*I started crying as Kendall comforted me,the doctor also explained how sorry she was and then left us alone* Kendall:I'm so sorry *he kissed my head* Do wewe want me to call James?
Me:No,I don't want to hear from that demon!
*Kendall looked down and sighed* Kendall:but he's,i mean he was *that right there made me cry even more* the father of your child!
Me:I.said.NO. *I scared Kendall with my reaction*
Kendall:well,ok then.. *he looked away and rolled his eyes in a cute little way*
Me:Can we get the fuck out of here already?
Kendall:Ok,ok!damn,(MN/YN)... *I sent him a death stare*
Kendall:I'm sorry,I'm sorry!I'm too young to die! *he shielded himself with his hands* *I laughed a little bit and we both headed to the car* On the way to his house,I stuck my head out the window resting my arm on my head,thinking about how these few weeks have been—not what i expected:Me getting pregnant,Logan's undefined upendo for me,James in jail,and last but not least,my abortion.I was heartbroken,my moyo was missing happiness,I guess it just left my moyo and never came back,im just gonna have to find it again.on the ride nyumbani we passed billboards with babies on them and mothers with little children down the street,am I cursed au something?Satan wants me to be torn a part due to the fact I Lost my first child.I don't even know what caused the abortion,I guess it wasn't meant to be,nothing seems to ever be right in my life,and I don't see how Kendall is putting up with me through this tragedy.he is so sweet and he cares about me a lot because of what he told me last night.i think i upendo him.. *Kendall then stopped the car in his driveway and put his arm around me,i turned my head and he stared into my eyes,then he leaned in and—*