Did wewe become an MJ shabiki after he died?

well , i am a crazy MJ shabiki since 25.06.2009 ..
i heard his famous songs be4 .. the first video that i saw was Black au White ..
and i remember that i alisema .. OMFG This man is so fucking sexy .. I showed so much interest about him .. but when i was in my house thinking about MJ's sexiness my mom did an accident and she died ... i was so sad and i forgot my MJ :(
Mmm in 25 june ( it was the worst siku of my life)
i opened the Facebook , the TV and i saw that **THE KING OF POP IS DEAD** and one of MJ's picture .. ( he was so lovely btw)
in 25 june i heard wewe are not alone .. and obviously i understood that MJ is my emotional HERO .. ♥ :'(
now i am fanatic shabiki of MJ.. i could die to bring him back .. he means everything to me ..

No i didn´t, i became a shabiki 1995 when i saw the video to Michael´s Scream. I fell in upendo with him immediately. And since that moment i´m a big shabiki of him and upendo him dearly to death... He was my first upendo and now he´s the upendo of my Life.

ya i did and now i also i wish i had become sooner cuz he is a terrific singer ^_^

No i became a shabiki before..... i fell in upendo with his muziki video and his amazing dancing!!!!

I've liked his muziki since I was about 3 au 4 years old. So no.

I became a shabiki back in 1991-1992 after I kupanda the video of Dirty Diana. I was crazy about his performance at MTV 10th anniversary too.. I wanted to see it non stop lol :)) too bad at that time it wasn't internet..

I've been a shabiki of his since his Jackson 5 days.

No, but I was family b4 I was a shabiki and til this siku I still just look at him as my older cousin and not really a superstar

Sadly yes but i never hated him though.i liked a few of his songs.

Yes!!! When I saw episode "Michael" on Glee!!!

I grew up listening to Michael Jackson since I was born, so I've been a shabiki since I was at least 3. Go MJ!!!!!!!!:D:D:D

Nope.Fortunately I became a shabiki of him in 2008.

i became a shabiki because of my mom!
when i was about 6, she was listening 2 one of michael's old songs when he was little, & i asked my mom "who is that singing???" she alisema that's michael jackson. i told her i really like that song! she alisema "he's a really good singer. he was born around the time i was" (not to onyesha my mom's age! xD) she grew up listening to him.
& after that i looked him up & i was soo fascinated kwa him, his music, song writing, and dancing!
the song that i heard was ABC & i loved it!
his muziki video smooth criminal was the first time i ever really saw him.
i upendo wewe michael!<3

Well kinda....because i was a shabiki of the jackson 5 before he died when i was about 4 au 5 but not of him ..

MJ's always been a part of my life..♥ but it hurts that I know him better now than I did before.. but I guess it was because I was very young to know much before, but my family have always been MJ fans.. & I have memories that I will tresure forever from when he was alive.. He'll always be in my moyo and I will spread the MJ upendo always..♥

No,ive been a shabiki since i was 5 :) but, I became an official fanatic when I was 7, when I saw him in the "Bad" video :D

I have loved this yummy man since I was 4 yrs old. And I always will XD

I've been a shabiki of him forever. The siku i was born, as a matter of fact, the first song that was going through my head was Dangerous and I didn't even realize it. My parents never knew how big of a shabiki I was of his until they surprised me with a trip to Gary, Indiana last year. But don't feel bad, not a lot of people were a shabiki of his sooner. A lot of people say bad things all the time about him and I honestly felt hurt about it. Just ignore all who say what the tabloids say and keep believing! Much love! <3333

no i didnt i became a MJ shabiki wen i was lets see ummmmm 1or5 im not sure but wen i seen him dance sing and stuff and wen the invincible album cam out and i startd dancing like him to its awesome i even went to go see him to so cool

Yeah, but even now, I'm not a die-hard fan. I like his music. *shrug*

yes and i regret it everyday :( i started to like him when i was like 3 years old when i saw Black au white for the first time. i still remember that i loved the video and i watched it everytime it came on MTV. i also watched other MJ video but i never knew who he was. then the allegations came and my dad wouldnt let me see him again because he believed that he was guilty >:( so i forgot about him. then when he died it hurted and i didnt even know why i felt so sad about it. then i watched all the video and i started to upendo him again. later i fell IN upendo with him and i will always upendo him like i do now. but i still feel very sad when i think about that i didnt upendo him before. i will never forgive myself for it :( im so sorry Michael

btw the picture below is almost the first pic i ever saw of him

I've always liked Michael. He was the best! His music, dancing, personality, good looks... I loved everything about him, and still do. We're so lucky to have lived at the same time as him. When he died, I was absolutely devastated. It made me realize how much I upendo him. I regret that I didn't try to meet him when he was still here, au at least send him a letter au something. Now it's too late, and that hurts. I hope he understood how much we mashabiki loved him.

I actually became a MJ shabiki the siku he died. I thought I was the only one. I wish I would have known about him sooner. I won't ever forget him though. He truly is our king.

I'm also one I been shabiki of him since his death well I been a shabiki of him 4 years since his death counting his mwaka that he die . But I'm happy thats he's in my moyo . He's always my hero !!!

I became a shabiki the siku he died,I saw him on the news and I'll regret my whole life what I said!I saw a pic of him,the one below,and my daddy said:"Look Maddy,Michael Jackson died." and I said:"Why does he look like this,was he gay?"...:(( I alisema it because of his ears they looked like some elf's ears in the picha and at that time I was judging the vitabu after the cover...:(( And now I don't anymore but at that time I had no reason to live...And I still remember I was going to the mpira wa wavu training and that night I saw a video on MTV and I loved it and I remember that when I saw Bad I totally fell for him and I stood up until 2 a.m. and the last video,I still remember that very well,was The way wewe make me feel and it just begun but I was too tired,although I wanted to watch his video the whole night!And I'll keep being his shabiki until I die and even after!(L)

No...I knew before he died, i was about 5 au 6....but i never knew it was him because i didnt know about the vitiligo....i became a mega shabiki after he died

Yes!!!

I've been a shabiki of him all my life! I just adore him very much!!!

I miss wewe MJ!!!

Before i become a MJ fan,i really wouldn't have a meaning to my life..
No i'm not kidding..I can barely remember how my life used to be before this...day
It's like everything changed in a minute,like all my past just passed the door...
Well,as wewe understand yea i'm a shabiki from 2009,from the first siku i saw Michael...
As a little child i would always listen and watch Smooth Criminal on Tv..
But as i have alisema before,NO ONE ,no one ever told me about him..I knew the song,i loved the song but i didn't know the singer..It's a little complicated but as a child,i couldn't know MJ except if my parents had told me about him..But even my mum who is a MJ shabiki for years,she never told me about him..I'm still very mad at her about that ,but i'm also angry with myself..If only i knew MJ and had the chance to grow up with him for awhile..I know that my life wouldn't be like it was in the past..At first ,when i became a shabiki i would never expect that my life would change forever..
It's not only about his music,his amazing and uncomparable talent,his legendary dance moves..Everything about him is special,irreplaceable..
I felt in upendo with him through his music,this ability to pass his messages through his songs,his imba mesmerised me..And i always thought he was very charming and beautiful,honestly i have never called him au consider au even think that he's ugly
He is an Angel to my eyes *_*
I also got to say that the first thing i fell in upendo with him is his eyes..The windows to his soul
No matter what he would do,no matter if he had vitiligo i don't care,HE IS BEAUTIFUL!!...It's the soul that matters for me
And i believe people should look within their soul zaidi and see what a innocent,sensitive,caring and gold-hearted human Michael is
Good people always are taken for granted and becuz Michael was better than them,he was zaidi humble and respectful to things that most people don't care..They can't accept the different
Michael always tried to open people's eyes,to wake them up and see kwa themselves what is really important,what we take for granted and that should appreciate those things before they're lost
I have understand and realized so many things thanks to Michael and i wonder if i will ever have the chance to thank him and onyesha him my upendo for him
Maybe sometimes wewe see me as just girl who is crazy around Michael,about everything with his appearance and his sexyness(yea i had to say that :pIt's a big truth) but i'm zaidi open-minded than some people would think
I hope one siku i'll spread Mj's message far away from the internet au kwa posts on sites
becuz i really wanna do something about it and not just talk
..it's like I have started living now,like my first sight in this world was Michael..I'm crazy about him!
I just upendo him so much,i respect him,i understand him and i will never stop feeling that way about him♥♥**

Sadly,yes.I didn't hate au dislike him,though. I just thought he wz weird nd I regret it to this day!I wz starting to b a shabiki a few weeks b4 he died cuz I thought the thriller video wz kickass btt then he died nd I saw the rest of the video nd beautiful heart.....u could say it wz upendo at first sight to me.

yes your gonna hate me when i say this but before he died i never really liked him i only liked his muziki but then i started watching video like bad and dirty diana and now im a crazy little mj perv i upendo him so much.I really do regret hateing him before and i nobody hates on me for saying that.

no i been a shabiki now,later,and forever

No. I've been a shabiki of Michael's all my life. I'm 48 years old.

Sadly, yes. I became a MJ shabiki a mwezi after he died.

well sorta of but i think i was the whole time but i just didn't realize it ( always though he was a little bit attractive) but now i thiink he's absoultly Sexy as heck

Ever since I was a little kid, around 4 au 5, I would upendo watching Michael's muziki videos. I sang along with them and tried immitating his dance moves as kid, then again who didn't. I enjoyed his muziki very much, but then something terrible happened, as I began to get older, I would listen to the news/ "media" and see a bunch of awful reports about MJ. I was shocked, I didn't know how to react to any of this. I was confused. However my mother wasn't confused at all, she believed everything the media had to say, at least I'm pretty sure she did. Well, I would always hear her talk about how his skin disease vitiligo wasn't true and that he was probably guilty of those horrendous charges. So, what did I do after hearing my mom say all this at a young age? I believed her. I had absolutely no one to tell me otherwise, everytime there was a cruel joke about him, she would laugh. So therefore I would laugh too. It was difficult for me, considering I'm only child and I never knew my dad(he died when I was 3). Most of my 'friends' paid little to no attention to him as well. But there is another problem, I always loved his muziki but I was scared to get any of his albums because of what other kids at my school would think. Stupid I know, when I reflect back on it I realize what an idiot I have been. Though, as I alisema before, no one was there to guide me in the right path. Bare in mind I wasn't even a teenager when I made these foolish choices. As time went on, he began to sadly disappear from my mind. I never really thought of him for the past 4 years au so. Then all of the sudden, I hear he has died. I was in complete shock and couldn't believe it. It took until after his memorial for me to realize he was actually gone. After that, I couldn't stop crying, I cried myself to sleep at night not only out of sadness, but out of guilt as well. I felt as if though I should be punished for my mistake and the decisions I made. I know it's probably not my fault, but no matter what I cannot stop beating myself up about it. Words cannot express how sorry I am, how much pain I have gone through knowing I can never erase my mistakes and that Michael is no longer with us. I look at maoni on Michael's video about people who have been true mashabiki but, I'm only 19. I was born in 1992, so wewe can kinda guess the 'image' of Michael that I unfortunately grew up with. Now that is not say that all kids born around that time have the same situation as me, take LoveForMJJ4ever for example. She has loved him practically all her life and I desperately wish I could have been the same. After having been through so much pain and judgments on my undying upendo for Michael, I now realize that I am a true fan. No one around me is able to see what I see in Michael, no matter how I try to explain. But, I'm okay with that because I know all of us MJ mashabiki are a family. Finally, I L.O.V.E wewe Michael and nothing can change that. Ever.

I was a shabiki of his on/off, but I started listening to his muziki subsequent to watching his memorial service in 2009.

I was only 5 when he died (2009). And I first found him out a mwaka later (2010), when Man In The Mirror was playing on the radio. I fell in upendo with it, and fell in upendo with the rest of his songs after. Before 2009, I didn't know who he was, nor did I even knew he existed I then began to read biographies. I knew he died when I was 5, but i didn't remember the year. The biographies were amazing, and it impressed me about how he did all those wonderful things. Later that year, I became a fan.

But my guilt about just only becoming shabiki after he died dragged me down a little. I thought if I let him go and forget, I would be happy, but I wasn't able to, everything reminded me of him, and it was hard. Though I continued to like him, and now, I am an even bigger shabiki today.

Yes, because I was born very young, and I would of heard of him, if I was born sooner. Because I was a little girl with a little pea, njegere brain, and Michael Jackson never showed, everytime I watched TV. I remember hearing about him when I was only 6, in 2010. And to this day, I still feel ashamed.

Yes, sadly. I didn't know about him until my parents got the Wii game "Michael Jackson The Experience SE" I fell in upendo with the music. Fell in upendo with the dance. Found out what he looked like and fell in love. My dad told me all of the lies and I believed one: He bleached his skin. My dad never told me he had vitiligo. When I found out that he had vitiligo and that I was told these lies, I was ashamed for believing it. So I found out the truth and now I am very aware of the Tabloids. I now know his personality and upendo him majorly for it! (We are alike personality wise) I found out his life story and cried. I now stand up for Michael and I am proud to do so. I am proud to call myself a Moonwalker. I am proud to know him and the truths. Wanna insult him? Go ahead. I'll make time travel possible for wewe and back-hand wewe to the mwaka 7659! (JK. I can't fight!) But, anyway, Michael Joseph Jackson was the greatest person known to man! People say, "R.I.P Mike". I say, "He lives on." People say, "1958-2009". I say, "1958-Forever". People say "He's weird for being childish". I say, "Go through what he went through. You'll know why he is a child at heart." He is my inspiration. My hero. My love.