Part 3: I don’t want to be your bestfriend, Bella.

Zayn’s P.O.V

I was repairing Bella’s closet when she got into the room. She was sitting on her kitanda like a little angel, looking at me and saying:
“You are such a good guy, Zayn. wewe keep saving people all the time.”
I joked:
“That’s the way wewe say ‘thanks’ ?”
Bella blushed a bit:
“Uhm...Yup! Thank wewe for the last time and this time also.”
“You’re welcome.”I said.
Suddenly, Bella asked me:
“Have wewe ever been in upendo with anyone?”
I thought a bit and answered:
“Uhm... Twice.”
She was so excited:
“Wow, really? Who is your first love?”
I smiled:
“When I was about 7...”
“Oh, mine is when I was just 6. Do wewe still remember that girl?”
I alisema truly:
“Yeah. My first drawing was for her. She is really lovely and adorable. But it’s been a long time since I last saw her. Maybe now she even forgot my name. And how about yours?”

She looked a bit sad:
“He is always in my heart. He looks just like a goth. I upendo Niall so much but I don’t know why I can’t forget him.”
“Yup! Your first upendo is hard to forget, right? wewe should pamper Niall. wewe are his first love.”
She just smiled happily and looked at me, asking:
“So who is your sekunde girlfriend?”
At the moment I saw her deep blue eyes, I almost express all my feelings for her. Luckily, I kept the words.
“Oh, Bella. I wish wewe knew it’s you.”I thought.
Then I alisema to avoid the real answer.
“Oh, it’s a secret, But why do wewe suddenly tell me about all those things?”
“You know, Zayn. Vicky betrayed me. I have no Marafiki at school. wewe are my only friend. Can we just be like this forever?”

When Bella alisema that, I felt as if she knew all my feelings, and she had just refused them. Oh, Bella, I wished I could say “I upendo you”. I wished wewe could be with me. If only... No... I couldn’t do that. I couldn’t betray Niall. Bella, did wewe know that I was hurt?
I pretended:
“Sure. Marafiki forever!”
She came to give me a friend hug and alisema happily:
“You should go to wake Mihrap. It’s chajio, chakula cha jioni time.”

Then she walked away, leaving me with her awesome smell covering all my body.
I tried to go to Bella’s room to see Mihrap. Until then, I saw her face clearly. She was very beautiful with her white skin and her blonde hair. I was sure that no boys could help her beauty. When I was about to call her name, she opened her eyes, staring at me. I was almost fascinated kwa her eyes.

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