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It's like nobody cares anymore. Do y'all still care? Please say wewe do?

This is getting scary. All the arguments, all the fighting, all the drama, some of wewe wanting to leave here, is this the end of fanpop? Don't y'all still care about each other? What about me? I'm very sick right now. And it's life-threatening. I'm sick with DEEP depression. I know to some of wewe depression isn't so deadly but it is. This violent behavior is msaking this depression grow and I might die from it. I might just go off and randomly kill myself. wewe don't want me to do that, now do you? When my mother was pregnent with me, I think it ruined my brother's life. When he was in school, he was do down and so sad and so depressed because my mother was sick when she was caring me. I think he was depressed because of me. All because of me. And I think he's holding a grudge that has something to do with me. I always think that I don't deserve to live. If my mother was never pregnent with me in the first place, then my brother would've been alright. And anyway I almost died at birth. Why didn't she just let me die and have some other kid. (sighs) I can tell that this unruly drama is hurting michael's feelings. It's hurting my feelings too. It's bad enough that there are already people suffering everyday but the fighting? Please I don't want to fight. I don't want to die. If this fighting keeps growing and growing, then I'll just give up my life for the people I love. And wewe guys are those people (and Michael. I can't forget him). Don't worry. My soul will never forget you. I live y'all with all the upendo God has aliyopewa me and I sure hope y'all beleive that. I'm sorry to forsaken y'all. Truly I am. ;'(
 1012jackson posted zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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foreveraMJJFan said:
I wanna start kwa saying wewe we're not a mistake, God put wewe on this earth for a reason. And im sure your brother loves you, and your mom does too. Some people just have a hard time inaonyesha that they care, my dad was the same way. I almost Lost my brother when he was only 6 years old when he got a bad head injury. I never saw my dad cry au anything over me au my brother until that day. I understand Depression is a hard thing to get over, but it takes time. My uncle use to be depressed, the best thing is to open up to your mom, your brother, tell them how wewe feel just dont assume they dont upendo you. I may not know wewe personally but it hurts me when our youth is wanting to kill themselves, because they believe something that isnt true. Im not trying to down wewe in anyway, i want wewe to know wewe have potienial and wewe have a purpose on this earth, thats what we are here for. It may take awhile to find your purpose, wewe will even make mistakes along the way. If wewe fall down wewe just get right back up and keep going. Please dont try and end your life when its only just the begining. Dont give up, Keep the faith in yourself, know wewe are somebody. I really hoped this helped wewe in some way. God Bless you, much upendo to you

Stay strong <3
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ilovecornholio said:
Please don't kill yourself your my best friend and i won't let wewe do that and your brother loves wewe and if wewe deside to kill yourself i will have my mom take me to where wewe live and i will talk wewe out of doing that wewe just can't do that your my bestie please don't do somethin' stupid like that i know depresion can be deadly my mom suffered from that but she is ok i belive that in 2009 when mj and my grandpa diedi was in deprsion cuz mj died the siku before my grandpa did i think im still going trew it but i wont let wewe kill yourself your my buddy my bestie your everything anybody could ask for in a friend so plzzzzzzzzz dont do that!
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pegluvsMJ said:
taking ur life is FINAL! u can get help 4 ur depression, get help & encourage others 2 get help. leaving this earth will not make things better...we all experience pain...u r not alone! stay & dare 2 make things better!
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 taking ur life is FINAL! u can get help 4 ur depression, get help & encourage others 2 get help. leaving this earth will not make things better...we all experience pain...u r not alone! stay & dare 2 make things better!
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powertothefoxes said:
Damnit, I upendo wewe and you're the third heir to the kiti cha enzi of the CollageQueen in my book. please don't give up your life like that and break that imaginary chain of my other heirs. ignore those brain dead people who fight all the time and it's not your fault for being born. what if your brother was depressed for something else? God wanted wewe to live at birth and you're a precious jewel, not a mistake my love. *all the hugs in the world to you*:3<3333333
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shontika said:
yes (:
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cierra3332 said:
i have not forgotten him (thats why he is in my clubs)i will never forget him i upendo him :)
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mjkingofpop1 said:
wewe aren't a mistake. Trust me on this. I always thought I was a mistake, but I know I'm not. I try my hardest at everything. wewe should, too. We'll stay together as a family. There's no need to go killing yourself over something that we all could get over, but wind up remembering what happened. There are times I wanted to kill myself, too, but Michael was the one who stopped me from doing so. He's been there for all of us. We should continue loving him and spreading his messages to everyone. We are here for two reasons. Reason 1) To become a family. Reason 2) For Michael. Let's stick together and bring others back in (if we have to).
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