Its Monday now… Its about almost noon it also almost time for your break. wewe glance out your window and see I familiar face its Marshall. *Oh great* wewe think to yourself, wewe try to block your face so he wouldn’t notice you. He walks in and walks up to Wanda.
“Uh.. Hello?” she asks turning to Marshall. “Can I help wewe with something?” she asks.
“Yeah is uh.. Abby in?” he asks. wewe stare at the both of them glaring.
“Yep, shes in there,” Wanda says pointing to your office. He smiles and walks into your office.
“Hello,” he says and sits in a chair.
“What do wewe want, why are wewe here, and how the hell did wewe find out where I worked?” wewe ask irritated with his presents.
“To see you, because…and your son,” he says.
“Ugh, Jake,” wewe mumble under your breath.
“Look, I can tell wewe might like me,” he says.
“No, no I don’t,” wewe say then flip though a pile of papers on your desk.
“Yeah, sure, I can see it in your eyes,” he says with a smile.
“Well, you’re wrong, cuz I don’t like you,” wewe say. “I have no interest in wewe and your stupid raping and fame shit,” wewe say. “Now if you’ll excuse me I have work to do,” wewe say. “And I know for a fact wewe don’t need a fuckin loan so shoo,” wewe say to him as if he was a fly.
“Well that was rude,” Marshall says. “Here I am tryin to be nice, and you’re tellin me to ‘shoo’,” he says sort of sad but mad at the same time. wewe glare at him like get the fuck outta my fucking office NOW. “Alright then, but someday, I tell you, I WILL have you,” he says putting zaidi emphasis on the word ‘will’. He stands up and leaves the office.
“Oh God,” wewe say in discus even thinking about a life with that…just… makes wewe sick. wewe catch yourself watching him walk out and go to his car. wewe quickly look away then stare at your desk. Wanda walks in the door..
“Ok tell me, why was Eminem just in your office?” she asks.
“Hes a fuckin creeper stalker, and I don’t like him. He likes me and its odd,” wewe say.
“Uh well call the cops on him” she says.
“Cuz that will do anything. The guy is Eminem he can get outta every fuckin thing possible,” wewe say… “Besides he hasn’t hurt anyone…yet,” wewe say.
“You’re gonna get wewe punda in trouble,” Wanda says. “I gotta go before wewe know how comes and yells,” she says and leaves.
“See yea!” wewe call after her.
“Yeah!” she yells back, wewe watch her walks to the front cuz wewe have nothing to do. (ha)
FFW HOME>>>
wewe walk in the door and go straight to your room. wewe look at the clock its 7pm. wewe grab your pj’s and go into the bathroom to take a shower. After wewe finish your kuoga wewe go downstairs. Jake is watching MTV. *Great they better not play that fuckin idiot au I swear I might break that TV* wewe think to yourself trying not to onyesha rage in your face. “Hey mom?” Jake asks looking up at you.
“What?” wewe yawn.
“Can I meet Hailie at the part tomorrow just to hang au whatever?” he asks.
“I dong care,” wewe say then sneeze. “Damn. Ugh… What do wewe want for dinner?” wewe ask after wewe recover from your sneezing skills.
“Pizza? Can we order?” he asks. wewe smile. (lol first typed piss instead of pizza lol)
Its around 9pm now.. Your cell rings… “Oh look who decided to call,” is the first thing wewe say when wewe answer the phone.
“Um, look Im sorry. But I couldn’t handle seeing wewe suffer,” he says.
“Suffer? I thought everything was fine,” wewe say. He sighs…
“I thought wewe knew, but wewe just didn’t say anything,” he says.
“Know what?” wewe ask confused.
“I was.. Still am having an affair with Jill from work,” he says like its nothing.
“Why do wewe say that like its ok?” wewe say trying not cry.
“Im sorry but I upendo this woman!” he yells.
“I thought wewe loved me?” wewe ask starting to cry now.
“Well not no more,” he says. “I jus..”
“Fuck wewe motherfucker!” wewe scream at him and hang up the phone. He calls back… “Stop it! Don’t wewe ever call me ever again wewe fucking bastard. I hate you! Just leave me alone! I should have noticed the damn signs I guess Im just too stupid. But wewe were stupid enough to go do it! Now I hate wewe and so does your ONLY son. Good fucking job wewe fucking dumb fucker!” wewe scream into the phone and hang up. wewe sit here a while and he don’t call back. wewe don’t know weather to keep crying au stop and just let it go. wewe decide to let it go, hes just a stupid guy. But now wewe don’t know if wewe can trust guys again, wewe decide not to get involved with a guy again just be single. Sense they are all the same lame assholes. wewe go to kitanda early that night, and wewe quickly fall asleep.
wewe wake up to your cell ringing. “Hello?” wewe ask yawing.
“Sorry, did I wake you?” asks the man on the other end.
“Yeah who is this?” wewe ask confused.
“Marshall,” he says.
“Ah! How the fuck did wewe get my number!?” wewe scream at him.
“Uh phone books, some of them have cell numbers in there wewe know,” he says wewe can tell he is smiling for some reason.
“Well please don’t call me,” wewe say. He sighs.
“Whats wrong with me?” he asks.
“Well its because of who wewe are. And what I’ve been though the past few days,” wewe say. He sighs again.
“Come on, Im not what I say I am in my songs, theres another side to me,” he says.
“Look, just please stop it its not worth both of au lives to go though all this shit, so just please leave me alone for the rest of our lives,” wewe say. He sighs and hangs up the phone. wewe close your phone and sigh yourself. Its about time for wewe to go to work but wewe don’t feel like it. wewe call in then turn off your cell and go back to sleep.
Its 10am when wewe wake up. “Jake?” wewe yell from your bathroom but no answer. Then wewe remember he was gonna go to the park to meet Hailie. wewe finish in the bathroom then wewe turn on your phone. wewe have a text from Marshall. “Im sorry about before, but I like you. And I just wanna take wewe out to dinner, just once,” wewe close your phone without answering back. wewe get another text soon after. “You there?”
“Look, Im not ready for this. And I have no intrest in wewe whatsoever,” wewe text back.
“Ok fine, but that’s not gonna stop me. I really like you. And I never give up,” he texts back.
“Oh wewe persistent young man, *shakes head* I don’t give up either. So good luck with your ‘plans’ with me au w.e wewe got goin on,” wewe text back.
“Correct me if Im wrong but it kinda sounded like wewe was flirting with me for a bit there,” he texts back adding a =] at the end.
“No, that’s not flirting,” wewe text back….
“Seems like it,” he says back.
“Go away Im done,” wewe text him back getting annoyed. He don’t text back. wewe sit there and think for a while. *How many days has it been hmm Saturday - Monday… but no contact Sunday… oh and today Tuesday… three days of contact with the fucking idiot. When is he gonna stop! She so annoying! Hes not even my type. Hes to rough and shit like that. Ok Stop STOP THINKING ABOUT THE FUCKER* wewe yell in your head. “I have to promise myself not to think about him,” wewe mumble to yourself. “ARG! UGH!” wewe scream then run downstiars and turn on the TV. “This ain’t gonna help,” wewe say and turn off the TV… The door opens and in walks Jake and Hailie. wewe jump… up and look at them.
“Hello mom, did we scare you?” Jake asks.
“No, I was deep in thought,” wewe say.
“Oh what were wewe thinking about?” Jake asks.
“Nothing!” wewe say quickly.
“Fine, we’re gonna have pizza then,” Jake says and they both leave the room.
FFW inayofuata SUNDAY….about a week later>>>
wewe sitting at him relaxing when theres a knock at the door. “Who is it?” wewe yell.
“Its Marshall. Please answer the door,” Marshall yells. wewe slowly get up not knowing what to do, he knows your there so wewe just cant go away. wewe don’t wanna talk to him so wewe run away an hide in your room…
MARSHALL POV>>>
wewe stand there and knock again. “Hello?! I know you’re in there! Open the door!” wewe yell. wewe keep knocking then wait for about 30 seconds. Then try the doorknob again. It opens. “Oh,” wewe say and walk in. “Hello!?” wewe yell.
ABBY POV>>>
“Oh shit, hes in the house,” wewe whisper to yourself. wewe hear footsteps coming upstairs.
“I know you’re in here somewhere I heard you! Don’t try and hid from me!” he yells. wewe just stand there in your room not knowing what to do really. The door flys open and there stands the idiot. He stares at you. “I found you. Why have wewe been avoiding me?” he asks. “I’ve been calling wewe and trying to text wewe and see wewe at work but wewe never get back to me,” he says.
“Ah shut up! I feel like your stalking me, I don’t like it you’re scaring me!” wewe yell and start to cry, he grabs wewe and holds wewe in his arms.
“AH NO!” wewe yell pushing him away.
“Wait, whats wrong?” he asks.
“This whole thing, its not working,” wewe yell still crying. He tries to hold wewe again. “No please don’t do this, don’t touch me. Just leave me alone,” wewe cry.
“I don’t wanna leave wewe alone. I cant,” he says like hes about to cry himself…
“Well stop, I need time to think. Please leave,” wewe cry. He sighs a crying like sigh.
“Fine, I’ll go,” he says sadly and walks away leaving the room. wewe cry as wewe watch him leave. That was very awkward and wewe liked it, wewe liked being held kwa him. But wewe don’t wanna be in a relationship especially with him. wewe don’t want to believe the wewe like him. You’re crying as wewe think this. wewe remember the wewe can see the driveway from your bedroom window. wewe stand up still crying and look out the window. Marshall is sitting in his car in the driveway still. wewe put your right hand on the window. wewe don’t want him to leave but then again wewe don’t wanna like him so wewe want him to leave and never come back. wewe keep watching him. He sits there like hes hesitating to leave its like hes contemplating weather to leave au come back up. wewe watch him still crying. He sits there for about 5 minutes. Finally he starts the car and pulls out the driveway.
“Im sorry,” wewe whisper so soft wewe can barely even hear yourself. wewe slowly walk away and go sit on the bed. “NO!” wewe yell. “I don’t want theres feelings,” wewe say to yourself. “I cant like someone like Marshall,” wewe say. wewe wipe your eyes and try to make yourself stop crying. wewe sit there for awhile. “I cant like him,” wewe say. “I don’t like him,” wewe say. wewe close your eyes and see Marshalls face. wewe open your eyes fast. “Ugh, this is not working,” wewe sigh. Randomly wewe remember Jake is at Eric’s house. wewe forget about that when your thoughts go back to Marshall. “Stop it! Ugh I hate my brain. I WANT A NEW ONE!” wewe yell. wewe glance at the clock it’s a little after noo. wewe remember being held kwa Marshall, wewe smile. *Why am I smiling* wewe think to yourself. “You know what no! its too early to think about theses things I’ve only known him for a week,” wewe whisper to yourself. wewe stand up sigh then go have a shower…
Once your done Jake is home. You’re laying on the couch… “Mom wewe ok?” Jake asks.
“Huh?” wewe ask getting up.
“Are wewe ok?” he asks again.
“Yeah, I just had an odd day,” wewe say. “I just wanna be alone,” wewe say.
“Ok but wewe know ever sense wewe met Eminem wewe been uigizaji strange,” he says and starts walking away, him saying this reminds wewe of Marshall again….
“Uh.. Hello?” she asks turning to Marshall. “Can I help wewe with something?” she asks.
“Yeah is uh.. Abby in?” he asks. wewe stare at the both of them glaring.
“Yep, shes in there,” Wanda says pointing to your office. He smiles and walks into your office.
“Hello,” he says and sits in a chair.
“What do wewe want, why are wewe here, and how the hell did wewe find out where I worked?” wewe ask irritated with his presents.
“To see you, because…and your son,” he says.
“Ugh, Jake,” wewe mumble under your breath.
“Look, I can tell wewe might like me,” he says.
“No, no I don’t,” wewe say then flip though a pile of papers on your desk.
“Yeah, sure, I can see it in your eyes,” he says with a smile.
“Well, you’re wrong, cuz I don’t like you,” wewe say. “I have no interest in wewe and your stupid raping and fame shit,” wewe say. “Now if you’ll excuse me I have work to do,” wewe say. “And I know for a fact wewe don’t need a fuckin loan so shoo,” wewe say to him as if he was a fly.
“Well that was rude,” Marshall says. “Here I am tryin to be nice, and you’re tellin me to ‘shoo’,” he says sort of sad but mad at the same time. wewe glare at him like get the fuck outta my fucking office NOW. “Alright then, but someday, I tell you, I WILL have you,” he says putting zaidi emphasis on the word ‘will’. He stands up and leaves the office.
“Oh God,” wewe say in discus even thinking about a life with that…just… makes wewe sick. wewe catch yourself watching him walk out and go to his car. wewe quickly look away then stare at your desk. Wanda walks in the door..
“Ok tell me, why was Eminem just in your office?” she asks.
“Hes a fuckin creeper stalker, and I don’t like him. He likes me and its odd,” wewe say.
“Uh well call the cops on him” she says.
“Cuz that will do anything. The guy is Eminem he can get outta every fuckin thing possible,” wewe say… “Besides he hasn’t hurt anyone…yet,” wewe say.
“You’re gonna get wewe punda in trouble,” Wanda says. “I gotta go before wewe know how comes and yells,” she says and leaves.
“See yea!” wewe call after her.
“Yeah!” she yells back, wewe watch her walks to the front cuz wewe have nothing to do. (ha)
FFW HOME>>>
wewe walk in the door and go straight to your room. wewe look at the clock its 7pm. wewe grab your pj’s and go into the bathroom to take a shower. After wewe finish your kuoga wewe go downstairs. Jake is watching MTV. *Great they better not play that fuckin idiot au I swear I might break that TV* wewe think to yourself trying not to onyesha rage in your face. “Hey mom?” Jake asks looking up at you.
“What?” wewe yawn.
“Can I meet Hailie at the part tomorrow just to hang au whatever?” he asks.
“I dong care,” wewe say then sneeze. “Damn. Ugh… What do wewe want for dinner?” wewe ask after wewe recover from your sneezing skills.
“Pizza? Can we order?” he asks. wewe smile. (lol first typed piss instead of pizza lol)
Its around 9pm now.. Your cell rings… “Oh look who decided to call,” is the first thing wewe say when wewe answer the phone.
“Um, look Im sorry. But I couldn’t handle seeing wewe suffer,” he says.
“Suffer? I thought everything was fine,” wewe say. He sighs…
“I thought wewe knew, but wewe just didn’t say anything,” he says.
“Know what?” wewe ask confused.
“I was.. Still am having an affair with Jill from work,” he says like its nothing.
“Why do wewe say that like its ok?” wewe say trying not cry.
“Im sorry but I upendo this woman!” he yells.
“I thought wewe loved me?” wewe ask starting to cry now.
“Well not no more,” he says. “I jus..”
“Fuck wewe motherfucker!” wewe scream at him and hang up the phone. He calls back… “Stop it! Don’t wewe ever call me ever again wewe fucking bastard. I hate you! Just leave me alone! I should have noticed the damn signs I guess Im just too stupid. But wewe were stupid enough to go do it! Now I hate wewe and so does your ONLY son. Good fucking job wewe fucking dumb fucker!” wewe scream into the phone and hang up. wewe sit here a while and he don’t call back. wewe don’t know weather to keep crying au stop and just let it go. wewe decide to let it go, hes just a stupid guy. But now wewe don’t know if wewe can trust guys again, wewe decide not to get involved with a guy again just be single. Sense they are all the same lame assholes. wewe go to kitanda early that night, and wewe quickly fall asleep.
wewe wake up to your cell ringing. “Hello?” wewe ask yawing.
“Sorry, did I wake you?” asks the man on the other end.
“Yeah who is this?” wewe ask confused.
“Marshall,” he says.
“Ah! How the fuck did wewe get my number!?” wewe scream at him.
“Uh phone books, some of them have cell numbers in there wewe know,” he says wewe can tell he is smiling for some reason.
“Well please don’t call me,” wewe say. He sighs.
“Whats wrong with me?” he asks.
“Well its because of who wewe are. And what I’ve been though the past few days,” wewe say. He sighs again.
“Come on, Im not what I say I am in my songs, theres another side to me,” he says.
“Look, just please stop it its not worth both of au lives to go though all this shit, so just please leave me alone for the rest of our lives,” wewe say. He sighs and hangs up the phone. wewe close your phone and sigh yourself. Its about time for wewe to go to work but wewe don’t feel like it. wewe call in then turn off your cell and go back to sleep.
Its 10am when wewe wake up. “Jake?” wewe yell from your bathroom but no answer. Then wewe remember he was gonna go to the park to meet Hailie. wewe finish in the bathroom then wewe turn on your phone. wewe have a text from Marshall. “Im sorry about before, but I like you. And I just wanna take wewe out to dinner, just once,” wewe close your phone without answering back. wewe get another text soon after. “You there?”
“Look, Im not ready for this. And I have no intrest in wewe whatsoever,” wewe text back.
“Ok fine, but that’s not gonna stop me. I really like you. And I never give up,” he texts back.
“Oh wewe persistent young man, *shakes head* I don’t give up either. So good luck with your ‘plans’ with me au w.e wewe got goin on,” wewe text back.
“Correct me if Im wrong but it kinda sounded like wewe was flirting with me for a bit there,” he texts back adding a =] at the end.
“No, that’s not flirting,” wewe text back….
“Seems like it,” he says back.
“Go away Im done,” wewe text him back getting annoyed. He don’t text back. wewe sit there and think for a while. *How many days has it been hmm Saturday - Monday… but no contact Sunday… oh and today Tuesday… three days of contact with the fucking idiot. When is he gonna stop! She so annoying! Hes not even my type. Hes to rough and shit like that. Ok Stop STOP THINKING ABOUT THE FUCKER* wewe yell in your head. “I have to promise myself not to think about him,” wewe mumble to yourself. “ARG! UGH!” wewe scream then run downstiars and turn on the TV. “This ain’t gonna help,” wewe say and turn off the TV… The door opens and in walks Jake and Hailie. wewe jump… up and look at them.
“Hello mom, did we scare you?” Jake asks.
“No, I was deep in thought,” wewe say.
“Oh what were wewe thinking about?” Jake asks.
“Nothing!” wewe say quickly.
“Fine, we’re gonna have pizza then,” Jake says and they both leave the room.
FFW inayofuata SUNDAY….about a week later>>>
wewe sitting at him relaxing when theres a knock at the door. “Who is it?” wewe yell.
“Its Marshall. Please answer the door,” Marshall yells. wewe slowly get up not knowing what to do, he knows your there so wewe just cant go away. wewe don’t wanna talk to him so wewe run away an hide in your room…
MARSHALL POV>>>
wewe stand there and knock again. “Hello?! I know you’re in there! Open the door!” wewe yell. wewe keep knocking then wait for about 30 seconds. Then try the doorknob again. It opens. “Oh,” wewe say and walk in. “Hello!?” wewe yell.
ABBY POV>>>
“Oh shit, hes in the house,” wewe whisper to yourself. wewe hear footsteps coming upstairs.
“I know you’re in here somewhere I heard you! Don’t try and hid from me!” he yells. wewe just stand there in your room not knowing what to do really. The door flys open and there stands the idiot. He stares at you. “I found you. Why have wewe been avoiding me?” he asks. “I’ve been calling wewe and trying to text wewe and see wewe at work but wewe never get back to me,” he says.
“Ah shut up! I feel like your stalking me, I don’t like it you’re scaring me!” wewe yell and start to cry, he grabs wewe and holds wewe in his arms.
“AH NO!” wewe yell pushing him away.
“Wait, whats wrong?” he asks.
“This whole thing, its not working,” wewe yell still crying. He tries to hold wewe again. “No please don’t do this, don’t touch me. Just leave me alone,” wewe cry.
“I don’t wanna leave wewe alone. I cant,” he says like hes about to cry himself…
“Well stop, I need time to think. Please leave,” wewe cry. He sighs a crying like sigh.
“Fine, I’ll go,” he says sadly and walks away leaving the room. wewe cry as wewe watch him leave. That was very awkward and wewe liked it, wewe liked being held kwa him. But wewe don’t wanna be in a relationship especially with him. wewe don’t want to believe the wewe like him. You’re crying as wewe think this. wewe remember the wewe can see the driveway from your bedroom window. wewe stand up still crying and look out the window. Marshall is sitting in his car in the driveway still. wewe put your right hand on the window. wewe don’t want him to leave but then again wewe don’t wanna like him so wewe want him to leave and never come back. wewe keep watching him. He sits there like hes hesitating to leave its like hes contemplating weather to leave au come back up. wewe watch him still crying. He sits there for about 5 minutes. Finally he starts the car and pulls out the driveway.
“Im sorry,” wewe whisper so soft wewe can barely even hear yourself. wewe slowly walk away and go sit on the bed. “NO!” wewe yell. “I don’t want theres feelings,” wewe say to yourself. “I cant like someone like Marshall,” wewe say. wewe wipe your eyes and try to make yourself stop crying. wewe sit there for awhile. “I cant like him,” wewe say. “I don’t like him,” wewe say. wewe close your eyes and see Marshalls face. wewe open your eyes fast. “Ugh, this is not working,” wewe sigh. Randomly wewe remember Jake is at Eric’s house. wewe forget about that when your thoughts go back to Marshall. “Stop it! Ugh I hate my brain. I WANT A NEW ONE!” wewe yell. wewe glance at the clock it’s a little after noo. wewe remember being held kwa Marshall, wewe smile. *Why am I smiling* wewe think to yourself. “You know what no! its too early to think about theses things I’ve only known him for a week,” wewe whisper to yourself. wewe stand up sigh then go have a shower…
Once your done Jake is home. You’re laying on the couch… “Mom wewe ok?” Jake asks.
“Huh?” wewe ask getting up.
“Are wewe ok?” he asks again.
“Yeah, I just had an odd day,” wewe say. “I just wanna be alone,” wewe say.
“Ok but wewe know ever sense wewe met Eminem wewe been uigizaji strange,” he says and starts walking away, him saying this reminds wewe of Marshall again….