I think coming here on this spot was.. the most beautiful thing I could have done..I upendo this spot. I upendo it so much..I couldn't say it in words..

Michael Jackson means so much for me. He is one man who really changed my life and my way of thinking, who helped me get through many many sad periods in my life.

I came here and met you, his fans..children and adults who loved Michael au started to upendo Michael after he passed..
I want to say from my moyo that I met persons I never dreamed I would. Persons I just..love .. real friends. And I am so greatful I met them and they opened up to me..I am so happy to share my upendo for Michael with them and I thank Michael for making this possible..for inaonyesha us that we have another family out there and we just need to open our hearts and give upendo as much as we can inside it.

It makes me.. it makes me so sad to see that a lot of this spot's mashabiki are not feeling the same..that a lot of them are just fanpoping..and having fun because they can ..that a lot of persons here lie. That a lot of persons here ignore Michael and take advantage of MJ's mashabiki kwa asking for tooooo much attention..that a lot of other persons make out of this a competition between Michael Jackson and other stars. I am so tired of this..so tired..and so disappointed..so ..so sad ! This spot is part of my life..it's how I chose to spend my time, because I literally don't know people who like Michael Jackson. The ones who are doing this are.. making fun of me..as an MJ fan. They are stepping on me, looking up. Not caring.

Maybe I am different and wewe shouldn't feel like me..maybe it's just a spot.. on an internet page..where we all can come and write what we want..how we want..using what words we want and what accounts we want and saying whatever we want about everything..maybe some of wewe are just having fun here.. maybe wewe are bored.. maybe..you actually don't like Michael (or don't feel anything related to Michael..maybe it's not about Michael at all) and wewe just like to interract with other people..for some reason..

Let me tell wewe one thing..and this is honest.. Michael Jackson is the father I never had. He is the friend I never had. He showed me that my life..has a meaning. He gave my stupid life a meaning. I saw in him a good person and I know I want to give and be a good person like him. Thanks to this man I know that I wasn't born with no purpose. I found in Michael a life model like..many of wewe find in your parents..teachers..or other people..Michael Jackson means something to me. He means sooo much to me..can wewe please please please please please stop hurting ? Can wewe please stop having fun here ? Can wewe pleaaase stop ?

I will not give names, I will not start zaidi discussions.. I will just ask wewe pleaaaaase stop ! Please please please close your eyes and look at him. Look at Michael ! Look at him and please stop ! Please stop. For him. For me..I am asking wewe as a human being..you are hurting me and many other real mashabiki here. Please !

I will.. stop being so opened with all the people here..I am tired of this..

..if this doesn't make sense to you, Michael Jackson spot shabiki reading, I apologize..I won't bother in the future..I'll just focus on the reason for which I came here in the first place - Michael Jackson.

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