the point in living;
When loving wewe is killing
Is this really worth fighting for?
au should we even the score,
And leave this alone,
Once and for all,
Why am i fighting?
When all i want is you;
I know we can pull through,
'Cause i believe in us, I believe in you,
Dont throw this away;
Without wewe i cant live another day,
Please listen to be babe;
This upendo can be saved,
Is this really worth the fight,
Will wewe ever be mine?
au was this all just another one of those stupid lies
xx
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Whats the use in fighting this war,
Knowing that i'll never be yours,
Whats the use in putting up a fight,
Knowing wewe don't want me in your life,
Is this really worth fighting for?
au should we even the score,
And leave this alone,
Once and for all,
Your what im fighting for,
Your what i want and more,
I know we can win this war,
'Cause upendo is worth fighting for,
Is this really worth fighting for?
au should we even the score,
And leave this alone,
Once and for all,
Why are we at war?
wewe got me wondering what im fighting for,
I should just onyesha wewe the door,
And end this brawl,
Why are we at war;
What are we fighting for?
between us;
There is nothing zaidi </3
Is this really worth the fight?
Your no longer in my life,
Whats the point in living;
When loving wewe is killing
Is this really worth fighting for?
au should we even the score,
And leave this alone,
Once and for all,
Why am i fighting?
When all i want is you;
I know we can pull through,
'Cause i believe in us, I believe in you,
Dont throw this away;
Without wewe i cant live another day,
Please listen to be babe;
This upendo can be saved,
Is this really worth the fight,
Will wewe ever be mine?
au was this all just another one of those stupid lies
xx
Hope wewe liked it!
A special world for wewe and me
A special bond one cannot see
It wraps us up in its cocoon
And holds us fiercely in its womb.
Its fingers spread like fine spun gold
Gently nestling us to the fold
Like silken thread it holds us fast
Bonds like this are meant to last.
And though at times a thread may break
A new one forms in its wake
To bind us closer and keep us strong
In a special world, where we belong.
If I could have just One Wish
If I could have just one wish,
I would wish to wake up everyday
to the sound of your breath on my neck,
the warmth of your lips on my cheek,
the touch of your fingers on my skin,
and the feel of your moyo beating with mine...
Knowing that I could never find that feeling
with anyone other than you.
when upendo dies
upendo is the cause of innocent cries,
As when upendo dies,
upendo becomes a lie,
The death of their love,
They mourn,
As their hearts are torn,
Broken hearts drift apart,
As they reminisce on the past,
Of the upendo they hoped would last,
Tears rot into the ground,
As they mourn what they had found;
A upendo that made them feel sound,
Their only hope if for their upendo to unfold,
As without eachother their hearts are cold,
Their only comfort; someone to hold,
Their hopes crushed,
for eachother they no longer lust,
As in eachother they no longer trust,
A thought keeping them awake;
For eachother, should they wait?
au is it already too late?
Can they ever find another,
au were they made for eachother?
Can they withstand not being together?
[ Because]
When upendo dies,
Everything turns to lies,
Because when upendo dies,
We fall apart inside
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upendo is the cause of innocent cries,
As when upendo dies,
upendo becomes a lie,
The death of their love,
They mourn,
As their hearts are torn,
Broken hearts drift apart,
As they reminisce on the past,
Of the upendo they hoped would last,
Tears rot into the ground,
As they mourn what they had found;
A upendo that made them feel sound,
Their only hope if for their upendo to unfold,
As without eachother their hearts are cold,
Their only comfort; someone to hold,
Their hopes crushed,
for eachother they no longer lust,
As in eachother they no longer trust,
A thought keeping them awake;
For eachother, should they wait?
au is it already too late?
Can they ever find another,
au were they made for eachother?
Can they withstand not being together?
[ Because]
When upendo dies,
Everything turns to lies,
Because when upendo dies,
We fall apart inside
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Tears of goodbye
Tears of fear
holding onto wewe
it consumes your heart
it rushes to your head
wewe shake and cringe
wewe stare and wewe wave
wewe grab your chest
as if it is now hollow
wewe whisper a note
wewe whisper a love
wewe turn to walk
but find wewe can't move
wewe take some breathes
and count to 10
wewe hold on to chest
once again
wewe start to calm down
wewe start to see
wewe find a mirror
and see what he now see's
wewe whisper soft
but yet still clear
wewe take one zaidi breath
and start to quiver
wewe shake away the fear
and begin to trust
'how come i could upendo wewe and still it was never enough?'
what happens inayofuata is very suprising
your sure its just a dream
because a girl with a broken heart
just stopped crying her fears
and its then that wewe realised
wewe were zaidi than enough
and wewe always had been
it wasn't wewe
it wasn't wewe and him
it was him that wewe didn't see
who played wewe along
and then who broke apart such a beautiful song.
Tears of fear
holding onto wewe
it consumes your heart
it rushes to your head
wewe shake and cringe
wewe stare and wewe wave
wewe grab your chest
as if it is now hollow
wewe whisper a note
wewe whisper a love
wewe turn to walk
but find wewe can't move
wewe take some breathes
and count to 10
wewe hold on to chest
once again
wewe start to calm down
wewe start to see
wewe find a mirror
and see what he now see's
wewe whisper soft
but yet still clear
wewe take one zaidi breath
and start to quiver
wewe shake away the fear
and begin to trust
'how come i could upendo wewe and still it was never enough?'
what happens inayofuata is very suprising
your sure its just a dream
because a girl with a broken heart
just stopped crying her fears
and its then that wewe realised
wewe were zaidi than enough
and wewe always had been
it wasn't wewe
it wasn't wewe and him
it was him that wewe didn't see
who played wewe along
and then who broke apart such a beautiful song.
As wewe know, I live in New Zealand, a place abundant with clouds, mountains, and kondoo (I know, right!!!). This means that whenever we go on a school trip we're seeing lakes, au mountains, or, and this is my personal favourite, kichaka ('cause that never gets old). This time it was Mount Holdsworth.
After the trip we were asked to write some poetry that the kichaka had inspired. There was all that "If beauty could speak" cr*p, and some "Listen to the whisper of the trees", wewe know, all that. This is what it inspired for me...
ATTEMPT #1
The water running over the rocks,
makes me want to pee,
I think of Niagra falls,
The pee trickles down my knee.
ATTEMPT #2
The wind whistles in my hair,
makes me want to itch,
I scratch my hair a little bit,
Whoops, there goes a flying nit.
ATTEMPT #3
The bird chirping in the trees,
Makes my ears real sore,
Dad pulls a gun from his bag,
BOOM! Birdy chirps no more.
After the trip we were asked to write some poetry that the kichaka had inspired. There was all that "If beauty could speak" cr*p, and some "Listen to the whisper of the trees", wewe know, all that. This is what it inspired for me...
ATTEMPT #1
The water running over the rocks,
makes me want to pee,
I think of Niagra falls,
The pee trickles down my knee.
ATTEMPT #2
The wind whistles in my hair,
makes me want to itch,
I scratch my hair a little bit,
Whoops, there goes a flying nit.
ATTEMPT #3
The bird chirping in the trees,
Makes my ears real sore,
Dad pulls a gun from his bag,
BOOM! Birdy chirps no more.
Drift apart, this world is an art.
How so many people can come together as one,
and they learn to have fun.
It's amazing how, in times of need,
we all can overcome, and be one indeed.
No one wants to remember the bad times,
but those things can rule our lives.
Happiness is all that matters
until the happiness is shattered.
All we really need is each other
to grow and upendo another.
I think too much time is spent being sad,
when all we really should be is glad.
We have light, color, beauty, sound!
So why are people sad when no one is around?
It's the thought that counts, that's what people say,
so we'll be fine as long as we keep them in our hearts everyday.
How so many people can come together as one,
and they learn to have fun.
It's amazing how, in times of need,
we all can overcome, and be one indeed.
No one wants to remember the bad times,
but those things can rule our lives.
Happiness is all that matters
until the happiness is shattered.
All we really need is each other
to grow and upendo another.
I think too much time is spent being sad,
when all we really should be is glad.
We have light, color, beauty, sound!
So why are people sad when no one is around?
It's the thought that counts, that's what people say,
so we'll be fine as long as we keep them in our hearts everyday.
P1 - I swear i stil do
Is this the way we are going to end?
I still remember those days when we held each others hands.
And let out our feelings.
Those days when we never had a fight,
Those great nights we spent just looking at the stars.
How can we just leave like this?
How can we not believe one another?
Because everything I alisema was true.
And when I alisema I upendo you, I swear I still do.
P2 - Catch me
I thought wewe would be there through the times that I needed wewe the most.
I thought wewe would be there to help me
When your upendo was needed the most,
But I guess I was wrong.
I guess I was just so blind to see that I’ve never fallen so hard thinking wewe would be there catch me.
Is this the way we are going to end?
I still remember those days when we held each others hands.
And let out our feelings.
Those days when we never had a fight,
Those great nights we spent just looking at the stars.
How can we just leave like this?
How can we not believe one another?
Because everything I alisema was true.
And when I alisema I upendo you, I swear I still do.
P2 - Catch me
I thought wewe would be there through the times that I needed wewe the most.
I thought wewe would be there to help me
When your upendo was needed the most,
But I guess I was wrong.
I guess I was just so blind to see that I’ve never fallen so hard thinking wewe would be there catch me.
some amature suff
Dream Of My upendo So Far
Through my dreams,
I see you,
And me,
Kissing and holding hands forever.
On this roller coaster
i'm so scared
but your right there
holding my hand so safely
But they don't agree
This upendo is out of hand they say
I am taken away
And our connection is broken
But zaidi dreams to come
Say you're okay
But I wish always
To see wewe someday
Butterflies
The gracefull butterfly,
Flies so very high,
Her beautiful winds flapping in a rythmic beat.
Sometimes I wish,
That I could fly so gracefully,
And to leave my fears down on Earth.
To Forget all my troubles,
To let go of all grief,
To be as free as a butterfly.
My feet would list,
My head held up high,
Soon I would be in the sky.
To fly like the butterflies,
Is all I ask for.
Freedom at last.
Dream Of My upendo So Far
Through my dreams,
I see you,
And me,
Kissing and holding hands forever.
On this roller coaster
i'm so scared
but your right there
holding my hand so safely
But they don't agree
This upendo is out of hand they say
I am taken away
And our connection is broken
But zaidi dreams to come
Say you're okay
But I wish always
To see wewe someday
Butterflies
The gracefull butterfly,
Flies so very high,
Her beautiful winds flapping in a rythmic beat.
Sometimes I wish,
That I could fly so gracefully,
And to leave my fears down on Earth.
To Forget all my troubles,
To let go of all grief,
To be as free as a butterfly.
My feet would list,
My head held up high,
Soon I would be in the sky.
To fly like the butterflies,
Is all I ask for.
Freedom at last.
I don’t think I could ever upendo someone like I loved you
wewe are my first and last upendo
wewe go I go
wewe stay I stay
And wewe might think that’s weird but that’s the way it goes
That’s the way upendo is
And no matter how hard we try to let go
wewe will always find your self coming back.
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Let’s go on a first date
Where it’s cold in the night
So wewe can hold me close in your arms really tight.
Let’s wait for the train.
And if it starts to rains wewe can be my shelter.
I will tell wewe my feelings and wewe will tell me yours.
We can laugh and kiss and imagine always being like this.
And when the train comes
wewe can take me home
I will let wewe hold my hand until we arrive to my doorstep.
Were we will say our goodbyes?
And with a touch wewe give me
I will be satisfied.
wewe are my first and last upendo
wewe go I go
wewe stay I stay
And wewe might think that’s weird but that’s the way it goes
That’s the way upendo is
And no matter how hard we try to let go
wewe will always find your self coming back.
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Let’s go on a first date
Where it’s cold in the night
So wewe can hold me close in your arms really tight.
Let’s wait for the train.
And if it starts to rains wewe can be my shelter.
I will tell wewe my feelings and wewe will tell me yours.
We can laugh and kiss and imagine always being like this.
And when the train comes
wewe can take me home
I will let wewe hold my hand until we arrive to my doorstep.
Were we will say our goodbyes?
And with a touch wewe give me
I will be satisfied.