on the edge of pain...
I turned my back to fate
because when i am with
wewe i've got it all....
I't buried deep within me
the thorns of the past
that i don't want wewe to feel....
I couldn't stand to see wewe bleed...
Looking at the sky
and wondering....how would it be
if i could fly....
but that's pnly a childish dream....
Can't let go....and never will....
Confused....alone...
pretending someone else
can come and save my soul...
I cannot restrain the beast
which dwells inside....
i have already aliyopewa my fight....
tried to kill the pain....
but only brought more....
and for what...
to stay somewhere i don't belong....
But suddenly the rainclouds
driffted way...
under the sun of
one longed sunny day....
all the tears started to fade....
the very first moment i saw your face....
And i felt like sinking into
a long forgotten fairytale....
My soul pages were blunk....
only painted kwa the blood.....
I tried to escape from the lies....
but i kept falling ike a stone
into the deep waters of emptiness....
Only time told its' tale...
and it all has been in vain....
My soul was sleeping somewhere cold....
fighting....into the looking glass wars....
The truth is hiding in your eyes....
all i need is a smile to embrace the sadness...
a grin to control the madness....
A gaze....a laugh.....
all i have ever felt was death's lust....
I know pain has just begun....
and i am trying to hold on....
pull myself together and go on....
Escape this dark path
which leads me to decay....
There's nothing left....
the fear is gone....
only upendo can fix the broken pieces....
I know i'm not the perfect one....
but i upendo you....
so please....stay.....
cause when i'm with wewe I've got it all....
