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My life so far has been...different. My dad left me and my mom when I was two. But something great came out of that I got an amazing new dad named Bill who we now know has dementia but we'll make it through...My brother is a junior in collage and I can't believe I'm saying this but I upendo him so. My mom is a nurse she's been married twice before Bill there going to get married lets hope soon! I upendo wanyama but I don't have any right now because my kitten got run over kwa a car two days before my birthday..I found out she died the siku after my birthday...all I wanted that mwaka for my birthday was to she her again.I have had ten samaki what can I say there not a real pet but I guess I'm the samaki killer! Now let me tell wewe a little zaidi about me...

Love- I upendo my Marafiki here on fanpop
Alli I hope wewe never stop wrighting and believing in yourself wewe are Beautiful brown hair in all! wewe great soul and I hope that boy au your Marafiki don't break it...P.S wewe tell them that I alisema that and maybe he'll remember to say HI!
Maria You've been through a lot so haven't I but you'll make it through all the pain and hurt and moyo break...you are strong and no one can break you! Your beautiful and one siku wewe will see the light behind the darkness

Hate- When people talk bad about other people...it makes me sick! I've been bullied,called names. But the then that I hate most and the worst I've every been talked about is kwa parents...Yes parents not kids. When I didn't know about my whole eye problem I had bad balance and I was a bad dancer...they would talk about me in the waiting room at dance about how I wound never be as good as the daughter au how I wound never be a good dancer. But look at me now...I'm on a dance team making my way to a solo! And I want those moms to know something...

I Heard Every Word...

Now think about that before wewe talk bad about something because the person your talking about always ends up hearing it.

Love/Hate- My life and how I look. I don't believe that I'm that pretty. When I look in the mirror I see a girl with big blue eyes and thick eye brows, and pale skin with a couple of freckles. A sort of big nose...and big round lips the go down like a frown. And I see uunmanageable hair that goes ten different ways. upendo the color of my hair ever changing but I just wish it wasn't so fluffy and big! I upendo how I'm creative and stuff but sometimes people take avantage of me with my drawings.

My life has been filled with amazement and gifts but is also been a cruse...But somw say all that pain makes wewe stronger...

I've been working on my Book series The Quest For Nova now for six months. I believe that I'm in every character on every page I'm there. I believe that I'm most like Artista because growing up I really wasn't aloud to be myself and we both have Artistic side of us! I believe I'm Viva because of her dark past. But I can't wait to share many zaidi great ideas with my Marafiki here and I hope your ready for Book to of The Quest For Nova called Wanted...and maybe there's going to be a book three? Find out soon...

This poem means a lot to me so I hope wewe like it

A Dancers Dream Ruined

I slip on my shoes
and lace them up.
Knowing that this is the last time.

I step onto the floor,
And stroll to the center.
I look in the mirrors surrounding me.

And think how could I have messed up?
I was only trying to be perfect.
What did I do wrong? I was only doing what the others did.

I find the courage to do my dance one last time.
With people watching me and starting to cry,
I start to feel a tear run down my face.

But then I saw one little girl.
Who reminded me of me.
so I smiled and put on a happy face.

I didn’t want her to give up on her dream.
So I did my dance gracefully,
Better than I have ever done before.

Then when it was over and the light,
Was no longer shining bright.
and,
I Lost control.
My dream of being in that dance was over.

I tried so hard to be perfect, that
I had damaged my dream.
kwa not seeing what was happening to me.

At first I thought this dream had damaged me
But now I see this dream is still with me…
But I live it thought in a new way.

Fierce & upendo

Malmcd au Mallory McDonald
posted by allicyn123
Disappear

Can't wewe feel me? 
Can't wewe feel the pain?
Yeah words hurt,
Can't wewe see the crack in my heart?

And then I'll be all alone
Just me and my shattered heart

Can't wewe see me disappear? 
Can't wewe see my despair?
Can't wewe see I'd rather die
Then ever have to say goodbye?

Obviously wewe don't
Because wewe let me disappear
wewe don't upendo me
wewe don't care
wewe sat there
 and watched me disappear

Cant wewe feel me?
Can't wewe see?

Can't wewe see I've disappeared? 
Cant wewe see my crys  of despair?
Can't wewe see I'd rather die 
then ever have to say goodbye?

Hello? 
Are wewe there?
Can wewe help me
Before I disappear? 
Cant wewe see others like me
Dead in there own pool of blood?
au am I gone?
Cuz wewe act like it, hon,
Am I really already gone?


Can't wewe feel me? 
Can't wewe feel the pain?
Yeah words hurt,
Can't wewe see the crack in my heart?

Can't wewe see me?
Don't wewe care? 

No

Because wewe let me 

Disappear
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posted by malmcd
Once Upon A Time..

There was a little girl who was happy...
Until she grew up...


The mirror..
Something that scares people..
The person looking back at them is someone they don't want to see...

"Hey I just met you, and this is crazy! But your fat, so slit your wrist maybe?"

Words that will forever run through my head...

The mirror is the place where truth is,
Until it gets out of hand
Thinking oneself is fat when really all they are, are bones..
People live there life kwa the number at there feet,
Praying it's not over 100 au even higher then 90
To be skinnier is the goal that people would even die for
That's all they want is to be skinny until there Bones show..


This becomes peoples life and making them self skinny...
It;s killing teens today..
Hearing Damage.


When you’re born into this world, it’s the best thing that your parents have ever thought right? Suddenly you’re the one having the attention with your family trying their best to take care of wewe when your mother isn’t around.
But then...what if when you’re four years old your parents find out that your hearing is damaged and wewe can’t hear? How would wewe feel in the later years of your life?
Well that’s what’s happening to me this very moment.
My name is Damee Love. I was born in Florida March 14th, 1998 and I’m turning thirteen this year. I have a hearing...
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posted by malmcd
This is a song I made up!

~wHISPERS~

Until the End of time,
Until the end of me,
You'll be the death of me,
I dare wewe to kuvuka, msalaba the line,
Because something curl waits for thee.

~Singing~

Broken inside
Feeling alive
Forced to defy
Who casts me aside
I'm waiting to be
Broken inside
Losing my mind
Gasping for life
Crashing through times
That drive me to find
The darkness behind
Will never run dry
But all still stand

~Chorus~

Deep down inside
I know that your the death of me,
And I dare wewe to kuvuka, msalaba that line.
Because deep down I know
That I'm broken
I'm broken

~singing again~

The thinning line between
wewe and my sanity
Is quickly fading
I'm slowly sinking
Into Insane world we called love.

Takes just a breeze to cause a storm
Takes just a breath to cause a scream
It takes me to cause a tragedy
And slowly fading away...

~Chorus canon~

Deep down inside
I know that your the death of me,
And I dare wewe to kuvuka, msalaba that line.
And deep down inside I'm fading because...
I'm Broken...
posted by snootygirl50701
 Look threw,even the sea
Look threw,even the sea
Wondering Eyes: here is the song of Wondering Eyes. A story of dreadful tears,blood,power,and sacrfices. Its like sabatoge!
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~Wondering Eyes~
Wonder (x3 in whisper)
wewe shot me down...hahaha (evil whisper)
I will not booowwww... (voice croaks)
I will sabotage... with my eyes... (whisper)
my eyes of sinister....
my eyes of death....
my eyes of pain...tears and sadness...
mostly wonderin' how I met you...

(whispering talk)
I will remember the scars...
the spear wewe shot...slammed my heart,dead...
but I refuse to cry from the eyes....
I wonder...
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posted by malmcd
She hides her pain..
With a smile on her face...
But one day..
That Smile will break...

The loneliness is killing her...
There's a war going on in her head..

She wishes to tell wewe the hurt and pain she's going through..
But she;s to scared...
That what you'd think if wewe knew the real her...

This
Girl
Is
Me

I wish I could tie wewe in my shoes, so wewe could feel unpretty to...
I'm losing my mind...
To this battle with me myself and I...


This girl wewe thought wewe knew is falling fast..
She's trying to put back together what she never had..
She just wants to be loved and good enough..
But nothing seems to never...
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posted by malmcd
    They alisema no one would read my story that I wrote that day, but someone did, and now I’m here. In this room with a stranger..They sent me away here to get better? Yeah right..I thought I was weird these girls are different..


~~~~~~~~

Fever:


    My parents heard about my sadness from that paper at school...The one where no one was meant to read and alisema they wouldn’t.They weren’t even trying to be supportive of me and help me, they called me a waste of space and someone would look to be in my shoes instead of on the mitaani, mtaa and alive. I couldn’t...
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posted by snootygirl50701
 Erin
Erin
FantasyXII
Doorway- the FantasyXII theme song
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Its a cold and crazy world,
That we fight in life
Its gonna be me and my team,
That's raging a fight!
Like no other kind of sight!
We've been living threw hell,
And its burning our sight!

Its like there's no place,
No home!
No family!
No friends,
Cause their gone.

But behind every man,
There's a intelligent girl,
Who will be a woman one day!
She'll raise up those small arms as one.

But behind every ukuta hides a door,
A secret world.
She'll reach for it,
Hoping to find...
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