a little sad fic for matt.

Mello had always been your best friend.

The only one to see wewe cry, the first to make wewe smile when wewe arrived, the only one to welcome wewe as a friend.

He was the one who whispered 'its okay, i'm here' through the tear filled nights

The one who knew what wewe feared,

What made wewe laugh,

And what made wewe hurt.

The one person that actually cared for wewe and wewe cared for him.

Like brothers, just closer.

And now that hes gone, you're breaking.

Disappearing in the early morning then not returning.

wewe blame yourself.

If wewe hadn't Lost your temper, if wewe had just listened to what he was going to say, wewe would be with him where ever he is.

wewe know wewe cant live without him.

The one wewe grew to know, like and maybe even love?

A single tear falls from those zumaridi, zamaradi green eyes.

The ones he looked right into that night and promised never would he leave wewe alone.

He wasn't usually a liar.

But where is he now?

You're alone.

Again.

Something he promised would never happen.

wewe cant take it much more, as wewe stand on the balcony.

A faint smile appears through the tears as wewe remember the siku he demanded the juu appartment.

It soon fades though.

Slow drops of rain hit your face, darkening your mood even more.

With another sigh wewe give up.

Just another step and its over.

Taking a deep breath, closing your eyes.

wewe curse the fact he brought wewe to do this.

wewe hit the sent button on your phone.

The last message.
'Goodbye Mello.

I will always upendo you.

Always.

xxxxx'

Knowing he wont read it, why would he?

wewe do it.

Taking a last breath.

Taking a last step.

You.

Say.

Goodbye.