2x18-a kiss before lying

I'm staring at the paper
Not knowing what to write
This usually goes so naturally
When you're not on my mind
But telling wewe how I feel
Is so hard to put in words
'Cause as far as you're concerned
I'm just the millionth shabiki girl

But when everything goes wrong
And I'm at the darkest point of my life
There's only thing crossing my mind

I don't wanna fall into pieces
I don't wanna lose control
I don't wanna cry my moyo out
When I tend to be so strong
This feeling of wewe and I forever
It makes me emotional
It couldn't get much better
Then wewe knocking at my door

I'm wandering through the streets
Not knowing where...

I don’t know what’s playing in your mind
I can only base your story on what wewe write
If this is really wewe and this is not some kind of mask
Than I have a swali for you, if it’s not too much to ask

How does it feel
To be left all alone
To have no one to lean on
To be unwanted
Bet wewe don’t wanna see
The damage wewe have caused
The Marafiki wewe have lost
‘Cause wewe took them for granted
Now your dreams are haunted
‘Cause you’re so unwanted

You don’t know what has been going on
You don’t realize all the things wewe alisema were wrong
If this is who wewe are and you’re not hiding your inner truth...

So, wewe tell me
That I’m the most beautiful girl you’ve ever met
And now you’re going on
On how wewe can’t get me out of your head
Has no one filled wewe in
That I don’t do things I might regret
So wewe can pack up your little act
‘Cause I’m not falling for that

‘Cause I’m out of your league
You’re not even close to good enough for me
When I open my moyo
It’s gotta be right from the start
I know you’re wildest fantasies
But they don’t match with reality
So wewe can beg on your knees
You can’t get me

Now wewe tell me
That I should be thankful to have wewe around
And that instead of being...

I’m not bitter
I’m just being picky
I’m not cold
I’m just being lonely
I’m not lost
I’m just undiscovered
Living in my shell of safety
Building walls up once again

‘Cause I am afraid
That when I’d give wewe my moyo it might break
But I know
That when I’d give wewe my upendo
I gotta give wewe all I have
Leave nothing out

I’m not broken
I’m just being scarred
I’m not hateful
I’m just playing it hard
You can reach me
If wewe try hard enough
But if you’d rather not stay, just walk away
And don’t waste both of our time

‘Cause I am afraid
That when I’d give wewe my moyo it might break
But...