Everyday around quarter past three,
wewe burst into the bathroom searching for me,
I get hidden kwa your mother while wewe are away,
hidden, unused for most of the day,
I feel your anger as your hand grips me tight,
I'm the one & only thing that helps wewe sleep at night,
I live to put scars upon your wrist,
I leave my mark I'm proud of this,
I watch as the beautiful red blood pattern drips,
and runs off the ends of your fingertips,
what possesses humans to act like this,
to scream, cry & cut their wrists,
but for now my job is clear
the reason that I was brought here
to relieve the pain
to sit kwa the window and watch the rain,
up until around quarter past three
when wewe burst into the bathroom searching for me...
wewe burst into the bathroom searching for me,
I get hidden kwa your mother while wewe are away,
hidden, unused for most of the day,
I feel your anger as your hand grips me tight,
I'm the one & only thing that helps wewe sleep at night,
I live to put scars upon your wrist,
I leave my mark I'm proud of this,
I watch as the beautiful red blood pattern drips,
and runs off the ends of your fingertips,
what possesses humans to act like this,
to scream, cry & cut their wrists,
but for now my job is clear
the reason that I was brought here
to relieve the pain
to sit kwa the window and watch the rain,
up until around quarter past three
when wewe burst into the bathroom searching for me...
Tell me why I've been lied to
Tell me why there are secrets hidden from me
kwa my sister
Explain to me why she choose this
Explain to me why I hurt so much
Explain to me why I don't care any more
About my life
Answer me why I want to cry
Answer me why I want to die
Answer me why I want her to just
Leave already
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I've been hurt kwa a sister. She has lied openly to my face, hidden secrets from me when she promised me she wouldn't, and threw me out like I was trash. I'm wrong for being hurt, au am I just an idiot?
Tell me why there are secrets hidden from me
kwa my sister
Explain to me why she choose this
Explain to me why I hurt so much
Explain to me why I don't care any more
About my life
Answer me why I want to cry
Answer me why I want to die
Answer me why I want her to just
Leave already
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I've been hurt kwa a sister. She has lied openly to my face, hidden secrets from me when she promised me she wouldn't, and threw me out like I was trash. I'm wrong for being hurt, au am I just an idiot?
Go to sleep and close your eyes
And dream of broken butterflies
That tore their wings against a thorn
wewe know the pain that which they’ve born
Silver metal shine so bright
Scarlet blood that feels so right
Dream of that blood trickling down
And wake up just before wewe drown
The moonlight shining off your tears
As wewe bleed out your worst fears
So tonight when wewe start to cry
Whisper the cutters lullaby:
Hushabye baby, your almost dead
wewe don’t have a pulse and your pillows red
Your family hates you, and your Marafiki let wewe bleed
Sleep tight with a knife, cause thats all wewe need
Rockabye baby, broken and scarred
wewe didn’t know life would be this hard
Time to end the pain wewe hid so well
And down wewe go baby
Straight back to hell
And dream of broken butterflies
That tore their wings against a thorn
wewe know the pain that which they’ve born
Silver metal shine so bright
Scarlet blood that feels so right
Dream of that blood trickling down
And wake up just before wewe drown
The moonlight shining off your tears
As wewe bleed out your worst fears
So tonight when wewe start to cry
Whisper the cutters lullaby:
Hushabye baby, your almost dead
wewe don’t have a pulse and your pillows red
Your family hates you, and your Marafiki let wewe bleed
Sleep tight with a knife, cause thats all wewe need
Rockabye baby, broken and scarred
wewe didn’t know life would be this hard
Time to end the pain wewe hid so well
And down wewe go baby
Straight back to hell
hope, for me, is a place uncharted
and extreamly over grown.
the world, it has chilled me,
frozen my very soul.
my little hope bird, it is gone
forbidden and forwarned.
all my faith and trust,
it flew away in the storm.
the fire, it can not warm me,
i do not feel the cold,
the sun doesn't shine,
my moyo is numb.
and this is why,
my hope bird has died.
because the world has chilled me,
my moyo can not ache,
nor can it brake.
the lie of a life
i'm suppose to live,
but, no one can give
an explination.
so i ask, Why?
why do we need
to belong in a group?
why can't i be me?
so this is why
hope for me is a place uncharted,
and my hope bird is gone.
i hope wewe understand...
and extreamly over grown.
the world, it has chilled me,
frozen my very soul.
my little hope bird, it is gone
forbidden and forwarned.
all my faith and trust,
it flew away in the storm.
the fire, it can not warm me,
i do not feel the cold,
the sun doesn't shine,
my moyo is numb.
and this is why,
my hope bird has died.
because the world has chilled me,
my moyo can not ache,
nor can it brake.
the lie of a life
i'm suppose to live,
but, no one can give
an explination.
so i ask, Why?
why do we need
to belong in a group?
why can't i be me?
so this is why
hope for me is a place uncharted,
and my hope bird is gone.
i hope wewe understand...