Door Of Pain
© Jennifer
In my life you're the one thing I fear,
And before wewe die, this wewe must hear.
Everyday we were out to play,
we'd laugh and joke, and together we'd stay.
Even Saturday's we'd go to the mall.
our great rapport was never to fall.
We had our inayopendelewa restaurants and we loved to eat,
in our famous foot race, I was never to be beat.
We’d get in your truck and drive off to town,
I was so happy my face was never to frown.
And as years past bye your pecan trees grew higher,
and our relationship bond grew tighter and tighter.
Something felt wrong and I hoped it wouldn’t happen.
But it did and I face it each siku of my life,
I got to be strong I’ve got to put down the knife.
What wewe did was so wrong and disgusting might I say,
you'll never understand how I felt that day.
When people walk kwa and they start to wonder,
I feel like the rain in a dark cold thunder.
I'm slowly coming down from this misery I'm in,
I'm taking back what wewe have aliyopewa because I'm giving in.
I can go to psychiatrists and spill out my thoughts,
they can prescribe me pills and say I've been taught.
They can look at me and say "It's ok I Understand"
But they will never feel the fear of a,
'Grandfather's Hand'.
wewe don't look back on what was begun,
your losing your self in who you've become.
Now your gone to where wewe think its safe,
where no one knows about the pain that I face.
Its so sad that your neighbors have no clue,
all the people around wewe don't really know you.
Well Congratulations for fooling the world,
but shame on wewe for hurting this girl.
Don't worry too much but a siku will come,
when revenge will be aliyopewa for the damage you've done.
For right now I'll sit in the back of your mind,
while wewe remember how I used to be kind.
And later on in your old pathetic life,
you'll see me and how badly wewe ruined mine.
wewe soon shall feel what I have felt for years,
My head will turn, as your eyes fill with tears.
Now before wewe die I hope wewe comprehend it,
The pain wewe left now that its ended
I hope your new life is better mine
I'm sure your going on like everything's fine
And the siku it hits wewe … what wewe didn’t see before,
Will be that final siku that I close that door
No zaidi ……..