Jaycee's outfit
My body was spread across the kitanda with my face down. I wasn't going to songesha until I felt a tap on my shoulder. I looked up and it was mother.
" I don't want chajio, chakula cha jioni Mother."
" I wasn't going to ask wewe that if wewe let me talk."
I really didn't want anybody to talk to me right now. It was kinda cool enjoying solitude until someone shows up.
" What is it Mother?"
" Why are wewe lookin' depressed?"
" I kissed Jaycee and I probably messed up our relationship."
" Sorry Michael ,but the world don't revolve around Jaycee. Sure, she's a nice girl, but life doesn't stop with her."
" wewe wouldn't understand Mother. Things that happen now probably didn't happen in your day." I said, shaking my head.
" wewe think just because I'm older that I haven't experienced the things y'all do now?"
" Sorry Mother. That swali was outta line. Just leave me alone please."
Mother frowned but shrugged. " Okay. Fine. Let me know when wewe feel like talking." How could she understand? My mind is full of frustration, anger and loneliness. Nobody can feel as lonely as I feel now.
Jermaine sat in the recliner inayofuata to me, minding his own business. At least I think he was. kwa his facial expression, he was eager to ask me what was wrong.
" Mike, what's up? wewe look like something's wrong." Jermaine asked, scooting closer to me. " Nothing." I lied. Jermaine made that know-it-all look that older brothers have.
Jermaine and I were completely silent until he blurted out. " It's because of the kiss, ain't it?" I cursed in my head. If he says a thing to anybody else, I will kill him.
" Yes. How'd wewe know?" I asked. He smiled. " Big brothers always know." I rolled my eyes. " Whatever."
Jermaine crossed his arms. " wewe think wewe were a little bit fast on her?" I shrugged. " I don't know. She seemed to like it."
" Did wewe ask?" Jermaine asked, shaking his head. I shook my head. Jermaine smacked his lips. " Sorry little bro, can't help wewe there."
" Oh yes wewe can! " I nodded. The enthusiasm I displayed in my voice was surprising. Jermaine shrugged. " wewe can't dump all your baby problems on me!"
I frowned. " Hey! I'm not a baby! I'm almost 18!" Jermaine simply sat up and walked away. So much for that.
The inayofuata Day...
Jaycee's P.O.V.
I woke up to a warm and relaxed July morning. The sun released it's long and hot wrath unto my face. The phone started ringing, making me jump a bit.
" Hello?"
" Hi Jaycee. Michael here. How's it going?"
" Okay. I just woke up."
" Oh. I'm sorry."
" Don't be. How are you?"
" Fine, I guess. I was calling to see if wewe wanted to come over maybe?"
I smiled to myself while twirling my hair with my finger.
" Sure. I'll be there in an hour."
" Ok! See ya Jay!"
I hung up and hopped out of kitanda excitedly. I pick put my inayopendelewa hot pink sleeveless juu with a pair of black shorts and clunky wedges with matching earrings and watch.
As I slip into the shower, the heavy steam hit my face as the water cascades down my body and massages my tired muscles.
After my shower, I put on my outfit, brushed my teeth and curled my hair. When I walk downstairs, Jada was waiting for me.
" Where are wewe going?" She asked curiously.
" None of your business!" I snapped. Jada frowned. " Sorry. Can I come with you?"
I roll my eyes and shrug. " Why?" Jada made a nervous grin. " ' Cause Randy's there." I smirked. " What do wewe see in Randy?" Jada stuck out her tongue. " What do wewe see in Michael?"
Jada cracked a smile while I was thinking of an answer. " Shut up you! At least Michael is my age! Randy is 15 and you're 12!"
Jada frowned. " So? I'll be 13 in two days! So ha!"
I sigh and take Jada with me. It's hard enough to have a strict mother, but a annoying little sister to go with it? How lucky am I?
When we arrived at Hayvenhurst, Bill was snickering silently behind us. Sometimes I don't understand that dude. As soon as we saw Randy, guess who jumped on him like deer caught in the headlights?
Randy struggled to get the deranged girl off of him. It was kinda funny to watch since Randy has no interest in Jada at all.
" Get off of me Jada!" He yelled, trying to unwrap her arms around his hips. " I upendo wewe Randy!" She screamed, her grasp still firm on him.
Michael came out of the house with a glass of Kool-Aid in his hand. I looked in his direction which turned into a long stare. It took a long time until before he looked up.
" Oh? wewe want some?" He said, pointing to the half-full glass. I shook my head. " What's wrong?"' He asked, a worried look spread across his face.
I sighed and hugging my knees. There was a complete silence between us until Michael took my hand and played with my knuckles. " Do wewe want to go home?" I nodded.
For the first time, I wanted to be alone. I really wanted to be with Michael today, but something was bothering me. I just can't figure out what it is...
my beautiful lover
Last mwaka I told myself, 'This is the first year, it's okay to cry. "
But now a mwaka later I am crying even more.
wewe know, inayofuata mwaka I would be in high school, I finished chapter in my life.
And I want to thank you, wewe were there for me in the most difficult moments.
wewe are the one who came when I fell down.
wewe were the only one around.
wewe are the one who alisema that I'm free, when if it seems so hard to be.
Michael wewe Were my Heaven on earth
wewe were my hunger, my thirst.
Michael my moyo used to be cold
'Til your hands laid on my soul.
Every night I look at the sekunde nyota to the right and I wonder,
Do wewe see us?
Do wewe see the poor and the rich?
The strong and weak?
The good and bad?
Becuse thanks to wewe I see them all. And today I already know which side I'm belong.
So my hero The Man In The Mirror
Thank wewe so much for all wewe been aliyopewa me.
Michael, For me wewe are Forever.
But now a mwaka later I am crying even more.
wewe know, inayofuata mwaka I would be in high school, I finished chapter in my life.
And I want to thank you, wewe were there for me in the most difficult moments.
wewe are the one who came when I fell down.
wewe were the only one around.
wewe are the one who alisema that I'm free, when if it seems so hard to be.
Michael wewe Were my Heaven on earth
wewe were my hunger, my thirst.
Michael my moyo used to be cold
'Til your hands laid on my soul.
Every night I look at the sekunde nyota to the right and I wonder,
Do wewe see us?
Do wewe see the poor and the rich?
The strong and weak?
The good and bad?
Becuse thanks to wewe I see them all. And today I already know which side I'm belong.
So my hero The Man In The Mirror
Thank wewe so much for all wewe been aliyopewa me.
Michael, For me wewe are Forever.
car blow up
pic says it all
Michael Jackson
God looked at his Garden
And found an empty place
Then he looked upon the Earth
And saw your tired face
He put his arms round you
And lifted wewe to the rest
God's garden must be beautiful
He only takes the best
Dedicated to Michael Jackson. I'm so sorry Michael,
wewe came to help, they hurt you
wewe taught us to love, they accused wewe of loving
It's all our fault.
I know wewe are in a better place now I upendo wewe very much.
Bye..till we meet again!
We will never forget you, wewe were a blessing to the world and to us
God looked at his Garden
And found an empty place
Then he looked upon the Earth
And saw your tired face
He put his arms round you
And lifted wewe to the rest
God's garden must be beautiful
He only takes the best
Dedicated to Michael Jackson. I'm so sorry Michael,
wewe came to help, they hurt you
wewe taught us to love, they accused wewe of loving
It's all our fault.
I know wewe are in a better place now I upendo wewe very much.
Bye..till we meet again!
We will never forget you, wewe were a blessing to the world and to us
Dr. Conrad Murray's lawyers have subpoenaed Sony for the raw footage from the "This Is It" rehearsals to onyesha the jury ... Michael Jackson was a physical and mental mess before he died ... TMZ has learned.
We've learned Murray's lawyers want the tapes to onyesha Jackson was slow, lethargic and weak in the days prior to his death. Although some of the video shows an alert MJ, other portions, we're told, clearly onyesha something is wrong with the singer.
Murray's lawyers want to onyesha jurors in the manslaughter case ... Michael was ill au even dying before the fateful morning ... so it wasn't really the June 25 Propofol injections that killed MJ.
We've learned Murray's lawyers want the tapes to onyesha Jackson was slow, lethargic and weak in the days prior to his death. Although some of the video shows an alert MJ, other portions, we're told, clearly onyesha something is wrong with the singer.
Murray's lawyers want to onyesha jurors in the manslaughter case ... Michael was ill au even dying before the fateful morning ... so it wasn't really the June 25 Propofol injections that killed MJ.
The revelations will be the king of pop will be of great interest since the file contains everything about the surveys were done between 1993 and 2004 concerning allegations of child abuse but also other hitherto hidden aspects of personal life.
A typical example is the case in the effort of the owners of a private jet to leak to the media a video inaonyesha the pop legend to be handed to the police because the categories that aselgise on a 12 years boy.
The file, however, will not shed light on the causes of sudden death in June 2009.
Hmmm.....How do i win? Can i win all of them?Screw them i'm KING OF POP,of course i win.
Ben, the two of us need look no more
We both found what we were looking for
With a friend to call my own
I'll never be alone
And you, my friend, will see
You've got a friend in me
(you've got a friend in me)
Ben, you're always running here and there
wewe feel you're not wanted anywhere
If wewe ever look behind
And don't like what wewe find
There's something wewe should know
You've got a place to go
(you've got a place to go)
I used to say "I" and "me"
Now it's "us", now it's "we"
I used to say "I" and "me"
Now it's "us", now it's "we"
Ben, most people would turn wewe away
I don't listen to a word they say
They don't see wewe as I do
I wish they would try to
I'm sure they'd think again
If they had a friend like Ben
(a friend) Like Ben
(like Ben) Like Ben
Lyrics: Ben, Michael Jackson [end]
