** just wanted wewe to know how much i upendo wewe JT and i never meant to hurt wewe kwa fighting with wewe and i just want wewe to know that every word wewe read is true as hell -Bee **
Ok, wewe know how i used to tell wewe that i got these vibes sometimes? Well, the siku i found out wewe went to the hospital....i kept going to your profaili and thinking "omfg something is wroong" and then Chris ((smart dude:)) ilitumwa the bad news on your ukuta and obviously i was the first to know..on fanpop.... and i was like freaking out and ....i remembered fighting with wewe Sunday night..and i felt HORRIBLE omg..i was cryin. Then i didnt know what to do with myself, right? well then i told JayJAy and she just felt as bad as i did...and Chris kept telling us.."its not your fault, dont beat yourself up" and then i knew i had to tell Cherry, and i was scared cause i knew if i took the news hard, she would probably take it harder...but she did pretty well and she tried to blame herself..but i didnt let her..i had to take the blame and i told everyone if they wanted to blame someone i had to be blamed and i probably should have known something was wrong the moment wewe told me your headaches were back and i didnt get the bad vibes till the inayofuata day...well then i had to get off cause i was just going to cry, and cry and cry some more..so i got off and i just lay there freaking out and i didnt know what to do with myself..well then that night i had a beautiful nightmare...**i wanna cry again** ok in my dream..i was with cherry and Spunky Jay..we went to the hospital and it was kinda funni (NOT HAHA FUNNI zaidi LIKE I CANT BELIEVE IT FUNNI) that i could smell the hospital and here the beep beep of the intercom and we me and cherry and jay reached your room Chris was already in there with wewe but wewe were hooked up to all these wires and we us three girls walked in it was like wewe knew we were there and wewe woke up and me and cherry and jay just shrieked and cried and hugged eachother so hard and damn i could feel that hug .....but then the sucky part was that i woke up in a cold sweat crying cuz i didnt get to see the end of the dream and cuz it was the first time i ever dreamed about wewe au cherry au Spunky jay and i know for sure Chris...
but i wanted to tell wewe this cause i just want wewe to realize that i never really mean all those things i say about wewe and i just want wewe to know that i dont hate wewe and that i have ALWAYS LOVED wewe JSUT AS MUCH AS AS I upendo cherry AND JAYJAY AND JORDAN i hope wewe know that and i never wanna hurt wewe again and i promise i will try to keep my cool and my head ok? Cause i was also brought up not to let people get the best of me and i was brought up pretty much like wewe were ....i hope wewe get better and i am praying for you
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Bianca<3
Ok, wewe know how i used to tell wewe that i got these vibes sometimes? Well, the siku i found out wewe went to the hospital....i kept going to your profaili and thinking "omfg something is wroong" and then Chris ((smart dude:)) ilitumwa the bad news on your ukuta and obviously i was the first to know..on fanpop.... and i was like freaking out and ....i remembered fighting with wewe Sunday night..and i felt HORRIBLE omg..i was cryin. Then i didnt know what to do with myself, right? well then i told JayJAy and she just felt as bad as i did...and Chris kept telling us.."its not your fault, dont beat yourself up" and then i knew i had to tell Cherry, and i was scared cause i knew if i took the news hard, she would probably take it harder...but she did pretty well and she tried to blame herself..but i didnt let her..i had to take the blame and i told everyone if they wanted to blame someone i had to be blamed and i probably should have known something was wrong the moment wewe told me your headaches were back and i didnt get the bad vibes till the inayofuata day...well then i had to get off cause i was just going to cry, and cry and cry some more..so i got off and i just lay there freaking out and i didnt know what to do with myself..well then that night i had a beautiful nightmare...**i wanna cry again** ok in my dream..i was with cherry and Spunky Jay..we went to the hospital and it was kinda funni (NOT HAHA FUNNI zaidi LIKE I CANT BELIEVE IT FUNNI) that i could smell the hospital and here the beep beep of the intercom and we me and cherry and jay reached your room Chris was already in there with wewe but wewe were hooked up to all these wires and we us three girls walked in it was like wewe knew we were there and wewe woke up and me and cherry and jay just shrieked and cried and hugged eachother so hard and damn i could feel that hug .....but then the sucky part was that i woke up in a cold sweat crying cuz i didnt get to see the end of the dream and cuz it was the first time i ever dreamed about wewe au cherry au Spunky jay and i know for sure Chris...
but i wanted to tell wewe this cause i just want wewe to realize that i never really mean all those things i say about wewe and i just want wewe to know that i dont hate wewe and that i have ALWAYS LOVED wewe JSUT AS MUCH AS AS I upendo cherry AND JAYJAY AND JORDAN i hope wewe know that and i never wanna hurt wewe again and i promise i will try to keep my cool and my head ok? Cause i was also brought up not to let people get the best of me and i was brought up pretty much like wewe were ....i hope wewe get better and i am praying for you
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Bianca<3
