Ambers POV:
It had been a week since the night louie and Niall got into a fight.They had made up and were Marafiki again but I didn't speak to Louie.I didn't want to because I was disappointed he'd do that to me.I didn't want him to know about my self harm,I hadn't even told him about what happened to my parents.
He was clueless about me,all he knew was that I was that pretty girl with a smile.
I laid in my California king kitanda that Louie had bought me for my back.Its was very comfy,but at the moment i wanted to burn it.
A picha of me and Louis stood on my nightstand.
I admit I was moyo broken,and couldn't comprehend why he did me that way.I thought I was in love,how I let myself fall like that?And worse of it was,his name and picha was everywhere.
I let the tears fall from my eyes,I threw the picture away
And slammed the drawer.
I pulled the covers over me and cried into my pillow.
I heard some one come in my room.Robby looked at me worried with his big brown chokoleti eyes.He held Tony the teddy in his arms.He reached up and put it besides me.
"here."he whispered.
(N/A Her brothers will be important in the inayofuata few chapters,Btw I know wewe forgot what he looks like.4 yrs old,brown eyes,curly hair,half white half black some latino relation)
I smiled half heartedly and hugged the old ragged bear.I knew he was really worried about me because he never let anyone touch Tony.
He hopped up on the kitanda beside me and hugged me tight.
"I luv you,Amby."
"I upendo wewe to."I whispered putting my arm around him.
Liams POV:
I was getting really worried about Louie(Like seriously worried).He wasn't pasted out on the kitanda like a drunk,but he was losing it.He constantly wanted to hang out and be kwa us.It went from okay to just creepy.
Maybe it was anxiety from not seeing Amber,he was a hot mess.I couldnt even sleep alone at night,he'd always come in my room.One morning he called me Amber and was cuddled on my chest.
When Anna came over that night,he hid in his room(My room,which he turned to be ours).He probably didnt want to see zayn and her flirting and doing couple stuff.
I went upstairs to see him with a cup of water.I felt bad for him.
"Mate,are wewe okay?"I knocked then entering the room.
Why did I just knock to go in my room?
He was curled up in his/our/my/the kitanda hugging his knees with the blanket covering half of him.His eyes were red from probably crying.He sniffed and sat up.
I sat inayofuata to him on the edge of the bed.I gave him the glass and he took a sip.
"Yea,I'm alright."he lied through his teeth.
I sighed and looked at him.
"You lie alot."
"I know,"he nodded.
"I'm worried about you.The boys are worried about you."
"Yea,but I can't do anything because I messed up.Thats I ever do."
"No you-"
He interrupted me,
"Yes,I did and she hates me."
"Amber doesn't hate wewe she's just upset.The truth is she misses you."
"I hardly doubt that."
I took a breath in,then pulled him off the bed.He stumbled as he walked,I dragged him in the bathroom.
"What are wewe doing??"he asked.
I pushed him in the kuoga and ran the straight cold water.
His eyes opened wide fom the chilly water,he ekked.
"Wake the fuck up!She loves you!Quit being worthless and try to get her back!"I sprayed him with the hose.
"Liamm!"he yelled.
I angryily sprayed him in the face.
"Go get her!"
"I ca-"I sprayed him the face again.
"What!!!"I screamed then putting the water on full heat.
"Oh god no!"he yelled.
I sprayed him,and he yelled in pain.
"Are wewe going?"I yelled.
I turned it to cold water again,knowing it would be freezing from the temperature change.
"Yes!Im fucking going!"he yelled angerily.
I turned off,and he stared at me.
"Good."I chuckled.
He cracked a smile and tried to hug me.
"Come on buddy."he smiled.
I pushed him away avoiding his soaking wet hug.
"I'm good."
"aww,bring it in."he alisema with his arms wide open.
I started to run but he quickly closed the door and instantly turned the hose on and sprayed me.
"Oh my god!"I yelled.
The water was freezing and felt like a million needles were piercing my skin.
"Its fucking cold isn't it!"he yelled.
"What the hell us wrong with our water system!!!"I yelled finnally opening the door and running out.
Harry's POV:
We heard yells and screams from Liam.
Louie broke Liam.He drove him off the edge because Liam never yells.
Anna and Zayn were crawled up the corner of the kitanda cuddling.Zayns smile made me feel All sappy inside.
And the way he bit his lip...I just wanted to...
I snapped back to reality.
What the fuck was I thinking?
"Why wewe staring at me?"he asked from across the room.
"Huh?"
Louie's POV:
Liam kicked me out the house and locked it.He threw a pair of jeans a black t-shirt with me.
Great,no underwear.
I picked up the clothes and got into my car.I took off my clothes right down to the underwear.
Wet Underwear,no underwear?
I pulled them off (N/A I know wewe thought about "it")and pulled my jeans on.I shaked my head as a failed attempt to dry my hair.I pulled the shati on over my head.(N/A abs :D okay I'll stop interrupting the story)I turned the car on and started to drive.
I clicked on the radio to hear a soft upendo song kwa john mayer that kind of related to our situation.I turned it up and sang along.
link
"When I look into your eyes,It's like watching the night sky,Or a beautiful sunrise,There's so much they hold,And just like them old stars,I see that you've come so far,To be right where wewe are,How old is your soul?I won't give up on us,Even if the skies get rough,I'm giving wewe all my love,I'm still looking up."I sang along.
How was I going to make this up to Amber?
I broke her moyo and when she turned her back on me,she broke mine.It was my fault,and she should blame me.
It was about 9:30 pm when I arrived out side her apartment.
I was slightly drizzling and the wind was blowing so I rushed to the door.I knocked twice and waited a moment.
Mrs.Rose opened the door,and looked at me with shame.
"Can I speak to her?"
"Its shame,that some people in this world have the audacity after breaking anothers heart."she ignored me.
David stepped out and looked at me.
"Why are wewe here?"he asked me.
"I need to talk to her..."
"You want to,you don't need to."he corrected me.
For being 13,he was pretty tough.
Mrs.rose stepped back in the apartment closing the screen door behind her.
"I don't know who wewe think wewe are,but she's my sister.And you'll always come sekunde after us cause we know pain.I bet wewe don't even know what happen to her parents au about her scars."he looked at me in disgust."But I do,I was there for her when she couldn't sleep.I was there to wipe her tears.I was there because she allowed me to be."I he spoke a bit louder.
"David,Please.I know I messed up-"
"Don't even."He hissed."Ill give wewe 15 dakika with her ,15 dakika are up and your not gone.I calling the police,but just know we are first in her life."
I smiled slightly and shook his hand.
I went inside and when I was outside her door,I took a deep breath in.I turned the knob and went inside.
She was on her kitanda sleeping.I went ands at kwa her bedside.
She looked so cute sleeping.I leaned over and kissed her on the cheek.Her eyes fluttered open,but when she seen it was me she frown and pulled the blanket over her head.
"Look for the girl with the broken smile,Ask her if she wants to stay awhile,And she will be loved,And she will be loved"I sung our song softly.She moaned and turned on her side.
"Yea,the blankets going to hide you."I chuckled then pulling the blanket back down to expose her pretty face.
"Go away.Im mad at you."she mumbled then closing her eyes again.I caught her when she was to tired to argue.
"I know,and I feel like a jerk."
"you are a jerk."she whispered.
Ambers POV:
"I'm sorry,I should have respected you.You deserve better."he said.
I didn't bother looking at him,I just rolled my eyes.
"Liam told me wewe missed me."
"Damn it,Liam.It was suppose to be a secert."I whined.
I bit my lip and buried my face in my pillow.
"I upendo you."he alisema running his fingers through his hair.
Even when I was pissed I still felt butterflies in my stomach when he told me he loved me.I took a breath in,and I flipped on to my back looking up at him.How could I stay mad at him?
"I mean it too,I not saying just out of habit.Amber,I really upendo you,and I don't want to lose you."
I sat up and wiped my eyes.
I put on the slightest smile.I leaned in and kissed him softly.
"I upendo wewe to,I'm just confused."
"I know,I did wewe wrong and I feel like a total ass.And Liam wants me out of his room."
I smiled and giggled.
He kissed me on the lips a bit zaidi deeply as he wrapped his arms around me.I linked my hands together and let them hang from his neck.I sweetly kissed him again with a smile.
He dug into his pocket and pulled out a small box.I pulled back and looked at him,his eyes drilling into me.He opened the box and represented a ring.My mouth dropped.
"Amber,will you...."
-writers note-
Hah,cliffhanger.
So I have decide on my new book.
....you people are so helpful on voting.*sarcasm*
I'm going with Life with out Liam.
I have named it *drumroll* "It's To Cold Outside For Angels To Fly."
:) YAY! I already wrote the first chapter.
Yes they will be in chapters,writing it on Wattpad so it'll take zaidi time :P
I made a cover for it.*google picture then add my name*
LMAO!
Yea,well until the inayofuata post.
Keep your fucks close and your fucks closer.(Yea,I know language,but this is me not giving a fuck)
Pipe the fuck down!
Peace.
It had been a week since the night louie and Niall got into a fight.They had made up and were Marafiki again but I didn't speak to Louie.I didn't want to because I was disappointed he'd do that to me.I didn't want him to know about my self harm,I hadn't even told him about what happened to my parents.
He was clueless about me,all he knew was that I was that pretty girl with a smile.
I laid in my California king kitanda that Louie had bought me for my back.Its was very comfy,but at the moment i wanted to burn it.
A picha of me and Louis stood on my nightstand.
I admit I was moyo broken,and couldn't comprehend why he did me that way.I thought I was in love,how I let myself fall like that?And worse of it was,his name and picha was everywhere.
I let the tears fall from my eyes,I threw the picture away
And slammed the drawer.
I pulled the covers over me and cried into my pillow.
I heard some one come in my room.Robby looked at me worried with his big brown chokoleti eyes.He held Tony the teddy in his arms.He reached up and put it besides me.
"here."he whispered.
(N/A Her brothers will be important in the inayofuata few chapters,Btw I know wewe forgot what he looks like.4 yrs old,brown eyes,curly hair,half white half black some latino relation)
I smiled half heartedly and hugged the old ragged bear.I knew he was really worried about me because he never let anyone touch Tony.
He hopped up on the kitanda beside me and hugged me tight.
"I luv you,Amby."
"I upendo wewe to."I whispered putting my arm around him.
Liams POV:
I was getting really worried about Louie(Like seriously worried).He wasn't pasted out on the kitanda like a drunk,but he was losing it.He constantly wanted to hang out and be kwa us.It went from okay to just creepy.
Maybe it was anxiety from not seeing Amber,he was a hot mess.I couldnt even sleep alone at night,he'd always come in my room.One morning he called me Amber and was cuddled on my chest.
When Anna came over that night,he hid in his room(My room,which he turned to be ours).He probably didnt want to see zayn and her flirting and doing couple stuff.
I went upstairs to see him with a cup of water.I felt bad for him.
"Mate,are wewe okay?"I knocked then entering the room.
Why did I just knock to go in my room?
He was curled up in his/our/my/the kitanda hugging his knees with the blanket covering half of him.His eyes were red from probably crying.He sniffed and sat up.
I sat inayofuata to him on the edge of the bed.I gave him the glass and he took a sip.
"Yea,I'm alright."he lied through his teeth.
I sighed and looked at him.
"You lie alot."
"I know,"he nodded.
"I'm worried about you.The boys are worried about you."
"Yea,but I can't do anything because I messed up.Thats I ever do."
"No you-"
He interrupted me,
"Yes,I did and she hates me."
"Amber doesn't hate wewe she's just upset.The truth is she misses you."
"I hardly doubt that."
I took a breath in,then pulled him off the bed.He stumbled as he walked,I dragged him in the bathroom.
"What are wewe doing??"he asked.
I pushed him in the kuoga and ran the straight cold water.
His eyes opened wide fom the chilly water,he ekked.
"Wake the fuck up!She loves you!Quit being worthless and try to get her back!"I sprayed him with the hose.
"Liamm!"he yelled.
I angryily sprayed him in the face.
"Go get her!"
"I ca-"I sprayed him the face again.
"What!!!"I screamed then putting the water on full heat.
"Oh god no!"he yelled.
I sprayed him,and he yelled in pain.
"Are wewe going?"I yelled.
I turned it to cold water again,knowing it would be freezing from the temperature change.
"Yes!Im fucking going!"he yelled angerily.
I turned off,and he stared at me.
"Good."I chuckled.
He cracked a smile and tried to hug me.
"Come on buddy."he smiled.
I pushed him away avoiding his soaking wet hug.
"I'm good."
"aww,bring it in."he alisema with his arms wide open.
I started to run but he quickly closed the door and instantly turned the hose on and sprayed me.
"Oh my god!"I yelled.
The water was freezing and felt like a million needles were piercing my skin.
"Its fucking cold isn't it!"he yelled.
"What the hell us wrong with our water system!!!"I yelled finnally opening the door and running out.
Harry's POV:
We heard yells and screams from Liam.
Louie broke Liam.He drove him off the edge because Liam never yells.
Anna and Zayn were crawled up the corner of the kitanda cuddling.Zayns smile made me feel All sappy inside.
And the way he bit his lip...I just wanted to...
I snapped back to reality.
What the fuck was I thinking?
"Why wewe staring at me?"he asked from across the room.
"Huh?"
Louie's POV:
Liam kicked me out the house and locked it.He threw a pair of jeans a black t-shirt with me.
Great,no underwear.
I picked up the clothes and got into my car.I took off my clothes right down to the underwear.
Wet Underwear,no underwear?
I pulled them off (N/A I know wewe thought about "it")and pulled my jeans on.I shaked my head as a failed attempt to dry my hair.I pulled the shati on over my head.(N/A abs :D okay I'll stop interrupting the story)I turned the car on and started to drive.
I clicked on the radio to hear a soft upendo song kwa john mayer that kind of related to our situation.I turned it up and sang along.
link
"When I look into your eyes,It's like watching the night sky,Or a beautiful sunrise,There's so much they hold,And just like them old stars,I see that you've come so far,To be right where wewe are,How old is your soul?I won't give up on us,Even if the skies get rough,I'm giving wewe all my love,I'm still looking up."I sang along.
How was I going to make this up to Amber?
I broke her moyo and when she turned her back on me,she broke mine.It was my fault,and she should blame me.
It was about 9:30 pm when I arrived out side her apartment.
I was slightly drizzling and the wind was blowing so I rushed to the door.I knocked twice and waited a moment.
Mrs.Rose opened the door,and looked at me with shame.
"Can I speak to her?"
"Its shame,that some people in this world have the audacity after breaking anothers heart."she ignored me.
David stepped out and looked at me.
"Why are wewe here?"he asked me.
"I need to talk to her..."
"You want to,you don't need to."he corrected me.
For being 13,he was pretty tough.
Mrs.rose stepped back in the apartment closing the screen door behind her.
"I don't know who wewe think wewe are,but she's my sister.And you'll always come sekunde after us cause we know pain.I bet wewe don't even know what happen to her parents au about her scars."he looked at me in disgust."But I do,I was there for her when she couldn't sleep.I was there to wipe her tears.I was there because she allowed me to be."I he spoke a bit louder.
"David,Please.I know I messed up-"
"Don't even."He hissed."Ill give wewe 15 dakika with her ,15 dakika are up and your not gone.I calling the police,but just know we are first in her life."
I smiled slightly and shook his hand.
I went inside and when I was outside her door,I took a deep breath in.I turned the knob and went inside.
She was on her kitanda sleeping.I went ands at kwa her bedside.
She looked so cute sleeping.I leaned over and kissed her on the cheek.Her eyes fluttered open,but when she seen it was me she frown and pulled the blanket over her head.
"Look for the girl with the broken smile,Ask her if she wants to stay awhile,And she will be loved,And she will be loved"I sung our song softly.She moaned and turned on her side.
"Yea,the blankets going to hide you."I chuckled then pulling the blanket back down to expose her pretty face.
"Go away.Im mad at you."she mumbled then closing her eyes again.I caught her when she was to tired to argue.
"I know,and I feel like a jerk."
"you are a jerk."she whispered.
Ambers POV:
"I'm sorry,I should have respected you.You deserve better."he said.
I didn't bother looking at him,I just rolled my eyes.
"Liam told me wewe missed me."
"Damn it,Liam.It was suppose to be a secert."I whined.
I bit my lip and buried my face in my pillow.
"I upendo you."he alisema running his fingers through his hair.
Even when I was pissed I still felt butterflies in my stomach when he told me he loved me.I took a breath in,and I flipped on to my back looking up at him.How could I stay mad at him?
"I mean it too,I not saying just out of habit.Amber,I really upendo you,and I don't want to lose you."
I sat up and wiped my eyes.
I put on the slightest smile.I leaned in and kissed him softly.
"I upendo wewe to,I'm just confused."
"I know,I did wewe wrong and I feel like a total ass.And Liam wants me out of his room."
I smiled and giggled.
He kissed me on the lips a bit zaidi deeply as he wrapped his arms around me.I linked my hands together and let them hang from his neck.I sweetly kissed him again with a smile.
He dug into his pocket and pulled out a small box.I pulled back and looked at him,his eyes drilling into me.He opened the box and represented a ring.My mouth dropped.
"Amber,will you...."
-writers note-
Hah,cliffhanger.
So I have decide on my new book.
....you people are so helpful on voting.*sarcasm*
I'm going with Life with out Liam.
I have named it *drumroll* "It's To Cold Outside For Angels To Fly."
:) YAY! I already wrote the first chapter.
Yes they will be in chapters,writing it on Wattpad so it'll take zaidi time :P
I made a cover for it.*google picture then add my name*
LMAO!
Yea,well until the inayofuata post.
Keep your fucks close and your fucks closer.(Yea,I know language,but this is me not giving a fuck)
Pipe the fuck down!
Peace.
Mileys P.O.V
i started balling in tears seeing the bullet i carefully took it out. i checked his moyo beat. nothing i yellled for everybody to come. i unbuckled his shati and saw another gunshot in his chest. i fall to the ground shaking crying in tears everybody comes runnig down almost falling. they see the gunshot and fall down crying to. we all call the police and they investigate everything. "it cant end like this it cant" i say crying miley holding me. "why?" asks miley. "cus im im pregnant i wanted to tell him but he died when i was" i say ballng again. everybody turns in shock. i cry holding my tummy i cry zaidi whne they pick harrys body up. i start hypervenilatng almost not breathing. everybody is hugging me tightly.
_________________2 years later______________
i was playing with darcy at the park. we were okay like we were with miley and the lads they all piched in every way they could.
i started balling in tears seeing the bullet i carefully took it out. i checked his moyo beat. nothing i yellled for everybody to come. i unbuckled his shati and saw another gunshot in his chest. i fall to the ground shaking crying in tears everybody comes runnig down almost falling. they see the gunshot and fall down crying to. we all call the police and they investigate everything. "it cant end like this it cant" i say crying miley holding me. "why?" asks miley. "cus im im pregnant i wanted to tell him but he died when i was" i say ballng again. everybody turns in shock. i cry holding my tummy i cry zaidi whne they pick harrys body up. i start hypervenilatng almost not breathing. everybody is hugging me tightly.
_________________2 years later______________
i was playing with darcy at the park. we were okay like we were with miley and the lads they all piched in every way they could.
hi...frnds im gonna write a new fanfic from tomorrow onwards named as "Sooooo cute..."
I want wewe all to sugesst names for the characters of my fanfic.....
the names should start from the letters
1."L"
2."H"
3."N"
4."Z"
and the ride is gonna start from tmrw...enjoy
and it would be only for a week.... and later i might write one makala per week...
i'm now currently busy with my exam which is to be held tmrw so could anyone send me an image for my article? plz....u can send the image to this mail id:
nivi20997@gmail.com
Thanks for ur kind help :D
I want wewe all to sugesst names for the characters of my fanfic.....
the names should start from the letters
1."L"
2."H"
3."N"
4."Z"
and the ride is gonna start from tmrw...enjoy
and it would be only for a week.... and later i might write one makala per week...
i'm now currently busy with my exam which is to be held tmrw so could anyone send me an image for my article? plz....u can send the image to this mail id:
nivi20997@gmail.com
Thanks for ur kind help :D
Maddision's P.O.V
I woke up with Niall hugging me tightly. I quietlygot away and left for some breakfast. When I left the hotel I sighed and went out. "don't get Lost don't get lost" the thoughts repeted in my head. It was good at first the wind blowing at the perfect speed. I was walking when like 40 mashabiki surrounded me. I signed like 20 papers took like 70 pictures. But hujambo it was pretty fun. I left the cafe and headed back when paparazzi showed up I ran in and heard to the flat. Great I thought in my head. When I went inside Miley and Harry were watching t.v. "did wewe get surrounded kwa fans" alisema Harry. "yeah why"I alisema out of breath. "cause wewe are a mess no offense". alisema Louis waking up. I hopped in the kuoga imba loudly.
Nialls P.O.V
I woke up and heard madision singing. I gestured the boys and madision to come. Wow she sang beautifully we were listening when the water stopped we ran down stairs and were in the living room.
I woke up with Niall hugging me tightly. I quietlygot away and left for some breakfast. When I left the hotel I sighed and went out. "don't get Lost don't get lost" the thoughts repeted in my head. It was good at first the wind blowing at the perfect speed. I was walking when like 40 mashabiki surrounded me. I signed like 20 papers took like 70 pictures. But hujambo it was pretty fun. I left the cafe and headed back when paparazzi showed up I ran in and heard to the flat. Great I thought in my head. When I went inside Miley and Harry were watching t.v. "did wewe get surrounded kwa fans" alisema Harry. "yeah why"I alisema out of breath. "cause wewe are a mess no offense". alisema Louis waking up. I hopped in the kuoga imba loudly.
Nialls P.O.V
I woke up and heard madision singing. I gestured the boys and madision to come. Wow she sang beautifully we were listening when the water stopped we ran down stairs and were in the living room.
Shapires P.O.V
I was being rushed to the hospital with Louis driving.. Eleanor and Danniell were calming down with breathing techniecs. Harry was panicking Niall was eating and cracking jokes. Liam was soothing my back. Louis was driving and making me laugh. "AHHHHH HURRY OH MY GOD IT HURTS" I say crying it feels like somebody is slamming you're stomache with a ax. We finally arrived at the hospital they rushed me in with Harry inayofuata to me during the delivery. "alright 1.2.3 PUSH" I push.
_________________3 hours later________________________
I gave birth to baby Darcy Ann styles. Harry was crying so was I. She had curly hair. Dimples. Tan. Blue green eyes.
I was being rushed to the hospital with Louis driving.. Eleanor and Danniell were calming down with breathing techniecs. Harry was panicking Niall was eating and cracking jokes. Liam was soothing my back. Louis was driving and making me laugh. "AHHHHH HURRY OH MY GOD IT HURTS" I say crying it feels like somebody is slamming you're stomache with a ax. We finally arrived at the hospital they rushed me in with Harry inayofuata to me during the delivery. "alright 1.2.3 PUSH" I push.
_________________3 hours later________________________
I gave birth to baby Darcy Ann styles. Harry was crying so was I. She had curly hair. Dimples. Tan. Blue green eyes.
