“I…I … I cant tell you,” wewe say softly.
“Yes wewe can,” she says with a smile as wewe walk towards home. wewe sigh then look down at the ground.
“Fine,” wewe say. “I’ll tell you, but not here, lets go over there!” wewe say and point towards the woods, wewe grab her arm and start to quickly walk towards the woods.
“Ahh, onyesha down!! What could be so secret that wewe have to drag me to the woods to tell me,” she says as wewe get to the woods and she gets away.
“Cause,” wewe say. “I’ll tell you, but wewe got to swear that wewe wont tell, my mom, au anybody, nobody at all!” wewe almost yell using odd hand gestures.
“Ok! I wont!” she yells.
“Ok, promise?” wewe ask. She nods… “Ok,” wewe say then take a breath. “While I was in Detroit, and going out with Marshall something happened, and we ended up having sex,” wewe say. She looks at wewe shocked. “Im not done, and I got pregnant,” wewe say.
“What!” she yells. wewe sigh and nod. “Your only 13,” she says.
“Well, I’ll be 14 when the baby’s born, and shit happens,” wewe say looking down at the ground.
“Are wewe gonna keep it?” she asks as wewe start to walk out of the woods and back towards home.
“Yeah, I wanna keep it, it’s a part of Marshall and I cant let that go,” wewe say playing your hand on wewe stomach. Annie smiles.
“Well, I can help wewe when the baby is born,” she says. wewe smile.
“Thanks Annie,” wewe say and hug her.
“What wewe gonna name it?” she asks.
“I don’t know yet, I don’t know if its boy au a girl,” wewe say. “I cant really go to the doctor to find out because I’d have to tell my parents, and if they found out they would flip out and make me get an abortion au something,” wewe say. “They already had a enough crap dealing with Nick,” wewe add.
“Probably,” she says. “But you’re gonna have to tell them sometime,” she says.
“Yeah but that can wait,” wewe say stopping in front of Annie’s house.
“Ok, well good luck with that, and I’ll see wewe tomorrow,” Annie says.
“Yep,” wewe say with a smile then walk home. Once nyumbani wewe go strait to your room, wewe lay down on the bed, wewe grab the picture of Marshall off the meza, jedwali inayofuata to wewe and stare at it. “We’re gonna have a beautiful baby,” wewe whisper as if he can hear you.
A few hours later Mya comes running into your room. “Abby!” she yells and jumps on your bed.
“Hey,” wewe say picking her up.
“Mommy say chajio, chakula cha jioni done,” she says cutely.
“Ok, well lets go then,” wewe say getting of the bed, wewe pick up Mya and carry her out with you. “This one alisema chajio, chakula cha jioni was done,” wewe say and laugh slightly.
“Yeah,” your Father says taking your sister away from you, wewe go sit down in a chair inayofuata to Mya. Your Dad hands wewe a plate of steak, baked beans and wild rice.
FFW >> About 2 months later…..
You’re three months pregnant now, the throwing up has stopped, and wewe sort of feel a little better. (Bruce is playing odd music… its like Halloween crap and its no lol) wewe still haven’t told your parents that your pregnant, wewe don’t wanna but you’re going to tonight. You’re going to see if they will let wewe go to one of them pregnant schools, wewe know theres one located not to far from your original school.
Its after chajio, chakula cha jioni and wewe just sat wewe parents down and you’re going to tell them, and watch them freak the fuck out….
“Ok, why are wewe making us sit here?” your Mom asks. wewe take a deep breath.
“Well wewe know how… I uh… yeah, uhh,” wewe say, wewe don’t know how to say what wewe wanna say. “Had sex,” wewe say quickly, not expecting it to just fly out of your mouth like that. The both look angry for a sekunde then they just stare at wewe like they know what you’re going to say.
“Let me guess, you’re pregnant,” wewe Father says trying to hold back the anger. wewe nod with a very scared look on your face. He sakes his head.
“Im sorry!” wewe say starting to cry as your Dad sits there steaming.
“How could wewe let that happen!” your Dad yells standing up, wewe back away a bit.
“It just happened!” wewe cry.
“Let me talk to your Mother in private, wewe go wait in your room,” your Dad says, wewe slowly walk upstairs to your room.
MOMS POV>>>
“What are we going to do?” Dane asks wewe pacing back and forth.
“Well, first we gotta take it easy on her, shes just a kid,” wewe say.
“Exactly!” he yells. “And shes going to have a child and 14 years old, that’s not right, what are people going to think!” he yells at you. “She should have an abortion,” he adds.
“No, we cant do that, I don’t wanna kill a baby,” wewe say. He sighs angrily.
“Fine, then she’ll have it and give it up for adoption,” he says.
“Ok fine,” wewe say. “That’s good, she couldn’t raise this child kwa herself and I don’t wanna do it,” wewe say…. wewe head to your daughter room and tell her what wewe came up with, she don’t agree with it but, too bad for her. wewe also when over the whole pregnant school thing and wewe decided to let her go there so she don’t have to be laughed at, at her other school and go though all the bullshit, but after she has the baby she’d go back to regular school. wewe leave the room angry, Dane and Lily are both angry also but after awhile you’ll all get over it….
BACK TO YOUR POV>> FIRST siku AT THE PREGNANT SCHOOLNESS…. (LOL)
wewe walk into the building and walk up to the front desk. The lady smiles at you. “Hi, my name is Lily, uh yeah,” wewe say wewe have no idea what to do au where to go, the school is very small, and apparently theres only one classroom, the other rooms are helping wewe though teen pregnancy.
“Ok, go down this hall, room 8,” she says pointing down the hall with a smile. wewe walk down the hall, and look in the door window, there’s a bunch of girls sitting there watching the teacher, wewe feel very nervous. wewe knock on the door, everyone stops and looks, the teacher motions wewe in.
“Hello, wewe must be Lily,” the teacher says. wewe nod, she miles. “Have a kiti, kiti cha right there,” she says pointing to a kiti, kiti cha in the sekunde row kwa the window.
“Thanks,” wewe say quietly. Its obvious that you’re the youngest there, but the other girls don’t seem to mind, a black girl inayofuata to wewe turns to wewe and smiles. “Uhh hello?” wewe ask as she stares at you. “Can I help wewe with something?” wewe ask annoyed with her.
“We should be friends,” she says with a smile.
“Im Natalie,” she says. “But wewe can call me Nat,” she says.
“Ok, Hi, Im Lily,” wewe say.
“So some loser knocked wewe up too huh?” she asks, wewe give her a dirty look. “Oh… still with him?” she asks. wewe sigh sort of mad.
“No, we had to songesha so yeah, he lives in Detroit,” wewe say.
“Oh a bad nigga huh?” she asks.
“No. He’s white, and uh… hes not ‘bad’,” wewe say like what the fuck is with this chick.
“Oh, ok I get ya girl,” she says. wewe stare at her, she is a very weird girl, but in a strange way wewe sort of like her, and maybe wewe two can help each other out. “So how old are you?” she asks.
“13 almost 14,” wewe say.
“Dang girl,” she says.
“How old are you?” wewe ask as if you’re getting back at her in a way.
“16,” she says.
“Oh,” wewe say then look back at the teacher who just keep blabbing, wewe and Nat don’t even pay attention the whole time, wewe just talk…. wewe exchange numbers with Nat before….
Class is over and your outside of the school hanging with Nat… “So who your baby Daddy?” she asks.
“Uh, Marshall,” wewe say.
“He sexy?” she asks.
“…………uhh…… sure?” wewe say.
“Oh so he ugly then?” she asks.
“No,” wewe say.
“Ok so he sexy,” she says as wewe walk down the street.
“Yeah,” wewe say. She shakes her head.
“You need to loosen up,” she says.
“I am loose…I mean… yeah…. wewe know what I mean, loose sounds bad,” wewe say then laugh, Nat laughs too….
“I know…. See now wewe been cool,” she says.
“I just never had someone ask me so many questions,” wewe laugh.
“Wait till wewe apply for a job,” she says.
“Great,” wewe say….
“So wewe live near by?” she asks.
“Yeah over there,” wewe say pointing to your neighborhood.
“Same,” she says.
“Sweet,” wewe say with a smile. As wewe to walk home, Annie catches up with you.
“Hey, Lily!” she says. “Missed wewe at school,” she says.
“Yeah,” wewe say.
“Who’s this?” Annie asks pointing to Nat.
“Im Natalie,” she say. “Call me Nat,” she add.
“K, Nat,” Annie says. “Cool, wewe know its Friday, we all should see a movie au something,” Annie suggests.
“Sure, Im in,” wewe say. “You in Nat?” wewe ask.
“Yeah, I gotta get money first, hold up,” she says.
“Nice house,” wewe say as wewe watch her walk into the house.\
“Thanks!” she yells back…. She comes back a few dakika later, wewe and Annie drop of your things then wewe go see a movie…..
wewe arrive at the theater…. “What we seein?” Nat asks.
“Oh! Friday the 13th!” wewe say.
“If they let us in,” Annie adds in.
“I got a cousin who works here, he’ll let us in,” Nat says, wewe walk in the theater….
“Hey Nat, what up?” the guy who wewe assume is Nat’s cousin asks.
“Hey Denaun, we need tickets,” Nat says.
“For what?” Denaun asks.
“Friday the 13th nigga,” she says.
“Ok, wheres my money?” he says like hes jokin.
“Nigga, where’s my discount?” Nat asks.
“Fine, nigga,” he says.
“Here,” she says handing him 10,” he gives her 3 tickets, wewe buy popcorn, pop, and Candy then go into the movie….
“Damn, Nat wewe cousin is fine,” Annie says.
“He too old for you, he has a girlfriend anyway,” Nat says as wewe sit in the back row.
“Damn,” she says and grabs some popcorn. wewe laugh at her. wewe start to think that being back isn’t so bad, but wewe still miss Marshall, but you’re having a good time and wewe like it. Once the movie starts the theater goes silent…. Which was sort of surprising considering the fact that all the people in the theater are stupid teens, and usually they never shut the fuck up…. But that all stopped once the ‘scary’ parts started…