chapter 1 ~


i thought that my life was normal easy clear stable but life is change a lot .... when wewe got that change the fear control s every cell of your body the fear of the future wewe would never give the thought of it will be better a change for good i think !.....~
my mother and i never did agree On one thing in all my life she always think that i am the liability promising future since the siku i came to this life i stop her planes for the future . we fight a lot i start to think to leave nyumbani live alone some were she was the sekunde wife of chief swan but she got divorced after she got some money when her father dead she upendo big city life
i live in hell every siku she tell me that i was the worst thing she got ohhhhhhhhhhhh my god help " casy " my mother sally called " yes mom " i alisema i run to the setting room " what is it mom " i alisema " i ve been thinking i will get marry " she alisema " again " i wandered my mom " castiala behave i am your mother "she snap at me i don't want an other man in my life to act like " a father " damn " i don't think it gona be good idea " i alisema angry " i don;t think this is any of your business " she alisema wave her hand " mom " i alisema she stop me with her both hands " i got an idea if wewe don't want this wewe can go stay with your father charlie " she alisema my mouth full open i look at her like she was crazy " but what would he say "i alisema smiling i got this escape away form this hell i don't care new town new Marafiki new life " he was already want wewe he talk to me zaidi than once i think tell wewe first " mom alisema " yes " i alisema laugh " hell ya " i alisema laugh again i call my dad for the first time in my life tell him that i am come to live with him he was happy me too i got a fahter asister too that was great forks is small town all green beach, pwani oh god thank god beach, pwani when my flight land down i find the chief car dad & bella my sister waiting for me " hujambo casy how are wewe " dad alisema he hugs me for a dakika " hujambo dad " i alisema " hujambo i am bella " bella alisema " i know hujambo " i alisema i hug her too . when we get nyumbani i notice that i am a liability again there is no room for me i like to sleep on the kitanda i put my stuff on the kitanda " no way wewe can't sleep here " dad alisema in so lovely tune " no realy i got no problem its ok dad " i alisema smiling " what ever make wewe happy " dad alisema finaly someone understand someone give me my freadom to do what ever make me happy i kiss his cheek " thanks dad " i alisema bella don't look like me in her house something in her face make me worry i wakeup first one in the house i was so exaited so happy i make the breakfast for all of us " good morning dad " i alisema " hujambo what all that " he alisema " good morning baby " dad said
we eat the break fast together in silance " see wewe girls I got to go "dad alisema we both set in silance for like 3 dakika " so how we will go to school "i ask her
" my bf edward will drive us to school " she alisema " don't tell dad ok " she add i shook my head i lock my lips she smile when the silver volvo get to the door " edward this is casy my young sister " bella said
casy this is edward my bf "

she add i sheck his hands it was so cold " nice to meet wewe " i alisema " nice to meet wewe too " edward alisema in really smooth voice the school siku was boring i got no Marafiki i follow bella where ever she gose
i think she did
n't like that so i set in the car till she came dreaming about the beach, pwani she promise me we will take awalk on the beach, pwani the cullens are so cool but i am don't think the like me anyway
, when the school siku end edward take us to the beach, pwani i can smell the salt from here " thank wewe " i alisema but he was so mad he didn't answer me he just drive away i looked at bella " is he mad at me " i ask " no he is mad at me cos i am here to see jacob " she said
" so isn't jacobk is your friend " i ask " yes but he kind of had acrash on me au something " she alisema i just shut up & enjoy the see the sand everything i take all siku on the beach, pwani bella told me about the edwrad & jacob they are not like each other
i just listen no coment when we get nyumbani dad was here but he wasn't alone a big dark man on awheel chair " hujambo girls did wewe have fun " dad alisema i nodded " yes " bella alisema " hujambo bily " she alisema " hujambo bella how are wewe " he alisema back " casy bily black is my best friend " dad alisema " nice to meet wewe " i alisema sheek his hands
" nice to see wewe too " he alisema he realy look freandly " i was on the beach, pwani where is jacob bily " bella ask " he really wan to see wewe too but he is alittel bust rightnow " bily alisema bella nodded after chajio, chakula cha jioni dad talk to bella about jacob alot , so now what bella got admires might be i fell sleep so fast
in the moring i had to stay with bella friend the cullens they are all beautiful like models " casy ' "edward alisema " yes " i answer " did wewe have fun on the beach, pwani yesterday " he ask it feel like he fors himself to talk to me " yes i did i am going to siku too " i alisema " have fun then " he alisema " thankx " i said
bella take mush time to say goodbye to edward i can't blame her he is so beautiful . lapush was the perfict plce for me sand beach, pwani green every where
i can spend all the siku here bella watch me Lost in the see " this is " i alisema " beautiful " she alisema she chukels someone came out of the woods very big boy tall his skin was amazing rust he wave to bella " hujambo bella " he call her " jake " she alisema when he got closer i can see his muscles now & he got beautifl hazel eyes
jacob gives bella a kubeba hud " jacke this is casy my sis " bella alisema " casy this is jacob black " she alisema " hujambo " i alisema i reash my hand to shek his when jacob look ate me he was still smiling he have breath taking smile " he,,,,,,,,,, " he alisema & broke he look t me with crazy eyes like he have ever seen agirl befor he was the blind man who see the sun for the first time
he didn't speak iwas still extend my hand few sec pass bella look at jacob black " jacob " she alisema he look t here then he shak my hand finaly " i am jacob " he alisema "i know nice to meet wewe ? i alisema then he broke again nyota at my eyes bella pulled himtoward the forst " wewe enjoy the view " she tell em while she walk away " i know wewe upendo the see very mu " she was gonne
i just did ewaht she alisema i enjoy my fave view
jacob black book two
bella take me so far away in the forst " why bella what is it " i alisema " are wewe crazy " bella alisema " what was that jacob " she snape
'" i think .. ithink i am imprint on casy " i alisema i still think about here beautiful spanish eyes hujambo smile & her smell like the most deliouse tging on earth
" jack " bella screamed " what " i alisema " she don't know about wewe about all this wewe can't just tell her " she alisema i looke at her like an iduts " she is like a smal baby get everything for the first time
wewe think she can take something like this now " she alisema " pls jake let me tell her first step py step
she alisema calm now " bella " i alisema " she is not ready pls kacob " sje inseast
" what " i snap " wewe can't ask me to stay away bella wewe can;t ask me that " i alisema still angry
" just give two siku if i didnt' wewe can do what ever wewe want ok " she alisema i nodded " ok " i said

castiala book 1
the sunset on lapush is diffrent i upendo it few mins then bella came out the wood i open my arms woder what is going on " don't care about jacob he is a crack up lets ok its geting dark " she alisema i follo her i want to stay zaidi i want to ask her but she is not gonna do either so i get in the car with no ward
jacobb black book 2

i saw bella take her away from me till they both dissaper i felt cold fro the first time on mylife halow & stupid to agree to that stupid idea that bella came with but maybe she is right
i get to the house then i thought it would be better to go in round au two around charlies hous just in case
may be i could see her once again
when i get to the house i try to sneak peak in to see her once " hujambo brother your shift " paul alisema " now ok i will be in sec " i run as fast as i could . push my anger to the ground
chapter 5 castiala book 5
my night was not comfortable i couldn't sleep well the idea of bella layng to me & hid things & secrite it make s me annoying iwant to know what is it i hate it
i writ ia note for my dad" i will go to the beach, pwani i wount be long casy "
i look at the sun rise from the sea

" why so seriuos " i husky voice alisema behind me it scared me to death i jumed i was sure i was alone " oh " " i am sorry i didn't mean to scare wewe sorry " jacob black alisema " your face was so angry it make me cerious " he alisema smailing his smile take my breath away forget what he was asking
i shook my head to answer " i was thinking about bella " i saID well he know her well maybe he help me to know waht is happening maybe i can help her
he smile waidly know inaonyesha his teeth its feel like the sun break out of the clouds jacob freindly smile make him so easy to talk to
" what about bella " he ask then he start to walk he want me to walk with him a walk on th a beach, pwani with the most beautiful guy i have ever seen in my life i loat in his face i know he was waiting for my answer but it didn't look s bother him he was looking at me like someone who witness on amirecal i just alisema what ever on my mind about bella what ever keep me sleepless last night " casy " he alisema my name with lovely voice " yes " i said.. he pause then he talk adeep breath " look the world not as simple as wewe think it is ok maybe its better to keep this things to make it better some how " jacob alisema what are wewe talking about i alisema " there is stuff in this world wewe never know it was there there is old stories & legends " he alisema part of me know that he was kidding me the other part his face was so serious " what legend " i alisema breathless " stories about Wanyonya damu blood suker like the cullens " he alisema " what are wewe ... bella ' i said
" don't worry bella know that " he alisema it sounded like he hat tha"dont' worry they don't kill human " he alisema i can't understand what he was saying " there is others like werewloves like me & my pack " he alisema i coulden't breatht he looks worried i don't know what my face looked like " are wewe ok " jacob ask me hold my shoulders his hands was so hot like he just get it out of moto " god casy wewe are freazing " he alisema " pls don;t be afraid there is zaidi that what matter now pls i will never hurt wewe ok " he alisema " the Mbwa mwitu loups got something like the upendo of the first sight its not bad thing its very good its zaidi than upendo its imprinting " he contnue " what " i alisema with very week voice