I was very confused on what I just did. Why would I leave Louis? Why would I leave my friends? Why did I care so much that Zayn quit? Did I have feelings for Zayn that I didn't realize until now?
I was so Lost in my own mental interrogation that I had walked directly into someone. "Oh I'm so... Zayn!" I exclaimed, feeling mixed emotions as I see him smile lightly. "Hey babe." I get Lost in those beautiful eyes until I remember, Zayn abandoned his friends. I took a step back.
"Zayn, we need to talk." He gestured to a nearby bench and we sat.
"Well... what do we need to talk about?" he asks. "Us." I spit out. "I mean... uh..." Zayn raises an eyebrow. "One Direction. That's what." He let out a sigh. "I quit. So what?" I stare at him. "So what? You're just going to abandon your friends. Leave them completely. With everything you've gone through together?" He looks at the ground, kicking it with his red and white hightops. "You make it seem worse than it is..." I look at him and gently reach over to him.
"Zayn Malik... wewe left people who have been there for wewe through EVERYTHING. wewe can't leave because... well whatever reason wewe left for. One Direction isn't One Direction without you. wewe have to go back."
"Back to what?!" he exclaimed, standing up. "Back to Louis rubbing it in my face that he has you? Back to him being pudgy whenever I ask to spend time with you? Him being so conceited about me loving wewe when he just wants wewe because Eleanor broke up with him? I don't want to go back to that!"
He just wants wewe because Eleanor broke up with him.
Tears. I fight to keep them in. I can't. "H-he's using me?" I feel Zayn's grip on my shoulders. "Yes. That's why I should have done this a while ago."
Before I could put together what he meant, he kisses me. Swiftly and softly. I felt myself kissing him back. Could I have been in upendo with him and been with the wrong person? So much inner turmoil. But... I'd think about that later... I was a little busy.
I was so Lost in my own mental interrogation that I had walked directly into someone. "Oh I'm so... Zayn!" I exclaimed, feeling mixed emotions as I see him smile lightly. "Hey babe." I get Lost in those beautiful eyes until I remember, Zayn abandoned his friends. I took a step back.
"Zayn, we need to talk." He gestured to a nearby bench and we sat.
"Well... what do we need to talk about?" he asks. "Us." I spit out. "I mean... uh..." Zayn raises an eyebrow. "One Direction. That's what." He let out a sigh. "I quit. So what?" I stare at him. "So what? You're just going to abandon your friends. Leave them completely. With everything you've gone through together?" He looks at the ground, kicking it with his red and white hightops. "You make it seem worse than it is..." I look at him and gently reach over to him.
"Zayn Malik... wewe left people who have been there for wewe through EVERYTHING. wewe can't leave because... well whatever reason wewe left for. One Direction isn't One Direction without you. wewe have to go back."
"Back to what?!" he exclaimed, standing up. "Back to Louis rubbing it in my face that he has you? Back to him being pudgy whenever I ask to spend time with you? Him being so conceited about me loving wewe when he just wants wewe because Eleanor broke up with him? I don't want to go back to that!"
He just wants wewe because Eleanor broke up with him.
Tears. I fight to keep them in. I can't. "H-he's using me?" I feel Zayn's grip on my shoulders. "Yes. That's why I should have done this a while ago."
Before I could put together what he meant, he kisses me. Swiftly and softly. I felt myself kissing him back. Could I have been in upendo with him and been with the wrong person? So much inner turmoil. But... I'd think about that later... I was a little busy.
I think everyone feels happy when they see Harry Styles' beautiful smile but I mean like, one dakika your depressed then when wewe see Harrys smile wewe are jumping for joy he has the smile of a hot angel! His smile is magicical it can turn trillions of upset girls into screaming girls just to get a glipse of his wonderful smile! Everyday I go awwwwww! Becuase I'm looking at his smile and its as adorable as him himself! I do it everyday on the phone to my BFF and becuase I'm like awwwwwwwwwwwwww! Right in the middle of her talking and she goes ewwwwwwwwww! And I'm like come on he's hot! How can wewe not daydream about him at school right in the middle of a huge test! I mean come on everyones done it once of twice right? Maybe even 100! P.S maoni below if wewe have been caught daydreaming about one direction in the middle of a huge test!
It's just been announced that Radio 1 will broadcast The Story Of One Direction between 9-10pm on BBC Radio 1, Monday 2nd April 2012. The press release states;
"One Direction invite Radio 1 Stories to follow them as they hit America for the first time. With full access to the boy band on the road as they tour with Nickleodeon act Big Time Rush, and prepare to launch their debut album in the country, we find out what it's like to be a Brit band breaking the US.
"And breaking it they are - with mashabiki chasing their tourbus down the mitaani, mtaa and trying to break into their hotel rooms, pre-sales of the album going stratospheric, an appearance on the Today onyesha that drew a larger crowd than Lady Gaga, and US radio hosts comparing the frenzy to Beatlemania."
"With a chance the band, who formed during the 2010 X Factor, are about to break records for the highest US billboard album chart debut, Radio 1 gets the full behind the scenes story.
"Be prepared for the screaming."
"One Direction invite Radio 1 Stories to follow them as they hit America for the first time. With full access to the boy band on the road as they tour with Nickleodeon act Big Time Rush, and prepare to launch their debut album in the country, we find out what it's like to be a Brit band breaking the US.
"And breaking it they are - with mashabiki chasing their tourbus down the mitaani, mtaa and trying to break into their hotel rooms, pre-sales of the album going stratospheric, an appearance on the Today onyesha that drew a larger crowd than Lady Gaga, and US radio hosts comparing the frenzy to Beatlemania."
"With a chance the band, who formed during the 2010 X Factor, are about to break records for the highest US billboard album chart debut, Radio 1 gets the full behind the scenes story.
"Be prepared for the screaming."
I upendo one direction. harry styles is the best in the band I think. harry was born February 1 1994 in Bromsgrove,Worcestershire, in the west midlands region of England.he and three of his Marafiki formed a band called white Eskimo.harry's favirot colors are red and orange. I like red just like harry. upendo wewe harry.i upendo harry,zayn,niall,liam,louis, im going to your consert this year. :) :) see wewe there I hope harry gives me his adogaph . l hope wewe read this one direction if harry id your faviort coment please