I return nyumbani after the long walk to Curlie's. The hand gun at my side, I creep into the house and tafuta it to make sure Dad isn't inside. Seeing that he's gone I open my closet and set the gun in the empty walk - in. I wish Anneri would come home, there is a little voice inside my head telling me that she needs to come home. It scares me beyond belief, half of me tells me to go out to the fields and find her, I wish I had listened to that voice. I wish i had listened to it even zaidi when I hear my mom open the door and run into me and Anneri's room. Her hair a flurry her eyes wide she looks to me "did wewe get it?" I nod her voice is pierced kwa fear, that just scares me even more. "Good," She hugs me once zaidi and I hold her tightly, somthing a bout her tells me it might be our last. Then she hears the door slam and without warning she takes my head and kisses my forehead "I upendo wewe so much, don't let him hurt you." Then before I can reply she pushes me into the closet and locks it from the outside. I jiggle the handle roughly 'No don't do this please don't do this,' I keep thinking as I hear dad walking down the hall. I want to be out there with my mom, I want to protect her. But she won't let me, she wants to keep me safe. I pound on the door "Mom!" But there is no response. i listen to the hall, a glass shatters, somone bangs into the wall, another glass shatters. 3, then though zaidi banging, 4, 5, 6, god its never been zaidi then 5 when me and Anneri where hiding together. 7,8,9, Whats nine!?!?!? Hes never gone all the way up to 7 what happens at nine? then me moyo almost stops as i hear my bedroom door open and hit the ukuta roughly. I cant stand it, i know there no chance of Mom making it out now, i slam my hands over my ears so i dont have to hear her scream. And i jump as a gunshot goes off and tears roll out of my eyes. i slam my eyes closed imagning that i was free, maybe me and Anneri, running away, freedom at our hands, our pack of Mbwa mwitu loups at our side. But everyone has to wake up from there daydreams. Expessially me when the door opens loud enough to penatrate my barrior and horror streams though me when i take my hands off my ears. and the voice of my only friend screams terrified,
"Darka!" I could reaconize that voice in my sleep, it was my, little Anneri.
"Darka!" I could reaconize that voice in my sleep, it was my, little Anneri.
This is Amber's sister Molly the fairy of space.
Name: Molly
Age: 18
Gender: Female
Origin: The planet Earth
Mythical Creature: Fairy
Level of Magic: Enchantix
Powers/Abilities: She is the fairy of space, outer space that is. Molly can bring in comets and other rocks into Earth au as an attack.
Personality: Molly is very caring, she loves to help her Marafiki in times of need and will let nothing stand in her way.
Clothing: She wears a light blue tank-top and jeans, her shoes are boots that look similar to Amber's.
Pet: Nope
Background: She was born on Earth as a actress's only daughter, she learned that her real father was Tony Stark and moved in with him and his daughter Amber. The two become good Marafiki since when Molly arrived when Amber was only 3.
Family:
Mother: Dead (died of cancer)
Father: Tony Stark
Name: Molly
Age: 18
Gender: Female
Origin: The planet Earth
Mythical Creature: Fairy
Level of Magic: Enchantix
Powers/Abilities: She is the fairy of space, outer space that is. Molly can bring in comets and other rocks into Earth au as an attack.
Personality: Molly is very caring, she loves to help her Marafiki in times of need and will let nothing stand in her way.
Clothing: She wears a light blue tank-top and jeans, her shoes are boots that look similar to Amber's.
Pet: Nope
Background: She was born on Earth as a actress's only daughter, she learned that her real father was Tony Stark and moved in with him and his daughter Amber. The two become good Marafiki since when Molly arrived when Amber was only 3.
Family:
Mother: Dead (died of cancer)
Father: Tony Stark
Darkness falls around me, swirling at my feet,
the shadows ask me questions, their secrets I must keep...
The coldness that I feel inside, keeps my body numb,
but for the thoughts of loneliness, nothing can be done...
In the fog surrounding me, all conscious thought is lost,
I can not tell what's real au not, my mind's a Tangled knot...
I'm full of thoughts I can't retain, all I feel is guilt and shame,
I've begun to feel all hope is lost, someone stop the pain,
I Can See the lies dripping from your eyes in disguise...
The wind blows on my tear stained face, calling out to me,
always it's reminding me of what I cannot be.
I try so hard from siku to day, but I can't seem to find my way.
I can't control these thoughts that rise, the torment comes from deep inside...
My broken moyo is shattered, a pain that knows no end,
the shards of glass they slice me through, I'm bleeding from within...
Confused and fearful every day, no one deserves to live this way...
the shadows ask me questions, their secrets I must keep...
The coldness that I feel inside, keeps my body numb,
but for the thoughts of loneliness, nothing can be done...
In the fog surrounding me, all conscious thought is lost,
I can not tell what's real au not, my mind's a Tangled knot...
I'm full of thoughts I can't retain, all I feel is guilt and shame,
I've begun to feel all hope is lost, someone stop the pain,
I Can See the lies dripping from your eyes in disguise...
The wind blows on my tear stained face, calling out to me,
always it's reminding me of what I cannot be.
I try so hard from siku to day, but I can't seem to find my way.
I can't control these thoughts that rise, the torment comes from deep inside...
My broken moyo is shattered, a pain that knows no end,
the shards of glass they slice me through, I'm bleeding from within...
Confused and fearful every day, no one deserves to live this way...
~~~ FOR ALL THE PEOPLE IN UNCOMPREHENDABLE PAIN~~~
Black moyo Black Soul
Filthy like Coal
Dark moyo Dark Soul
Not even a Role
Gloomy moyo Gloomy Soul
Left there Broken
On an Abandoned Knoll
Cold moyo Cold Soul
Never a Whole
Bloody, Hurt, Plenty of Wounds
Nobody Heard that Piercing Cry
Leaving Scars
I might as well Die
With my Black moyo and Black Soul
Maybe wewe will come kwa
And Watch me Weep
As I zoom in to a forever Sleep
~~~ Anonymous
"A Note from the Author"
Every 4o sekunde a person dies from suicde. Decreasing the population. Bloody brutal deaths au easy painless ones. But People will never know how much it hurts. The Depression, Bullying, anything that Brings wewe down really does hurt. Most of the time wewe don't even know what the person is doing, and how much pain they are in. I wrote this for everyone in as much pain as i am au even more. May someone wipe away their tears,
Black moyo Black Soul
Filthy like Coal
Dark moyo Dark Soul
Not even a Role
Gloomy moyo Gloomy Soul
Left there Broken
On an Abandoned Knoll
Cold moyo Cold Soul
Never a Whole
Bloody, Hurt, Plenty of Wounds
Nobody Heard that Piercing Cry
Leaving Scars
I might as well Die
With my Black moyo and Black Soul
Maybe wewe will come kwa
And Watch me Weep
As I zoom in to a forever Sleep
~~~ Anonymous
"A Note from the Author"
Every 4o sekunde a person dies from suicde. Decreasing the population. Bloody brutal deaths au easy painless ones. But People will never know how much it hurts. The Depression, Bullying, anything that Brings wewe down really does hurt. Most of the time wewe don't even know what the person is doing, and how much pain they are in. I wrote this for everyone in as much pain as i am au even more. May someone wipe away their tears,
If tears left scars then the world would know who wewe truly are.
For your tears leave scars and it would onyesha them how much you've cried and been crying.
It would onyesha them your pain and sadness that wewe always have tried to keep in
But one siku wewe just let it out for know reason...
Maybe it's because your friend turned on you?
Maybe it's because wewe long for someone?
Maybe it's because the one wewe want most is breaking wewe but wewe still upendo him in the end?
Maybe it's all of those things...
au maybe your just hurt and afraid that wewe can never fix your self again...
If tears left scars the world would know how much pain your truly in.
They would see that your hurt in zaidi ways then one...
They would see the real you...
But until that siku comes
I guess people will just have to hide it away...
Fierce & upendo
Malmcd
Poem Girl
Mallory McDonald
For your tears leave scars and it would onyesha them how much you've cried and been crying.
It would onyesha them your pain and sadness that wewe always have tried to keep in
But one siku wewe just let it out for know reason...
Maybe it's because your friend turned on you?
Maybe it's because wewe long for someone?
Maybe it's because the one wewe want most is breaking wewe but wewe still upendo him in the end?
Maybe it's all of those things...
au maybe your just hurt and afraid that wewe can never fix your self again...
If tears left scars the world would know how much pain your truly in.
They would see that your hurt in zaidi ways then one...
They would see the real you...
But until that siku comes
I guess people will just have to hide it away...
Fierce & upendo
Malmcd
Poem Girl
Mallory McDonald