Dream Diary Article: Me...

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Me...

posted by malmcd

Who gives wewe the right to say I'm not beautiful?
Because When I look in the mirror I see...
A girl with beautiful red hair and blue eyes,
A girl that's different,
And who isn't afraid to be unique and herself.
A girl with Marafiki who make her fell important.
A girl who is ready to onyesha the world who she is.
A girl who never gives up.
A girl who can Inspire people like her self that,
Even though who aren't perfect doesn't mean wewe have to be...

But I also see...
A girl with glass who thinks she's ugly.
A girl who has been used kwa people.
A girl who been hurt...
and sometimes hurts herself over dumb things.
A girl who's never been loved...fully and truly.
A girl who sometimes is afraid to be different.
A girl who thinks she'll never be good enough for the one she thinks about night in day...
A girl who thinks she'll never make it...

But then I think back to all the good things I just saw and wonder why do wewe have the right to tell me I'm no beautiful and make me think that way?

Maybe wewe should think about what your saying before wewe say it because wewe really don't know how much it can kill a person...

A person like Me...

wolfcat343, Beyal8 and 6 others like this

AuthorForPooh I think this is beautiful! But I got to say this... You are a GREAT friend. Never feel alone, because we are there beside you, even through the pain, even miles away. And I will NEVER let you down!

malmcd Thanks...

AuthorForPooh @malmcd your welcome always!

allicyn123 I cry very easily :*( the first paragraph made me smile and think 'Yes,' The seacond made me cry and think 'I feel horrible, but not as horrible as she probably does' The third made me stop crying The fourth made me start crying again And the pictures made me hate the world, So yeah, I luv u!

Jet-Rider How positive! I luv how you girls are so.... truthful! A guy's best friend! ^^

Happyflames Crying doesn't say anything.... all it says is that u have a personallity that shines brighter than all those people who HATE. I luv all of ur stories and poems smiles & happiness, Katrina or Happyflames

malmcd Thanks Katrina...

anniewannie Absolutely beautiful Mallory and I gotta say that your poem tells the major truth about me and my life. People do ask if I'm okay and people whisper things about me that make me feel left-out, but I try to be strong for them and that's what keeps me going. The people who are there for me, will also be there for you, even on Fanpop. <3333 God Bless & Take Care, Anniewannie/Florannie

BeautifulBlaze Man, you have a gift malroy...That is to make people happy though the power of writing. You are one to be respected and protected..and I know I've said this like a billion times, but I wish only the best for you. You will get the best in life. Promise.

Desire- A Private Journal

posted by BooBooBear981

Within the furthest reaches of the moyo lies those desires whose name one dares no speak. So seductive, so intoxicating, so indulgent, our most private passions burn at the molten core of our being, luring us to the very highest of ecstasy to the depths of despair. Through the ages, the words impassioned lovers have transformed a virginal sheet of paper into a sanctuary for a restless heart. Each of the pages in this journal awaits the expression of your own desires- Unedited, Undiluted, Uninhibited.... Abandon yourself....

~IF wewe DARE~

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COPY 4 COLLAGE

added by StReNgThHoPe

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nukuu That Are So True

added by malmcd

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Trace my Face

posted by wolfcat343

Trace my face while it's a happy face
When my smile fades I wanna remember this day
Passion killed kwa the comfort of time
I'm sorry if this makes wewe cry, but I have to speak my mind

Suck the colours from my eyes
When they lose their sparkle and forget to shine
Remember all the times wewe turned me down
I'm sorry if this hurts your moyo but where's the spark, from the start?

Don't stop, don't stop
Nothing lasts forever soon all will be over
So let's laugh, talk, tickle and turn till the stars fall down
The stars fall down

Embrace my reflection for a little while
For if I am to upendo I must try upendo myself...

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Heaven and Hell.

posted by anniewannie

_______________HEAVEN AND HELL_______________

I feel like there’s a monster inside my mind, clawing its sharp, black fingers at me and making me think that nothing will ever be the same again.
The voices are calling out to me – their voices screaming, like Mbwa mwitu loups howling when’s it’s a full moon, at me: “Give it a shot Annie!” “Your so-called Marafiki at school don’t care about wewe anymore!” “Don’t wewe want to feel that blood trickle down from your cuts?!” “What are wewe waiting for?” I try not to listen kwa covering my ears au hiding under my blanket to keep those voices...

Viva's Past, (Short story)

posted by malmcd

159 Brixton, England

The third bang and cry made Viva's moyo stop and she waited and look back at the reflection in the mirror stairing back. Her body had taken so much abuse over the years, she always had bruise on her every where and cuts and scars apond her wrist. She was very skinny for her age of 13 and her hair was thin and up to her shoulders and different lengths. She turned to her side and looked into the mirror and started thinking, "Am I skinny enough? Am I fat? Am I good enough...or just useless like he says to me over and over again?" Then there was another...

Dark Writing...

posted by malmcd

Dark writing....

Dark shadows sneak under the door
As I keep uandishi these dark lyrics more
Of a nature that's not evil au unkind
Rather of disturbing thoughts in my mind.

They say for everything bad it's found
Something good it has to come around
The weather wouldn't be pleasant if wasn't for the rain
These feelings wouldn't exist if it wasn't for the pain.

I'm doing a storm in a cup of water to prepare
Meanwhile around people don't even care
I pray for my life to not end before these stanzas
But mindlessly I write and write looking for the answers.

My cold dark poems are everywhere
Floating around in the...

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The Lost Roleplay ^^ >If u like to laugh read this<

posted by allicyn1234

The Lost Roleplay ^^

*I am Izzy Ray. Im scared. All the time. Today is my seventh birthday. Somthing wewe might need to know about me is, well, I've never been loved. Exept for my two best friends, Adreanna and Simon. If that counts as love. And to me it does. When I was six I was diagnosed with Paranepaloinia, wich translated from Native language means 'The Skeleton Disease'. The disease was fatal and I was estimated 3 days to live. Have wewe ever been told how long wewe have to live? It hurts. And it makes wewe think. Alot. With Simon and Adreanna at my bedside I fought the Paranepaloinia until...

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Diary of Pixius (Part 3: Time of trail)

posted by BeautifulBlaze

Previously:
Such maddness was inthe cell I was thrown into. It was s much, it made me tremble in fear. My head throbed on how much I was thinking. So much in fact, I passed out..but the sounds were still in my head. Everything was still going on even when I woke up.
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The voices were still aching within my head..but for some reason...even loudler. It was a good thing that the guards came to get me just before I went mad...I was begining to lose myself. The dakika the light shined upon my face, the voices ceased...and I felt a heavy...

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Brainstorm!

posted by allicyn123

Okay so wewe all know my new characters Donni, Alec, Zach, Ryan, maharage, maharagwe and Darka but what wewe don't know is there personalities, au there pasts...... So I'm gonna tell wewe them! of course all of them are too big to fit in one article. so i'll tell wewe the little peeks and what i'm gonna call there articles!

Alec and Zachariah: Alec and Zach are twin brothers, there lives? perfect. They begin training to be riders like there parents when one siku they never return. Alec and Zach venture to the forest where there parents had alisema to be going only to find a horroble sight, that will change there lives...

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SG Style (Lolz)

added by SongGirl50701

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The Invisible Story's...

posted by malmcd

They all have there story's
The Invisible girls
Here's there story's...

One girl is shy because she has Asperger's Syndrome. She say's that it's hard knowing your different because you'll never fit into there mold they made for wewe to fit into. She also says that she's to clumsy to walk in there perfect line that they've drawn for her. She'd always alone when her teacher ask's her class to partner up. And she try's not to cry...

One girl had realized that she didn't care what people thought of her until she was 18. She was shy and no one looked at her she didn't talk unless spoken to ans she was...

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Shadowing Eternity...

posted by Beyal8

Shadowing Eternity...

A special place for wewe and me,
An undying bond to guide us free.
Loneliness blocking the day,
Our upendo lighting the way..

Your gentle touch,
Your smiling face.
There is no corner,
No dark place..

Our passion flowing in the waves,
My moyo stands still.
Awaiting your pace..

Your upendo is my destiny,
your moyo is like the soul of God..

Our love, withstanding time,
Diminishing doubt, in our mind.
There is no place I rather be…
Than in your moyo and in your dreams...

-Beyal

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RIP: Melody: LIFE

posted by SongGirl50701

13 year old me..

Dear Marafiki and Family,

"My own mother told me to never give up. My own Marafiki told me to never give up. My own brother laughed in my face and told me to never give up. So Melody, I'll never give up on myself."

When I was kid, I had an invisable friend named Melody, and we were the best of friends. We stopped being Marafiki when I gained friends. I stopped being able to see her. She faded so slowly, and what seems so painfully now. Melody, wewe came back at the time I wanted to die. wewe wanted to break me for breaking you. I'm sorry but I have to say this, "Fuck wewe Melody."

I can see wewe now,...

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Kill Ava Colester

posted by BooBooBear981

Chapter 1
“Are wewe absolutely sure wewe can handle this class?” says Mom assuring me for my safety. “Kicking butt is my middle name” I think to myself before answering. “Mom, I’m eighteen now, I’m not a little kid anymore. “Yes but I cannot stand seeing my little Angel grow up” Mom! Stop worrying, I’ll be fine.” I started out the door knowing that every single sekunde I was in danger. In our county no one is salama from the government. At least I’m not. Evil people in this world are trying to kill me behind my mother’s back but no one can know. No one. Russian Spies. Japanese...

Wrath The Deadly Sin

posted by malmcd

Wrath

I am one of the deadly sins,
For I am the one that makes wewe feel angry,
And may lead wewe to do wrongful things.

I blind you,
And mask the truth from you;
I hide your actions,
And make them unaware to wewe until
wewe realise what just happened.

I am a curse,
For I blind wewe from the truth,
And make wewe unwilling to accept that truth,
Because I am anger,
Which makes your rage come true,
Which brings about your wrath,
Which is my true name,
And with it comes a grudge.

I am a curse,
And wewe do not want me,
But honestly,
It is fun for me to see
wewe hurting other people,
Even though wewe don't intentionally do it,
au even if wewe are blinded kwa the truth.
For I am Wrath,
And I take amusement from your anger,
And the pain wewe inflict on others,
And I am from the fiery pits of hell.

Beware of your human instincts,
For I am one of them,
And I may onyesha up in your fiery head.

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Envy The Deadly Sin

posted by malmcd

I am one of the deadly sins,
Something that will make death come to you
If wewe should feel me at all.
I am one of your emotions
Something wewe might not be able to control,
Something that will make wewe mad
If I were to make wewe feel it.

I am that feeling of desire,
Which wewe feel most of all,
That comes with lust,
Comes with materialism,
Comes with things wewe cannot explain.
I am the thing wewe will regret,
If wewe should
Ever
Get
Your
Way.

I am what wewe call jealousy,
That thing that makes the green-eyed monster,
Or one of them, anyway.
I make wewe jealous,
For I make wewe want your best friend's girlfriend,
Make you...

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Vertonica Bond -Info

posted by snootygirl50701

Vertonica Bond: seven years old with the dark dirty blue hair also at the first foster nyumbani

Vertonica Bond: seven years old with the dark dirty blue hair also at the first foster home

Vertonica Bond -Info
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Vertonica Bond: Vertonica is the girl who is haunted. When all this time she's been so hollow inside she's been watching her haunting. She won't let a man hold her down. She sees him watching her and pulling her down. Watching her,wanting her,and holding her down. Saving her and rapping her. That's right,she's a victim of the Londas. She feels,hears,and sees them no matter what. She doesn't want another man holding her down.

When little,Vertonica was living with her father. Her mother died...

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Diary of Pixius (Part 2: Things that go bump in the night)

posted by BeautifulBlaze

Previously:
I entered the room court room with the kind himself. As always, the king had the kind of look that had told me "Get the hell out of my face". He told me that for all of the rimes I have commited, I would walk the earth until the gods see fit to end my punishment. The last I saw of that filthy ngome panya is when he told me to go to the dungeon.

I was thrown into the cell as if I were to be just a mere toy. They were'nt satisfied with just me being punished though....they slammed me, threw me and beat me until I was unconsious. I woke up in pitch black. This is the kind of dark that...

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Goodbye My Almost Lover...

posted by malmcd

~This song has part's from....

Almost Lover kwa A Fine Frenzy

Forever and Always kwa Parachute~

Your fingertips across my skin
The palm trees swaying in the wind
Images

You sang me Spanish lullabies
The sweetest sadness in your eyes
Clever trick

I wanted your upendo with all my moyo I had left
But I had to keep promise that I made
So....

Goodbye my almost lover
Goodbye my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't wewe just let me be?
So long my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

But I craved your sweet smile
And your promise filled...