My first thought when I wake up goes to you
Just another siku I have to get through
And I know I’m overreacting
And I know there are worse things
But right now I feel like I’ve Lost the only thing I knew
It’s like nothing I’ve ever felt before
And though I want it to stop, I keep asking for more
Guess I rather wallow in hurt, instead of moving on
‘Cause I know the pain, the drama, the tragedy
The tears and the misery
Was worth it all
My last thought before I go to kitanda is one of despair
‘Cause I can’t figure out how to be when you’re not there
You’re all see, hear, all I can breathe
wewe haunt me in my dreams, and when I’m not asleep
And sometimes the pain’s just too much too bear
It’s like nothing I’ve ever felt before
And though I want it to stop, I keep asking for more
Guess I rather wallow in hurt, instead of moving on
‘Cause I know the pain, the drama, the tragedy
The tears and the misery
Was worth it all
Though I had to let go
I’m still holding on
‘Cause I know you’ll come back
And everything will be back as before
What’s a year, when your moyo is shattered
With upendo so strong, it shouldn’t matter
It’s not how I played it in my head
But you’ll be back together again
It’s like nothing I’ve ever felt before
And though I want it to stop, I keep asking for more
Guess I rather wallow in hurt, instead of moving on
‘Cause I know the pain, the drama, the tragedy
The tears and the misery
Was worth it all
It’s like nothing I’ve ever felt before
And though I want it to stop, I keep asking for more
Guess I rather wallow in hurt, instead of moving on
‘Cause I know the pain, the drama, the tragedy
The tears and the misery
Was worth it all
Just another siku I have to get through
And I know I’m overreacting
And I know there are worse things
But right now I feel like I’ve Lost the only thing I knew
It’s like nothing I’ve ever felt before
And though I want it to stop, I keep asking for more
Guess I rather wallow in hurt, instead of moving on
‘Cause I know the pain, the drama, the tragedy
The tears and the misery
Was worth it all
My last thought before I go to kitanda is one of despair
‘Cause I can’t figure out how to be when you’re not there
You’re all see, hear, all I can breathe
wewe haunt me in my dreams, and when I’m not asleep
And sometimes the pain’s just too much too bear
It’s like nothing I’ve ever felt before
And though I want it to stop, I keep asking for more
Guess I rather wallow in hurt, instead of moving on
‘Cause I know the pain, the drama, the tragedy
The tears and the misery
Was worth it all
Though I had to let go
I’m still holding on
‘Cause I know you’ll come back
And everything will be back as before
What’s a year, when your moyo is shattered
With upendo so strong, it shouldn’t matter
It’s not how I played it in my head
But you’ll be back together again
It’s like nothing I’ve ever felt before
And though I want it to stop, I keep asking for more
Guess I rather wallow in hurt, instead of moving on
‘Cause I know the pain, the drama, the tragedy
The tears and the misery
Was worth it all
It’s like nothing I’ve ever felt before
And though I want it to stop, I keep asking for more
Guess I rather wallow in hurt, instead of moving on
‘Cause I know the pain, the drama, the tragedy
The tears and the misery
Was worth it all
The sun fell on Amber’s face and she woke up kwa the heat of it. She rubbed her eyes, trying to orientate, as she saw a man sitting inayofuata to her. He looked familiar. As she tried to recall she felt an insistent pain in her neck. She lay her hand on it, to see what it was. “I bit you, that’s why you’re in pain” Stefan explained. Amber looked at him. “Who are you?” she asked, crawling backwards. Stefan reached out his hand. “I’m here to help you” he alisema softly. Amber shook her head. “No, stay away from me!” she alisema terrified. Stefan didn’t songesha an inch. “You need help. You’re in transition, it’s not a nice feeling if wewe don’t feed anytime soon. I bet you’re starving” he said. Amber shook her head heavily as her stomach rattled. “I’m going home” she alisema with a breaking voice. “Leave me alone!” She scribbled up and staggered away from Stefan.