WWYDIYWA

We are born,happy,cheerful and not knowing what happens in the end. But I know the true meaning of life,Death. Living life just keeps us waiting till "Death do us part". Theres no way to spend the remaining time in your life besides beind alone. Being alone can satisfy and occupy yourself. Fill your mind with everything wonderful that hasn't been ruined yet. Exclude everyone,they are a distraction. They can't help wewe with your fate, Its only in your control. Take in the silence,it'll only calm wewe down rather than bring wewe down. If silence won't help wewe cope with the pain,then just cry...

Have wewe ever felt like the third, maybe fourth wheel? Have wewe ever felt that one moment in your life wewe needed someone.. no one was there? Have wewe ever thought of suicide? Every day.. i'll wake up afraid i'll say one small little thing and every thing falls apart. Is me being bipolar the cause of my problems? no, i choose the be the way i act.. but i snap easily. with no control.. i've felt like a third au fourth wheel i've needed some one and they weren't hear for me.. and i.. have thought of suicide and many times did i attempt it.. many of those times i failed. I have many Marafiki and...