I cannot touch wewe without falling apart. And the pain that I feel has become harder to hide. I knew there was something special about you, right from the start.
Now, nothing can heal my bleeding heart.

I upendo you, I need you, I want wewe closer than you've ever been before.
But the same words keep coming out from your mouth:

"I upendo Stefan, it will always be Stefan."

I'm sorry if I don't understand, but wewe look at me as if I'm everything wewe want. Almost always, when my brother is around, wewe act as if I mean nothing to you. But when it's just wewe and me, wewe act differently. It's as if you're in upendo with me secretly. So secretly that nobody else knows.

Oh, I can't get these thoughts out of my head. For example, the siku wewe told me that I had Lost wewe forever. Well, forever didn't last that long.

Now that I've felt your lips, for a short but unforgettable moment. How am I supposed to act normal around you? Every time I close my eyes, I feel your lips close to mine..
Sometimes I wish I could have closed eyes all the time.