1.I'am not as peaceful as I may seem...
2.I'am known for horrible reasons...
3.I hate myself for the things I've done to myself, such as break my own arm...on pupose.
4.I lie....
5.As much as I tal about peace, I always prevent it..
5.My brothers take me for ganted...
6.I have taken a life once..
7.I'am just another bad chanzo of destruction sometimes..
8.I get really defensive when ever they talk about my parents..
9.I have scars from the beatings I took...
10.I'am quite a pervert, not to my Marafiki though..
This isn't even half of the bad things about me. If wewe knew all the pain I've gon through, It would make wewe go insane. I have suffered too much from pain. It makes my head ache if I ever think of my pain.... It makes me cry until it hurts whenever I remeber me hurting myself. I hope this dosen't make wewe hate me even more...

Disappear

Can't wewe feel me? 
Can't wewe feel the pain?
Yeah words hurt,
Can't wewe see the crack in my heart?

And then I'll be all alone
Just me and my shattered heart

Can't wewe see me disappear? 
Can't wewe see my despair?
Can't wewe see I'd rather die
Then ever have to say goodbye?

Obviously wewe don't
Because wewe let me disappear
wewe don't upendo me
wewe don't care
wewe sat there
 and watched me disappear

Cant wewe feel me?
Can't wewe see?

Can't wewe see I've disappeared? 
Cant wewe see my crys  of despair?
Can't wewe see I'd rather die 
then ever have to say goodbye?

Hello? 
Are wewe there?
Can wewe help me
Before I disappear? 
Cant wewe see others like me
Dead in there own pool of blood?
au am I gone?
Cuz wewe act like it, hon,
Am I really already gone?


Can't wewe feel me? 
Can't wewe feel the pain?
Yeah words hurt,
Can't wewe see the crack in my heart?

Can't wewe see me?
Don't wewe care? 

No

Because wewe let me 

Disappear