It's my Huddy makala after long time, so I hope i haven't Lost my uandishi skills. I haven't wrote for long time but latest episode inspired me mto create something, I hope you'll like it
-“ We won’t get back together” House alisema in sad voice to Arlene, he figure out why she was doing all this. It was hard to say it loud, he couldn’t believe himself that he really alisema that after all he thought about it and how much he wanted get Cuddy back.
“-What are wewe talking about ?” Lisa just froze after House alisema it, she really couldn’t believe she heard what she heard. Does he really doesn’t wanted her anymore. After she broke up with House she thought about it million time, and maybe he is right, they won’t get back together, cause he never change, so the reason they broke up, won’t change too.
“-Don’t wewe understand? That’s why she was doing it...” House was talking about evil Arlene plan, but Cuddy didn’t heard anything of it, she stood froze. Hearing those words from his lips sound so cruel, like he broke up with her too. Cause she still thought they have chance one siku be together again, and his words just destroyed it.
Lisa came and hugged her mom, she put her head on her shoulder and for the first time she felt so week, she wanted her mom support. For the first time she wanted to cry on her shoulder about House. Lisa so needed her mom to talk about her Lost boyfriend, her Lost true love. She never thought that her mom will support her
relationship with House, he is not like guy wewe want for your daughter. But now Arlene just wanted her daughter to be happy, even no matter with what kind jerk.
Lisa hold her tear, trying not to onyesha her weakness. She turned around to see her true love, maybe now after Arlene’s plan they could talk, maybe figure out everything.... but he is not there anymore. He left. Off course he did. House still can’t face those things, he can’t admit his feelings, can’t feel pain. He ran away... maybe he felt how hurtful his word were, maybe he didn’t wanted to talk in front Arlene...maybe he was afraid Lisa admit they never could be together anymore... so much pain.
Arlene decided to stay for little while in Princeton with her daughter, after their fight in Saturday they need to make things better. And Arlene thought that maybe Lisa doesn’t want to be alone too right now. It was just afternoon time and Lisa Cuddy had to came back to work. So Arlene Cuddy had some time alone, and she decided to visit her daughter’s ex boyfriend.
After some searching she finally found him in his office. “- It wasn’t nice for wewe to run away just like that” women alisema in serious voice standing on his doorway. House, who was packing his stuff, just froze for a second. After his broke up with Cuddy he doesn’t have to be afraid of her au even to be polite, but still...
“-You still here? I thought after your stupid plan failed wewe will ran back.” Older women showed no emotion, she needed particular answer, so she ignored his stupid behaviour still hopping him uigizaji as adult. “-I had a patient. Thanks for your stupid speech, it helped me to solve my puzzle. And if wewe don’t want to ruin my career I still have to work.” He made arguing face and turned back to pack his stuff. After solving his case he is free to go home. House felt like Arlene want to talk about his brake up, so he needed to escape from this.
“-So I see wewe are going home. Just like that ?”, rolled his eyes. “- And wewe really don’t think I’m right?” she stopped so she obviously waited for his answer. House stopped packing and just stood with his eyes on his feet. His face become sad and serious. “- What wewe want me to say?” he raised his eyes on her. She suppose to understood everything without words, but maybe she didn’t so he continued “- Our brake up wasn’t my decision..” he made pause, he wasn’t sure what he can say to her. House never liked to talk about his feeling, so why he suppose to talk about with his ex girlfriends mother. “- But probably she was right... I won’t change, so the reason we broke up either.” He ended quickly and walk out his office. House felt even angry on Arlene, he is not nice guy, and not who wewe want for your daughter. Arlene already know what jerk he is, but still she want them to get back together. It shows like Cuddy was very stupid braking up with him. But she made her decision, she knows what’s best for her if she chose to leave men she loves.
When House left, Arlene came to her daughter’s office. “- wewe still here? I though you’ll be at my place now. wewe alisema wewe want to spend some time with Rachel ” Lisa was surprised seeing her mother still in hospital, she was worried about the reason she stayed as much as House did. She took deep breath preparing herself for mother’s speech.
“- I stayed to talk with House.. please don’t be mad at me, I just want what’s best for you”, she alisema quickly when Lisa rolled her eyes and shook her head in negative. “-Lisa I’m sorry what I done those days, but I see how unhappy wewe are, and doesn’t matter how much I don’t want such jerk to be your boyfriend, but I can’t ignore that wewe looked so happy as never before.” Lisa shook her head again, she didn’t wanted to hear those words, she really felt unhappy and even guilty leaving him, but she was sure she made right decision. Still... her face looked so sad, her mother was right and it hurt.
“-Don’t worry, I won’t do anything anymore..” Lisa froze, so she won’t do anything cause...she talked with House. What he could said? That he doesn’t upendo her anymore..? and whys she cares, it’s better this way..but still, House never talk serious au smart about stuff like that... wait a minute..House talked with her mother?? Why he bothers to do that?
“- I can see how much wewe two upendo each other, but House made me realised that no matter how much he loves you, he never could make wewe happy, as wewe deserve. So he chose to be miserable, that wewe could find someone wewe deserve... but wewe stupid kids can’t see that wewe won’t find upendo again, cause true upendo is just one in life, believe me, I know what I’m saying..” Lisa’s face become even zaidi sad, she heard and believed in every word, and if she won’t be holding herself, she would start cry as a child.
“-Well it’s time for me to go, I’m tired... see wewe at nyumbani honey..” Arlene alisema in lovely voice and left her office. She knows that those words will make Lisa to think, but unfortunately she don’t believe anymore in her happiness, she can see her daughter being too stupid.
When her mother left, Lisa stayed alone in her office and she felt so lonely, she felt tears rolling down her cheek. She felt as sad and lonely as never before. She left her only happiness. Just being with House she felt happy.
She had just work in her life, which is not enough for her long time ago, she have her daughter too, but till first siku with her she haven’t felt as much happiness as she wanted. She loves her now, Rachel is so beautiful little girl, but she is not filling her life. Lisa needs love, she needs to upendo and be loved, she always needed, but she always had hope too. And now? She had men who loved her, and she broke up with him, after so many years around, and those 11months together.
She felt like mwaka ago, when she was with Lucas, but still thinking about House all the time. She was afraid to take chance with House, she knew how jerk he can be, but she also knew how much they upendo each other and they both just can’t be separate. mwaka zamani she still chose to be with him, and even made House to believe they can do this, when House already knew they can’t. OMG, what she did, she made House to believe in them in their relationship, she give him hope. Maybe he even fall in upendo with her stronger than before. Lisa felt so guilty, she shouldn’t alisema she doesn’t want him to change. Cause obviously she still wanted.
Lisa was sure that is too late to try again, their relationship still won’t work. No matter how much it hurts, au how much upendo they both feel. But she decided that House is worth for apology. She wiped her tears, took deep breath and walked to House office. in walking she though what she have to say, what kind words to use. But she already know that everything will disappear when she stood in front of him. He still made her moyo beat so fast, that she barely can breath.
She hold herself as strong as she could... but she found his office empty. Off course, probably he solved his case and left. That’s great, it’s Friday, so she have to wait till Monday, cause she won’t go to his place. Maybe on phone, that’s kind stupid idea. But till Monday she will definitely change her mind.
She took her cell phone and dial his number... ringing...already ringing, no way back. “-I solved my case so I free to go home, and after your mothers stupid plan, I believe I don’t have to be worried about my licence.” House talked fast and even little bit angry like she is disturbing him. “- House..” Sounded like he want to hang up so Lisa had to stop him quickly. “- That’s no why I’m calling... but yes, wewe don’t have to be worried about my mother”, she was sure he is not afraid of her, but probably he is happy that Arlene won’t do anything anymore about their relationship. “-Thanks for telling me, goodnight... wait a minute, don’t tell me that your mother made wewe feel guilty braking up with me...” his voice sounded like laughing, after they broke up, looks like he start hating her. Cuddy felt stupid calling him, he is uigizaji like real jerk.
“-You’re jerk... I did felt guilty and just wanted to apology, but now...just forget it... looks like wewe don’t deserve it.” She felt so angry and hurt, she was about to hang up, when he stopped her. “- wait, wait, apology ?”,his voice changed immediately, he sounded interested and even sorry. So she changed her mind, and decided to continue what she wanted to say, “-Mh....I just... I think wewe deserve for my apology... that I made wewe think I don’t want wewe to change... but I guess I hoped wewe will change. But wewe are who wewe are, and wewe can’t have relationship... I’m sorry I hurt you...” she hang up, she couldn’t talk anymore, she felt she start crying, au even worse. Somehow she thought that House don’t care, she wanted to think that, she don’t want to feel guilty for hurting him. But she felt better for apology.
I hope it's not too long for wewe to read it, and sorry for my english :D
-“ We won’t get back together” House alisema in sad voice to Arlene, he figure out why she was doing all this. It was hard to say it loud, he couldn’t believe himself that he really alisema that after all he thought about it and how much he wanted get Cuddy back.
“-What are wewe talking about ?” Lisa just froze after House alisema it, she really couldn’t believe she heard what she heard. Does he really doesn’t wanted her anymore. After she broke up with House she thought about it million time, and maybe he is right, they won’t get back together, cause he never change, so the reason they broke up, won’t change too.
“-Don’t wewe understand? That’s why she was doing it...” House was talking about evil Arlene plan, but Cuddy didn’t heard anything of it, she stood froze. Hearing those words from his lips sound so cruel, like he broke up with her too. Cause she still thought they have chance one siku be together again, and his words just destroyed it.
Lisa came and hugged her mom, she put her head on her shoulder and for the first time she felt so week, she wanted her mom support. For the first time she wanted to cry on her shoulder about House. Lisa so needed her mom to talk about her Lost boyfriend, her Lost true love. She never thought that her mom will support her
relationship with House, he is not like guy wewe want for your daughter. But now Arlene just wanted her daughter to be happy, even no matter with what kind jerk.
Lisa hold her tear, trying not to onyesha her weakness. She turned around to see her true love, maybe now after Arlene’s plan they could talk, maybe figure out everything.... but he is not there anymore. He left. Off course he did. House still can’t face those things, he can’t admit his feelings, can’t feel pain. He ran away... maybe he felt how hurtful his word were, maybe he didn’t wanted to talk in front Arlene...maybe he was afraid Lisa admit they never could be together anymore... so much pain.
Arlene decided to stay for little while in Princeton with her daughter, after their fight in Saturday they need to make things better. And Arlene thought that maybe Lisa doesn’t want to be alone too right now. It was just afternoon time and Lisa Cuddy had to came back to work. So Arlene Cuddy had some time alone, and she decided to visit her daughter’s ex boyfriend.
After some searching she finally found him in his office. “- It wasn’t nice for wewe to run away just like that” women alisema in serious voice standing on his doorway. House, who was packing his stuff, just froze for a second. After his broke up with Cuddy he doesn’t have to be afraid of her au even to be polite, but still...
“-You still here? I thought after your stupid plan failed wewe will ran back.” Older women showed no emotion, she needed particular answer, so she ignored his stupid behaviour still hopping him uigizaji as adult. “-I had a patient. Thanks for your stupid speech, it helped me to solve my puzzle. And if wewe don’t want to ruin my career I still have to work.” He made arguing face and turned back to pack his stuff. After solving his case he is free to go home. House felt like Arlene want to talk about his brake up, so he needed to escape from this.
“-So I see wewe are going home. Just like that ?”, rolled his eyes. “- And wewe really don’t think I’m right?” she stopped so she obviously waited for his answer. House stopped packing and just stood with his eyes on his feet. His face become sad and serious. “- What wewe want me to say?” he raised his eyes on her. She suppose to understood everything without words, but maybe she didn’t so he continued “- Our brake up wasn’t my decision..” he made pause, he wasn’t sure what he can say to her. House never liked to talk about his feeling, so why he suppose to talk about with his ex girlfriends mother. “- But probably she was right... I won’t change, so the reason we broke up either.” He ended quickly and walk out his office. House felt even angry on Arlene, he is not nice guy, and not who wewe want for your daughter. Arlene already know what jerk he is, but still she want them to get back together. It shows like Cuddy was very stupid braking up with him. But she made her decision, she knows what’s best for her if she chose to leave men she loves.
When House left, Arlene came to her daughter’s office. “- wewe still here? I though you’ll be at my place now. wewe alisema wewe want to spend some time with Rachel ” Lisa was surprised seeing her mother still in hospital, she was worried about the reason she stayed as much as House did. She took deep breath preparing herself for mother’s speech.
“- I stayed to talk with House.. please don’t be mad at me, I just want what’s best for you”, she alisema quickly when Lisa rolled her eyes and shook her head in negative. “-Lisa I’m sorry what I done those days, but I see how unhappy wewe are, and doesn’t matter how much I don’t want such jerk to be your boyfriend, but I can’t ignore that wewe looked so happy as never before.” Lisa shook her head again, she didn’t wanted to hear those words, she really felt unhappy and even guilty leaving him, but she was sure she made right decision. Still... her face looked so sad, her mother was right and it hurt.
“-Don’t worry, I won’t do anything anymore..” Lisa froze, so she won’t do anything cause...she talked with House. What he could said? That he doesn’t upendo her anymore..? and whys she cares, it’s better this way..but still, House never talk serious au smart about stuff like that... wait a minute..House talked with her mother?? Why he bothers to do that?
“- I can see how much wewe two upendo each other, but House made me realised that no matter how much he loves you, he never could make wewe happy, as wewe deserve. So he chose to be miserable, that wewe could find someone wewe deserve... but wewe stupid kids can’t see that wewe won’t find upendo again, cause true upendo is just one in life, believe me, I know what I’m saying..” Lisa’s face become even zaidi sad, she heard and believed in every word, and if she won’t be holding herself, she would start cry as a child.
“-Well it’s time for me to go, I’m tired... see wewe at nyumbani honey..” Arlene alisema in lovely voice and left her office. She knows that those words will make Lisa to think, but unfortunately she don’t believe anymore in her happiness, she can see her daughter being too stupid.
When her mother left, Lisa stayed alone in her office and she felt so lonely, she felt tears rolling down her cheek. She felt as sad and lonely as never before. She left her only happiness. Just being with House she felt happy.
She had just work in her life, which is not enough for her long time ago, she have her daughter too, but till first siku with her she haven’t felt as much happiness as she wanted. She loves her now, Rachel is so beautiful little girl, but she is not filling her life. Lisa needs love, she needs to upendo and be loved, she always needed, but she always had hope too. And now? She had men who loved her, and she broke up with him, after so many years around, and those 11months together.
She felt like mwaka ago, when she was with Lucas, but still thinking about House all the time. She was afraid to take chance with House, she knew how jerk he can be, but she also knew how much they upendo each other and they both just can’t be separate. mwaka zamani she still chose to be with him, and even made House to believe they can do this, when House already knew they can’t. OMG, what she did, she made House to believe in them in their relationship, she give him hope. Maybe he even fall in upendo with her stronger than before. Lisa felt so guilty, she shouldn’t alisema she doesn’t want him to change. Cause obviously she still wanted.
Lisa was sure that is too late to try again, their relationship still won’t work. No matter how much it hurts, au how much upendo they both feel. But she decided that House is worth for apology. She wiped her tears, took deep breath and walked to House office. in walking she though what she have to say, what kind words to use. But she already know that everything will disappear when she stood in front of him. He still made her moyo beat so fast, that she barely can breath.
She hold herself as strong as she could... but she found his office empty. Off course, probably he solved his case and left. That’s great, it’s Friday, so she have to wait till Monday, cause she won’t go to his place. Maybe on phone, that’s kind stupid idea. But till Monday she will definitely change her mind.
She took her cell phone and dial his number... ringing...already ringing, no way back. “-I solved my case so I free to go home, and after your mothers stupid plan, I believe I don’t have to be worried about my licence.” House talked fast and even little bit angry like she is disturbing him. “- House..” Sounded like he want to hang up so Lisa had to stop him quickly. “- That’s no why I’m calling... but yes, wewe don’t have to be worried about my mother”, she was sure he is not afraid of her, but probably he is happy that Arlene won’t do anything anymore about their relationship. “-Thanks for telling me, goodnight... wait a minute, don’t tell me that your mother made wewe feel guilty braking up with me...” his voice sounded like laughing, after they broke up, looks like he start hating her. Cuddy felt stupid calling him, he is uigizaji like real jerk.
“-You’re jerk... I did felt guilty and just wanted to apology, but now...just forget it... looks like wewe don’t deserve it.” She felt so angry and hurt, she was about to hang up, when he stopped her. “- wait, wait, apology ?”,his voice changed immediately, he sounded interested and even sorry. So she changed her mind, and decided to continue what she wanted to say, “-Mh....I just... I think wewe deserve for my apology... that I made wewe think I don’t want wewe to change... but I guess I hoped wewe will change. But wewe are who wewe are, and wewe can’t have relationship... I’m sorry I hurt you...” she hang up, she couldn’t talk anymore, she felt she start crying, au even worse. Somehow she thought that House don’t care, she wanted to think that, she don’t want to feel guilty for hurting him. But she felt better for apology.
I hope it's not too long for wewe to read it, and sorry for my english :D
When does upendo become something we need, rather than something we want? upendo was seen as something special a long time ago. Now upendo is what we are expected to have with us everyday of our lives. upendo is common currency when wewe are a teenager, but turns to worthless pennies the older wewe get. Do we not care about the substance of what upendo was and not what it has been made into today kwa commercialisation from American sinema and televisheni commercials and soap operas? Only when we experience upendo for real, can we maoni and judge others who are in Love. upendo means something different to everyone. Not two people’s feeling of upendo is the same. Why do we generalize, rationalize and compartmentalize Love? upendo is and will continue to be an enigma. Only a handful of people will ever unlock it and witness its true beauty and essence. The essence we all crave.
Love.
Love.