My girls were probably out somewhere with theyre mother.I went to the kitanda and grabbed my phone,and sat on the bed.I thought about calling them to see how they were,But If I had they probably just yell at me for not answering.I threw down phone on the ground.Then it rang,I stared at it till it stopped,They left a voice mail.Ronnie answered the phone.
"Hey dad,Um I called to tell wewe happy fathers day.I upendo you,I wish you'd come back home.I wanna know why did wewe leave?"She alisema helplessly.
In the background I heard someone crying,Tgen I heard something break."Mom,No!!!"She yelled."You can't,Mom!Quit trying that!!"She was crying.Anna pick up the phone.
"Mommy"Screamed kenna.
"I'm sorry,Come back.."she sobbed.
The voice mail ended there.I didn't dare call them,I put down my phone.
"What's wrong,Dude?"mumbled Alex as he sat up.
"Nothin,I made some mistakes."
"Its about your family,Isn't it?"
"Yea,It's fathers siku and I'm not with my girls."
"Well,Your not alone.My dad died when I was 8 of a moyo attack.My mom tried to sell me when I was 2.So I have no parents."
"I'm sorry that had to happen."I said.
"It's okay,I'll tell wewe something.Sometimes in life,Your going to alone,Broken down,and defeated with fear of it all,But wewe have to decide who's worth your tears,Apperently my mom wasn't.So wewe just have to pick up your baggage and songesha on."
"How do wewe know so much about life?"I asked.
"Well,Heart break brings wisdom.It just so happens my moyo has been broken to many times."
"I'm sorry that had to happen."
"Dont be.."He began to stare at me."What's happening to you?"
I looked down at my body,my feet started to dissapear.
"Um,Don't freak out..Ill tell wewe later...Its.."I closed my eyes.
Once I opened them,I was in an a dark alley,sitting inayofuata to some trash cans.There were a few mitaani, mtaa lights,the one nearest to ms flickered and struggled to stay on.I was still in my pajamas,A white t-shirt and gray sweat pants.I couldn't tell were I was excactly,But kwa the looks of old vandalized walls and the hot smoky air,I knew I didn't want to be there.In the dimness,I heard someone scream.
"Dad!!"I heard a voice,It sounded like it came from the end of the ally.I sat,and didn't dare to move,I heard two gunshots,and a little boys cry.I then seen the little boy,He ran past me.
With out thought,I reached out quickly and picked him up,To save a life.In a hurry I ran as fast as I could.Bullets ricocheting off the walls,Coming close to hitting me.His tears dampened,my shati as he cried in my arms.
Thats when I tripped,The little boy look at me with his sad brown eyes.
"Live a good life."I told him.
He nodded then ran off.I layed in the dirt,my shoulder hurt,I had landed on it.I could have gotten back up,But for some reason I didn't,I had gave up.A man stood over me,Pointing a gun at me,Threating to kill me,That was the thing.I didn't care,I was just Lost in this world and wanted to die,Death,I welcomed as an old enime,That I then forgave and was ready to be taken.
"Are wewe afraid?"The man chuckled darkly.
"No,Just do it already.Im ready,Your the answer to my prayers...I'm ready to die."I told him.
I looked at him,He in a mask,and a black hoodie.The only thing I could see is his sharp eyes.Boldly I stood up to my feet,He aiming the gun at my head.I pressed it against the center of my forehead.
"Do it."I alisema as I stared in to his eyes.
His eyes,sharp and vien,But at the same time,Human.Glaring into his eyes was like looking into his soul and seeing his life on replay.Over and over,I could see happiness shadowed kwa pain,Laughter with gunshots.He slowly lowered the gun,And didn't dare look me in the eyes once more,I could see guilt from wanting vengeance.
"Your afraid?Arent you?"I laughed sickly.
"Forgive me.."He said.
"Fuck forgiveness.Now just pull that trigger."
Suddenly I heard him yelled then he fell to the ground.
I looked over to see that little rascal standing with a bat in his hand,The little boy had hit him in the leg.
"Did ya miss me?"He giggled.
I picked him up and ran away into the street.
He began to become really heavy,I looked down to find that my legs started to dissapear again.
I put him down and he asked,"Are wewe an angel?"
"Something like that,But even angels aren't perfect."
Half my body was gone.
"Live a good life."He told me.
I smiled as the last bit of me vanished,I opened my eyes.
Once again I was in my fathers office,the record player playing'What makes wewe beautiful.'I looked in the mirror to see gray hair.I looked as if I were older,I went to the bathroom and used my moms root touch up,As an attempt to dye it back.
My mom walked in then instantly started to laugh.
"Don't wewe know it's kind of gay if guys dye there hair!?!?Pahaha!"she laughed.
"It's not funny."
"Ok old man!"She giggled.
"But your older then me,"
"Yea but I'm wiser then you,Because wewe still have the mind of a ten mwaka old.Your almost 40 and wewe still read comics!!"She laughed.
"I thought it was..."Alex had walked in then stared at me with his brown eyes.
"Your the guy.."He said.
We sat together at the meza, jedwali and I explained what had happened.And told every detail besides the fact I wanted him to kill me,If my mom had found out,She'd freak out.
"Look,Zayn I don't have time for your little pranks,Althrough I think it's nice that you've bonded with Alex."
"I'm not lying through."
"What are you,12?Grow up some,I have stuff to do today,Like shopping with your sisters since wewe didn't."
"Mom,I told you..."
"Oh my gosh,What do wewe want??"
"Try it."
"He's not lying."said Alex.
"Fine,But wewe have to explain to your sisters why ill be late."she stood up and went to the office,We followed.
She then put one record on,'moments' began to play.Nothing happened.
"Ohhh I'm time traveling."She alisema sarcasticlly."Now call Waliyha,and tell her I'm going to be late,Be gentle,it's he time of the month."She alisema as she walked out the door.
"You believe me right?"
"Well,Yea,You rewrote the past."
"Why did wewe lie about your dad?"
"It's hard to talk about."
"How long zamani was that?"
"7 years and 26 days,I really miss him."
"I know,I miss my dad to,He died when I was young."
"It gets better right?"
"I hope so."I told him.
I still thought about my dad,It seemed to get better but really never did.There was no such thing as happy endings for me,If there was,I had found it.
We live in a cruel world where the chances of most of us getting to spend zaidi than a few mere dakika with One Direction are about as strong as the chances of Lindsay Lohan changing her name to Tits McGee (although she is the type who’d do most things for some cash).
Handily then, Louis Tomlinson has revealed to We upendo Pop magazine how he can be won over in five minutes.
“Prove that you’re fun,” he told them.
“Have a laugh and wewe need to laugh at my jokes – but don’t make yourself too available.
“[The last girl I gave my number to] looked good, but it wasn’t actually that. She wasn’t like ‘Oooh you’re famous!’ "
“She was dead cool, so that’s why I asked for her number.”
Got that? Don’t acknowledge that he’s famous, have loads of fun but in a non-enthusiastic and uber cool way, but don’t forget to laugh at his jokes.
Handily then, Louis Tomlinson has revealed to We upendo Pop magazine how he can be won over in five minutes.
“Prove that you’re fun,” he told them.
“Have a laugh and wewe need to laugh at my jokes – but don’t make yourself too available.
“[The last girl I gave my number to] looked good, but it wasn’t actually that. She wasn’t like ‘Oooh you’re famous!’ "
“She was dead cool, so that’s why I asked for her number.”
Got that? Don’t acknowledge that he’s famous, have loads of fun but in a non-enthusiastic and uber cool way, but don’t forget to laugh at his jokes.
One Direction have offered some sage advice to singers hoping to find fame on this year’s series of The X Factor.
The teenage boyband came third on the 2010 run of the ITV reality TV onyesha and unlike Cher Lloyd who advised the new batch of hopefuls to ‘run away’ and hide, the boys claim that all the wannabes need to do, is just be themselves.
Speaking to ITV.com, Harry Styles alisema contestants shouldn’t be ‘phoney,’ explaining:
Don’t be phoney! Be yourself and don’t pretend be something you’re not. The public will see right through it.
Louis Tomlinson added:
Switch your songs up and don’t be afraid to go out of your comfort zone. And dress to impress. STANDARD!
Niall Horan thinks the singers just need to relax and enjoy the show, saying:
Make sure wewe relax and enjoy it – don’t let nerves kill all the fun. And don’t be a diva – be nice to everyone who helps wewe as it’s highly likely you’ll meet them again further down the line.
The teenage boyband came third on the 2010 run of the ITV reality TV onyesha and unlike Cher Lloyd who advised the new batch of hopefuls to ‘run away’ and hide, the boys claim that all the wannabes need to do, is just be themselves.
Speaking to ITV.com, Harry Styles alisema contestants shouldn’t be ‘phoney,’ explaining:
Don’t be phoney! Be yourself and don’t pretend be something you’re not. The public will see right through it.
Louis Tomlinson added:
Switch your songs up and don’t be afraid to go out of your comfort zone. And dress to impress. STANDARD!
Niall Horan thinks the singers just need to relax and enjoy the show, saying:
Make sure wewe relax and enjoy it – don’t let nerves kill all the fun. And don’t be a diva – be nice to everyone who helps wewe as it’s highly likely you’ll meet them again further down the line.
Niamhs P.O.V
We got to the shopping center and went to the shoe duka 'Cans'
and Niall bought me a pair of red kneen hight converse. Aw, I upendo that boy!!
Then we got ice cream and went to the park. 'Niamh, there is this dance on...' Niall alisema quitly '
and I was thinking about asking Sarah'. I looked at him my eyes filled with tears. 'Oh god!! I was only joking!! I didn't mean to upset you!!'
I wiped the tears from my eyes 'Who were wewe going to ask?' I smiled 'My girlfirend, who is nicer and prettyer then her twin...'.
'Love wewe too Niall' We heard some one behind us. It was Sarah and Harry. 'Oh, did wewe hear that?' he alisema shly.
'Yeah' Sarah laughed. 'Sorry' he went all red.
Then I Sarah this look, and she got the idea.
'Come on Harry lets go to monsoon'
We got to the shopping center and went to the shoe duka 'Cans'
and Niall bought me a pair of red kneen hight converse. Aw, I upendo that boy!!
Then we got ice cream and went to the park. 'Niamh, there is this dance on...' Niall alisema quitly '
and I was thinking about asking Sarah'. I looked at him my eyes filled with tears. 'Oh god!! I was only joking!! I didn't mean to upset you!!'
I wiped the tears from my eyes 'Who were wewe going to ask?' I smiled 'My girlfirend, who is nicer and prettyer then her twin...'.
'Love wewe too Niall' We heard some one behind us. It was Sarah and Harry. 'Oh, did wewe hear that?' he alisema shly.
'Yeah' Sarah laughed. 'Sorry' he went all red.
Then I Sarah this look, and she got the idea.
'Come on Harry lets go to monsoon'
I panicked and rang Harry. 'Hello' he said. I started to cry 'Harry I'm lost' I really started to panick then. 'It's ok. Tell me what wewe can see' he told me 'A really big house' he paused 'I think that's Simon's house. Knock and check' I ran up and rang the doorbell. Simon answered 'Hey it's Kate! Harry's girlfriend' I said. 'Oh hi Kate!Are wewe ok?' he asked. 'Not really. I'm sorta Lost but Harry's coming to collect me' I told him. 'Come inside he told me' I came in and he gave me a Galaxy cookie crumble and a can of coke. We talked for about 10 dakika when there was a knock at the door. I answered it. It was Harry! 'Harry!!!!!!!' I alisema as I jumped into his arms. 'I'm so happy to see you' I told him. I fell asleep on the way back to the hotel I was so tired! Leah was sitting in the lobby when I got back. 'KATE' she roared running towards me. I moved out of the way so she wouldn't run into me. She fell over into a water fountain. 'Whoops' I said.
