There was a time in my life
when i opened my eyes and there wewe were
wewe were zaidi than a dream
I could reach out and touch you
Man that was a long time ago
There are somethings that i guess I’ll never know.
When wewe upendo someone wewe gotta learn to let them go
When i dream about wewe
thats when everything is alright
your in my arms here inayofuata to me FOREVER
when i dream about you
man wewe never go away
just close my eyes
wait for my dream
cause I’m still lovin you
How can I get wewe to see
that I am falling apart...
Since wewe been gone
I can never be sure
I can ever let go
your upendo is much stronger than I anticipated,
there are somethings that i guess
I’ll never know
When wewe upendo someone
wewe got to learn to just let them go
when i opened my eyes and there wewe were
wewe were zaidi than a dream
I could reach out and touch you
Man that was a long time ago
There are somethings that i guess I’ll never know.
When wewe upendo someone wewe gotta learn to let them go
When i dream about wewe
thats when everything is alright
your in my arms here inayofuata to me FOREVER
when i dream about you
man wewe never go away
just close my eyes
wait for my dream
cause I’m still lovin you
How can I get wewe to see
that I am falling apart...
Since wewe been gone
I can never be sure
I can ever let go
your upendo is much stronger than I anticipated,
there are somethings that i guess
I’ll never know
When wewe upendo someone
wewe got to learn to just let them go
Once
Twice
Three times
I'm Out!!!!
It dies for no reason
there they go....
burning off
piece kwa piece
those stitches that held me together
burning off
what was once whole
dead
dying
GONE
they are GONE
why?? why???
WHY ME?!?!?!?!???
what did i do to deserve this?
Does fate not want me to be happy?
Do i deserve to be happy?
what is the wrong that i have done?
I guess its my fault...
i guess that i will never be truly happy
Darkness creeps into my mind and into my dreams
I'll just learn to deal with it somehow
and find a way to fix it
Twice
Three times
I'm Out!!!!
It dies for no reason
there they go....
burning off
piece kwa piece
those stitches that held me together
burning off
what was once whole
dead
dying
GONE
they are GONE
why?? why???
WHY ME?!?!?!?!???
what did i do to deserve this?
Does fate not want me to be happy?
Do i deserve to be happy?
what is the wrong that i have done?
I guess its my fault...
i guess that i will never be truly happy
Darkness creeps into my mind and into my dreams
I'll just learn to deal with it somehow
and find a way to fix it
What is death? A word used to decribe the afterlife? Who knows, nobody just another mystery. People say when wewe die wewe go to heaven, nirvana, they even say that your spirit leaves your body for another. I would feel cheated that I was left there kwa my self, not even my soul wants me.
Some say thats the feeling of alone is the worst feeling of all, I say a feeling is a feeling that is better than nothin at all. Nothin is to me the only pain anyone can really have nothin just simpley nothin.
Some talk about what wewe think when wewe die, they say that your life flashs in front of you. I would think of what is about to happen, i'm going to be nothin thats all just nothin, that is the worst pain.
But that is just what people belive but to me it's just another mystery never to be solved.
Writen by, Connor
Some say thats the feeling of alone is the worst feeling of all, I say a feeling is a feeling that is better than nothin at all. Nothin is to me the only pain anyone can really have nothin just simpley nothin.
Some talk about what wewe think when wewe die, they say that your life flashs in front of you. I would think of what is about to happen, i'm going to be nothin thats all just nothin, that is the worst pain.
But that is just what people belive but to me it's just another mystery never to be solved.
Writen by, Connor
What does the word life mean to you? Is it a clock counting down the time wewe have here on earth? au is it a word that gives feeling, emotion, sadnes.
What would wewe do if wewe had a life of no joy, sadnes, feelings, emotions. Some say a life that only dreams can reach. Some say a life wearth aiming for, Me? I think life as a word used to cover the reason were here and why is that? The resaon were here is like the reason for all things, its a mystery never to be solved and never can be solved.
So now wewe know what I think when I here the word life, just another mystery never to be solved.
Writed by, Connor
What would wewe do if wewe had a life of no joy, sadnes, feelings, emotions. Some say a life that only dreams can reach. Some say a life wearth aiming for, Me? I think life as a word used to cover the reason were here and why is that? The resaon were here is like the reason for all things, its a mystery never to be solved and never can be solved.
So now wewe know what I think when I here the word life, just another mystery never to be solved.
Writed by, Connor
if u dnt like my uandishi then why the hell are u kusoma this?
Dying on the inside
Screaming my head off every night doesn't help
i don't cry anymore, i can't cry anymore
The pain.. it never leaves burning at the stitches on my once whole heart
Burning
waiting for those last few stitches to burn off completely
Burning Burning Burning
My eyes are red & burning from the tears that just won't come
I can't cry, i won't cry
the blood that runs through
my veins once again
runs down my arm
leaving behind my story,
un shed tears, and blood
I don't have much longer to live
I will sit and wait
until my siku comes
red eyes and red arms
awaiting that siku to just come
I shall not fear death for
my time will come
and i will FINALLY
be at peace with everything and everyone
Dying on the inside
Screaming my head off every night doesn't help
i don't cry anymore, i can't cry anymore
The pain.. it never leaves burning at the stitches on my once whole heart
Burning
waiting for those last few stitches to burn off completely
Burning Burning Burning
My eyes are red & burning from the tears that just won't come
I can't cry, i won't cry
the blood that runs through
my veins once again
runs down my arm
leaving behind my story,
un shed tears, and blood
I don't have much longer to live
I will sit and wait
until my siku comes
red eyes and red arms
awaiting that siku to just come
I shall not fear death for
my time will come
and i will FINALLY
be at peace with everything and everyone
how could wewe say we're bffs
and now your an punda who
would pick her over me
i always was loyal to u
as afriend
and wewe pick that bitch, kahaba ova my
i pay for your moves we
under stand each other
better
but that bitch, kahaba knew wewe
long so i got the boot
and now your happy
with your old bff
and now i have no sholder to
lean on i guess ill alway
be lonely i hate my choise of
bffs y try any zaidi
ahhhhhhhhhhhhh
fuckem all fuck the world
thats my story i hat my bff
so now im searching for a new
bff ahhhhhhhhh
new bff need
and now your an punda who
would pick her over me
i always was loyal to u
as afriend
and wewe pick that bitch, kahaba ova my
i pay for your moves we
under stand each other
better
but that bitch, kahaba knew wewe
long so i got the boot
and now your happy
with your old bff
and now i have no sholder to
lean on i guess ill alway
be lonely i hate my choise of
bffs y try any zaidi
ahhhhhhhhhhhhh
fuckem all fuck the world
thats my story i hat my bff
so now im searching for a new
bff ahhhhhhhhh
new bff need
I would go to the ends of the Earth for you
My love
My heart
My life
My Martha
No one else can have wewe but me
me and only me
Sure wewe don't want me
but i want wewe
forever and ever
My Martha...I upendo You
wewe are my reason to
wake up every morning
and to go to school
and to cheerleading practice
When i see wewe
all the dark, bad, picha
and clouds and thoughts go away
But once wewe leave those
clouds and thoughts and images
come right back to me
They haunt me everyday
every sekunde of my life.
I will upendo wewe forever and always
To wewe I mean another "stalker"
but remember I was your first
and will always be at the
juu of wewe "stalker list"
As long as i am on the juu of that list
i will be your friend. but
still
I upendo YOU!!
My love
My heart
My life
My Martha
No one else can have wewe but me
me and only me
Sure wewe don't want me
but i want wewe
forever and ever
My Martha...I upendo You
wewe are my reason to
wake up every morning
and to go to school
and to cheerleading practice
When i see wewe
all the dark, bad, picha
and clouds and thoughts go away
But once wewe leave those
clouds and thoughts and images
come right back to me
They haunt me everyday
every sekunde of my life.
I will upendo wewe forever and always
To wewe I mean another "stalker"
but remember I was your first
and will always be at the
juu of wewe "stalker list"
As long as i am on the juu of that list
i will be your friend. but
still
I upendo YOU!!
why laugh at my anger why get angery at my happenese why have emotions if u can
never express ur self
why try to fit in when they laugh at u
why? why? why? try any zaidi than
being myself because myself is not good
enough for my sick twiced world
where your brother take a hoes side
over his sisters and when your happy with your upendo ones it gone in 1 sekunde and your the
one who loves themthe most but
your just the smart youngest sister that
ever one hates
in my world guy like u and your best Marafiki but he to scard to ask uout and wewe open your big mouthand mess it
all so go head laugh at my anger
get angery at my happiness i don't care any zaidi just want to die in peace and haooiness
so il put up with it go head laugh.
never express ur self
why try to fit in when they laugh at u
why? why? why? try any zaidi than
being myself because myself is not good
enough for my sick twiced world
where your brother take a hoes side
over his sisters and when your happy with your upendo ones it gone in 1 sekunde and your the
one who loves themthe most but
your just the smart youngest sister that
ever one hates
in my world guy like u and your best Marafiki but he to scard to ask uout and wewe open your big mouthand mess it
all so go head laugh at my anger
get angery at my happiness i don't care any zaidi just want to die in peace and haooiness
so il put up with it go head laugh.