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Almost Lover kwa A Fine Freanzy

*This is Envy's song*


Your fingertips across my skin
The palm trees swaying in the wind
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You sang me Spanish lullabies
The sweetest sadness in your eyes
Clever trick
Well I never want to see wewe unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me

Goodbye my almost lover
Goodbye my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't wewe just let me be?
So long my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

We walked along a crowded street
You took my hand and danced with me
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And when wewe left wewe kissed my lips...
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posted by allicyn123
Water
My only escape
Where for once my arms that are too pale and scrawny bend perfectly
Where I feel perfect
This is where my spirit will stay
When my body turns grey and dies away

Water
Where my legs that are too chubby au fat kick so strong
I feel perfect
This is the place my spirit will stay
When my body turns grey and dies away

Water
Where pain only makes me only go faster
Better
Prettier
Perfectly

Water
Where my face that's not pretty in never seen
Hidden in waves that make me feel free
This is the place my spirit will stay
When my body turns grey and dies away

Water
When I used to stab myself with needles
And let the blood bleed out
Suddenly is the last thing on my mind
And when I do spill blood
It's only on the days my mom says I can't go
To the water
Where my spirit will stay
When my body grows old and dies away
posted by himeka_kazusa
I just wanted to share this song I've read in a book. The song is a little bit confusing. I also found an explanation in the book. So if wewe want to understand the song, read the explanation below after the song. I hope wewe enjoy. ^_^


Are you, are you
Coming to the tree
Where they strung up a man they say murdered three.
Strange things did happen here
No stranger would it be
If we met up at midnight in the hanging tree.

Are you, are you
Coming to the tree
Where the dead man called out for his upendo to flee.
Strange things did happen here
No stranger would it be
If we met up at midnight in the hanging tree....
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posted by malmcd
Dream Diary

It's the mwaka 2017, the world is at war with World War III. This world we live in now is fell with hate and death. All I want is the race of anger to stop...I want peace and upendo and harmony to come through and take over all the evil things in this place we call earth. It's zaidi like a living Hell. I want to see the flowers bloom and the ash to disappear from my finger tips. I a world with out war...
What all started this was one thing a bomb, but not just any bomb...It was called, The Atomic War Head. This one atomic bomb changed everything. The first bomb hit Cuba then Japan then...
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posted by BeautifulBlaze
Sometimes in our lives, we all have pain, we all have sorrow.
But if we are wise, we know that there's always tomorrow.
Lean on me, when you're not strong and I'll be your friend.
I'll help wewe carry on,
for it won't be long 'til I'm gonna need
somebody to lean on.
Please kumeza your pride, if have things wewe need to borrow.
For no one can fill those needs that wewe won't let show.

You just call on me brother when wewe need a hand.
We all need somebody to lean on.
I just might have a problem that you'll understand.
We all need somebody to lean on.

Lean on me when you't not strong, and I'll be your friend....
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My Dream


My dream is to make the world a better place.
For wewe and me and the people to come.
I want peace in this world,
And love,
And harmony.
The world we live in now is curl and cool,
and filled with war.
It’s like we’re all on a wheel of all the angry,
thoughts and feeling’s.
A never ending and every winning
race of hate.
My dream is make the world brighter
and free.
A place that doesn’t know pain au hurt.
Only upendo and freedom.
In my mind I have a magical place,
were no one makes fun of you,
And wewe will be loved.
In my magical place there’s no such thing as hurtful words.
And this is how going...
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When I wake up in the morning, love
And the sunlight hurts my eyes
And something without warning, love
Bears heavy on my mind

Then I look at you
And the world's alright with me
Just one look at you
And I know it's gonna be
A lovely day

When the siku that lies ahead of me
Seems impossible to face
When someone else instead of me
Always seems to know the way

Then I look at you
And the world's alright with me
Just one look at you
And I know it's gonna be
A lovely day.....

When the siku that lies ahead of me
Seems impossible to face
When someone else instead of me
Always seems to know the way

Then I look at you
And the...
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Here's to the kids that are different
The one's who don't always get straight A's
The one's who have ears twice as large as there peers
The one's who have nose's that go on and on and on

Here's to the kids that are different
The one's who don't always fit in
The one's who get pushes down the stairs
The one's who fell true pain

Here's to the kids that are different
The one's who Dance to there own drum
The one's who desire upendo
The one's who are creative and unique

Here's to the kids that are different
The one's who are shy
The one's who are crazy
The one's who are hurt
The one's who are invisible
The one's...
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posted by BeautifulBlaze
There is no sunshine when she's gone.
It's not warm when she's away.
There is no sunshine when she's gone.
And she's always gone too long.
Anytime she goes away.

Wonder this time where she's gone.
wonder if she's gone to stay.
There is no sunshine when she's gone.
And this house just isn't the same.
Anytime she goes away.


I must songesha on from her
There is no sunshine when she's gone

There is no sunshine when she's gone.
Only darkness every day.
There is no sunshine when she's gone.
And this house just isn't the same.
Anytime she goes away.
Everything feels empty..
Everything feels lifless..
No meaning what's...
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There's a girl who sits under the bleachers
Just another siku eating alone

Even if she's smiling there is something she's hiding and she can't find a way to relate

She just goes unnoticed as the crowd past's by
And she'll pretend to be busy but inside
She just wants to cry...

And she'll say...

Take a little look at me this life I'm living in is always Invisible

I will always be...

Miss Invisible
Miss Forgettable
Miss unnoticed
Miss Invisible...

Look a little closer, I really really want wewe to put yourself in her shoes...

Look a little harder and maybe then wewe will see why she waits for the day...

When You...
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posted by malmcd
I'm an Invisible Angle...
I'm always there
But never helped
I always have out an handing hand
But no one puts out there hand when I'm on the floor
I'm always thinking of ways to help
People never help me...
They barely see me...
I'm like ghost
A ghost walking down the halls of my school
They don't know what I can do to help
They just walk by
I'm always there when wewe fell alone
But no one comes to me when I'm alone
I help the ones in pain
But I'm in pain to yet no one here's my cry's
I'm always there when wewe get those scary thoughts
But no one was there when I decided to put the kisu to my wrist
I was put on this world to help people from themselves
But An Angle needs help ever one in a while...
Remember that...
Even a Invisible Angle needs to be loved.
posted by malmcd
Come on skinny upendo just last the year
My broken little moyo can't take no zaidi to bare.

My my my, my my my ,my my, my my...

And now I'm staring at the sink of blood and crushed veneer.


Tell my upendo to reck it all
cut out all the ropes and watch me fall

My my my, my my my ,my my, my my...

Right at the moment I can't fell at all

And I told wewe to be patient
I told wewe to be fine
I told wewe to be balanced
I told wewe to be kind

Because I'm falling in to pieces as wewe stand and watch me cry...

Come on skinny upendo what happened here?

Suck out all the hope me

My my my, my my my ,my my, my my...

Suddenly my walls come crushing down

And I told wewe to be patient
I told wewe to be fine
I told wewe to be balanced
I told wewe to be kind

And how all your upendo is wasted and who the hell was I?

Cruz I'm falling at the seems and I'm at the end of all your lies...

Who Will upendo you?

Who will fight?

Because my upendo I'm gone...
posted by malmcd
    I’m Here For You

    My journey hasn't been easy for me. Every step of the way I've struggled, stumbled, doubted, cursed, and felt sure that I couldn't go on. But I feel stronger because of it, almost like I needed to go through it to get where I am now. I still don't believe I'm perfect au beautiful. Maybe I'll always doubt. But maybe it's the doubt that keeps me determined. Hungry. Always looking to prove and improve myself, make myself better.
    Every night, as I lie in my kitanda I wonder if there are girls like me out there...
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