its cloudy here right now...

i woke up this morning kwa the messages from my friends. They alisema "its monwalker on tv now." So i turn on my tv,and yeah...i saw the full-spirit-young-sexy michael there.
but thers still a swali in my mind... "what happen?why they playing moonwalker on tv?"
then suddenly i realize.... yes,when i alisema i powerless to stop the time,i really do.

so here we go,25th of june. officially a year....
*It does not feel like 1 year, feel zaidi like 1 minute.

God gave us this Angel of a Man for 50 Glorious and muziki filled years…to teach us strength, love, peace, genuine human compassion for all things living, and the fragility of of precious life.


Michael, how can i feel that you've gone when your always around me, imba in my ear, dancing up a storm in your videos, laughing and smiling at all time to share your bless. wewe just keep fooling me, uigizaji like you're still here, when you're not. And then sometimes wewe stop tricking me, and it's real, wewe have gone. And it hurts. wewe were such a powerful force, wewe can't have been human, wewe were just something else. Superhuman. Well i congragulate wewe Michael Jackson, because even after a year, wewe still manage to fool me into thinking you're still here :). upendo wewe for always Mike.

I will always upendo and miss wewe but as life changes so does the grief and sadness - instead of the painful, uchungu, chungu tears of last year, I will cherish a lifetime of memories and remember wewe as the greatest person in this world, and it gives me some happiness to know wewe are at peace and away from all the hate at last. wewe always were too good for this world. I promise your muziki and your spirit will forever live within my heart.

wewe have danced in my eyes, u've sang in my heart, gave spirit in my life, u've loved and coulden't upendo anymore till wewe rested and the upendo comes back.

My deepest sympathy to all the mashabiki who are going through the same, to the Jackson family and Michael's Marafiki who knew him best and to his children who need to remember that their father was a wonderful, kind man. God bless you.



Michael ...

wewe will always be so truly special for so many reasons - your beautiful music, your gentle soul & pure heart, your compassion - in fact just simply for being wonderful you.

I was always a thinker, but wewe have made me think zaidi deeply than I have ever done before. Loving wewe is like being held in an everlasting warm embrace.

wewe are always in my thoughts and forever in my heart.

♡♥tata