I shook her hand “Yeah I'm Mr. Jackson. Call me Michael, though." I alisema as she smiled and I asked to talk with Jessie “She's in here." Leslie alisema while she opened the door and I walked in, Jessie sat up on the kitanda “Hey, Michael. I can explain." I put my hands on my hips “How did she get here? And why is she here after I told wewe that wewe should leave her?" I asked as Jessie got out of kitanda and got ready “I called her and she cried for me not to leave her and she wanted to see me. So I alisema she can come over and she got a ticket and kwa six in the morning, she was here and we made upendo as soon as she came in the door." Jessie explained as I nodded while she looked at me with those blue grey eyes “I'm sorry, Michael. But I upendo her." Jessie pleaded as I got up “That's your excuse for everything wewe do for her." I mumbled, Jessie gave me a look “I don't use that as an excuse all the time." I got up and walked to my room as Jessie followed me in “Michael, do wewe hear me?" Jessie asked as I turned around “Yes I hear you. And it sounds like shit! Whenever I try to tell wewe to leave her. I know everyone told wewe too. All the things she did to you. All the ways she has hurt you. I and probably the whole fucking world has tried to tell to pack your bags and leave Leslie. But wewe keep saying wewe upendo her." I alisema as Jessie's eyes welded with tears “That's what wewe think? Michael. wewe and the whole world don't know why I say that. It's because I have a foolish moyo for her. I upendo her after all the cruel things she's done to me. She keeps doing it. But I forgive her. Because I upendo her." Jessie alisema as I bit my lip. Oh my God. I realized that she only does the things she does for Leslie is because of her heart. Her foolish heart. Jessie doesn't know any better because Leslie keeps falling her every time Jessie gives her a chance. But I had one swali in mind....What about me? All the upendo we made. All the comfort I've given. The caregiver of her affection. I guess I had a foolish moyo too. I guess Jessie didn't upendo me. I guess she didn't upendo me, foreal. She just alisema what I wanted to hear. Showed me what I wanted to see. I loved her but I guess lesbians can't be straight. Ever. They can only be who they are. I got up “I'm sorry. I was just trying to get wewe out of her sick torture wewe think is love." I alisema as Jessie hugged me “Michael. I'm trying to get out of this relationship. But it's hard to want something and know that you're with someone else. Don't think I don't upendo you. I do but she needs me." I lifted her chin “You can have anything. If wewe just desire it a lot. Do wewe desire me a lot?" I asked as Jessie nodded Yes “Then..you can have me." I whispered as I pulled her closer to me kwa her hip and kissed her passionately, moaning. Jessie clenched my back “I upendo you...." Jessie moaned as I felt her and moaned softly. I put her against the ukuta and kissed her neck while she unbuttoned my shati and slid it off my arms “Michael, I desire you. I desire wewe so desperately." I desired her too. The door opened “Shit." I alisema as I put on my clothes as Frank walked in “Hey, wewe two." I rolled my eyes as he looked around while he walked out “I was just checking on you. To see if wewe were doing something wewe weren't supposed to." Frank alisema as Jessie chuckled “As if we were your children." Jessie smartly remarked as I giggled as she smiled. When Frank was out, Leslie came in “Michael. Can I talk to wewe for a sec?" Leslie asked as I got up “Sure." I suggested as we walked out of the room.

“Have wewe been touching my girl?" Leslie asked, her eyes were on my pants.

“No. Why?" I asked as she nodded.

“Oh, okay. I was just asking because I found a hickey on her left boob. I don't really have sex with her that much because she's always with you. So I get some girls and make upendo to them instead of her." Leslie alisema as I nodded. That hickey was from that night we made upendo before all of this. Jessie was good that night. Damn!

“Yeah. It's not like you're hurting anyone, right?" I asked as she laughed.

“Yeah. I know that's right." Leslie patted my back as I walked away. My head was down and I was shaking my head.

I walked in and saw Jessie sitting on the kitanda “Michael? I upendo you." Jessie whispered as I kissed her cheek “I upendo wewe too." I whispered back as she smiled. I didn't tell her about Leslie and what she had alisema because I knew she would be crushed. But I had to tell her when we were together. Meaning alone with each other. At her farm, that's it!

“Jessie?" I wrapped my arm around her waist.

“Yes, Michael." Jessie answered.

“Can we go to your farm sometime today?" I asked, hoping for a yes.

“Yeah. You, me, and Leslie can watch over the wanyama there. au maybe redecorate the barn. Me and wewe can get into some things if wewe know what I mean. But only for a day." Jessie alisema as I kissed her cheek. It backfired but I guess I can try to make it work.