MICHAEL

Originally ilitumwa May 3rd 2010 12:45 AM PDT kwa TMZ Staff

Peter Lopez -- the muziki attorney who had close ties to Michael Jackson -- left a suicide note that was completely silent as to why he took his life ... sources connected to the situation tell TMZ.

We're told the one-page, handwritten note, expressed his upendo for his wife and kids and asked for forgiveness, but did not even hit at why Peter would end his life.

A chanzo close to the family tells TMZ Peter dropped the kids off at school at about 9:00 AM Friday. When he got home, we're told Peter went to the backyard and shot himself in the...

There's a place in
Your heart
And I know that it is love
And this place could
Be much
Brighter than tomorrow
And if wewe really try
You'll find there's no need
To cry
In this place you'll feel
There's no hurt au sorrow

There are ways
To get there
If wewe care enough
For the living
Make a little space
Make a better place

Heal the world
Make it a better place
For wewe and for me
And the entire human race
There are people dying
If wewe care enough
For the living
Make a better place
For wewe and for me

If wewe want to know why
There's a upendo that
Cannot lie
Love is strong
It only cares for
Joyful giving
If we try
We shall see
In this...

Oh no. . .
oh no. . .
oh no. . .

You'll never make me stay
so take your weight off of me
I know your every move
so won't wewe just let me be
I've been here times before
but I was too blind to see
that wewe seduce every man
this time wewe won't seduce me

She's saying that's ok
hey baby do what wewe please
I have the stuff that wewe want
I am the thing that wewe need
she looked me deep in the eyes
she touchin' me so to start
she says there's no turnin' back
she trapped me with her arm

Dirty Diana, nah
dirty Diana, nah
dirty Diana, no
dirty Diana
let me be!

Oh no. . .
oh no. . .
oh no. . .

She likes the boys in the band...

Your upendo is magical, that's how I feel
But I have not the words here to explain
Gone is the grace for expressions of passion
But there are worlds and worlds of ways to explain
To tell wewe how I feel
But I am speechless, speechless
That's how wewe make me feel
Though I'm with wewe I am far away and nothing is for real
When I'm with wewe I am Lost for words, I don't know what to say
My head's spinning like a carousel, so silently I pray
Helpless and hopeless, that's how I feel inside
Nothing's real, but all is possible if God is on my side
[ Find zaidi Lyrics on link ]
When I'm with wewe I am in the light where...

[1st Verse]
Looking In My Mirror
Took Me kwa Surprise
I Can't Help But See You
Running Often Through My Mind

[2nd Verse]
Helpless Like A Baby
Sensual Disguise
I Can't Help But upendo You
It's Getting Better All The Time

[Chorus]
I Can't Help It If I Wanted To
I Wouldn't Help It Even If I Could
I Can't Help It If I Wanted To
I Wouldn't Help It, No

[Chorus]
I Can't Help It If I Wanted To
I Wouldn't Help It Even If I Could
I Can't Help It If I Wanted To
I Wouldn't Help It, No
[ Find zaidi Lyrics on link ]

[3rd Verse]
Love To Run My Fingers
Softly While wewe Sigh
Love Came And Possessed You
Bringing Sparkles To Your Eyes...

Deceitful eyes, she's got those come get me thighs
she only knows how low that she can go
She speaks the lines that can control my mind
Wherever she goes I know my eyes follow
She blew a kiss, I swear that it was meant
only for me, then spoke with her body
her only goal is just to take control
And I can't believe that I can´t tell her no

[CHORUS]
That girl I can't take her
should have known she was a heartbreaker
that girl I can't take her
should have seen right through
her she's a heartbreaker
That girl I can't take her
should have seen it coming heartbreaker
that girl I can't take her
should have seen right...

I thought she had to have it
Since the first time she came
Who knows the situation
Mysteries do remain
And now I wonder why
I breakdown when I cry
Is it something I said
Or is it just a lie
Is it just a lie

I try so hard to upendo you
Some things take
Time and shame
I think the whole world
Of you
Your thoughts of me remain
I'll play the fool for you
I'll change the rules for you
Just say it and I'll do
Just make this thing
Come true
Make a dream some true

If I let her get away
Though I'm begging
On my knees
I'll be crying everyday
Knowing the girl
That got away

I can't let
I can't let her get away
I can't let
I can't let...