I sat up in the kitanda and stretched my arms. I looked over and saw nobody inayofuata to me, Louis left last night, they are all working on there new album and new songs. I feel like we never talk. I sighed and scooted out of the bed.
"Alright.." My manger Kristen was standing in my door way. She wore a bright yellow sundress and her auburn colored hair in a ponytail, "You have a picha shoot then a concert, and tomorrow wewe have an interview with Ellen and then wewe have a signing, then," I stopped her,
"Wow, Kristen breath. Let just deal with today," She nodded. She really tries to hard but that's what I liked about her. She left the room so I could get dress for the picha shoot, link I yawned as I grabbed my purse. The shati I am wear, Louis gave it to me before he left. He's so sweet. I walked out with Kristen behind me. When I got to the studio they did my hair and makeup, I put on the clothes they set out for me, and then took pictures. "This is my moment.." I sang while picking out an outfit to wear to the concert, sure-link but no maua, ua in her hair.


After the tamasha I went back to my beach, pwani house to sleep. When I woke up I had a message from Louis.
Convo:
Louis- Hey!
Me-Hey
Louis- What are wewe up to?
Me-Well I just woke up for a nap, about to go to a meeting for my tour
Louis- Oh speaking about tour, we are going on one!
Me- really?! I am so happy for you!!(:
Louis- I was at the store the other siku and on a magazine we were on the cover for the new power couple!(:
Me- I saw that yesterday! I bought the magazine!
Louis- When are wewe free?
Me- Uh.. this week isn't good but I am free monday!
Louis- Oh well the band have a interview Monday... how about Wednesday?
Me-Can't I have another photo-shoot and then an interview...
Louis- Well we need to figure something out!
Me-I know, but I have to right now.. talk later?
Louis- yeah...

I feel terrible! We never get to see each other and I feel alone without him here with me. I walked out of my bedroom.
"I'm going to work out..." I grabbed a bottle of water and headed to the gym. I work at at least once a day. The management alisema I need to stay in shape so, I did as they asked.
"So..." Kristen walked into the door as I jogged on the treadmill, "How have wewe and your fiance been?" She got on the other treadmill and started jogging.
"I don't know.." I alisema out of breath, "I feel like we are so far away.." I turned off the treadmill and took a gulp from my water bottle. "I just... I don't know what to do... I hate being away from him." She stopped her treadmill and put a hand on my shoulder.
"I know... but things will get better," I nodded.
"Well, I'm gonna go take a shower, I'm tired.." I walked into my bathroom and peeled off my clothes and got into the shower.


~~~~~4 months later~~~~~

I ran to Louis and hugged me tightly never wanting to let go. I was in London, at the boys flat.
"I've missed wewe so much!" He whispered. I backed away from the hug and kissed him.
"I missed wewe too." I looked at his eyes, upendo and caring.
"Never leave me for so long again..." He said
"I wished I could promise..."