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Louis tucked a strand of your hair behind your ear,”I missed you”
wewe nodded,”I-I missed wewe too,Lou”
“What’s wrong?” Louis reached out towards you
wewe no longer felt his touch as soon as wewe opened your eyes,”Louis?”
Perrie took a kiti, kiti cha besides you,engulfing wewe in her warm arms. She pat your back softly. Harry surprisingly walked in,his eyes full of sorrow. wewe studied each of their eyes,wanting to hit them for not just telling wewe right then and there. They made it zaidi difficult just looking away from you. wewe shut your eyes again,feeling Louis inayofuata to you,holding your hand tightly.
-“I did it for you,babe” Louis whispered
“Did what?” wewe questioned,wanting to just snog him right then and there
Louis sighed,”I commit suicide. The hate got to me. I don’t want wewe to be like me. I don’t want wewe to let the hate get to you. Being with wewe was amazing. I hope one siku we can meet each other again. I upendo you,just know that. Tell the boys to continue singing. To not let my death ‘cause them to break up. Don’t let them. Tell Perrie that her and the girls should keep it up no matter how hurt Zayn is. Tell Harry to not be so depressed about me going away. I know we’re best friends,but I need him to be okay. Please.”
“LOUIS! Why’d wewe do it?!” wewe practically screamed,squeezing his hand that seemed transparent
“I did it for the sake of our love” Louis muttered,leaning in towards you-
wewe opened your eyes,”H-he’s gone,isn’t he?”
Perrie bit her bottom lip,”I’m sorry,baba. He loved you.”
Harry handed wewe a letter,shutting his eyes and giving wewe a kubeba hug. He tried to release wewe from the hug but wewe still had him in your arms.
“H-harry..I..I upendo you,okay?” wewe whispered
Harry smiled slightly,trying,”T-thank you”
wewe opened the letter~
To my beautiful girlfriend<3
I’m guessing you’re wondering where I am. Why I’m not with wewe in the bed. Why I’m not engulfing wewe in hugs. You’re wondering why am I so dumb. Well,babe,it was for the best. The hate was getting worse AND worse for me and you. I’m the one that let it get to me. I hope wewe don’t either. I just want wewe to know,I upendo wewe zaidi than I should. Keep living. We’ll meet again someday. Tell Haz,Zayn,Nialler,and Li to continue being a band. Don’t let them break up because of me. I upendo you. Don’t go into depression. Just know I miss wewe and upendo you. Tell Perrie to not let Zayn go into depression. Tell Dani the same,but for Liam. I miss you,babe. I’m sorry that I did this. I did it for the sake of us. I couldn’t take people hating on us together. I upendo wewe all. xxx
“No. No,this isn’t the end! THIS ISN’T THE END OF HIM!” wewe screamed,clutching onto Harry’s shirt.
Harry sighed,”I know that you’re not going to believe this,but it was possibly for the best of him. He had started cutting and taking pills. I knew wewe didn’t notice. That’s why he always wore longsleeves. “
wewe groaned,”I could’ve saved him,but no. I was so concieded and all I cared about was ME getting hate from fans. Those mashabiki are the reason Louis isn’t here. He could’ve came nyumbani and I would’ve ran into his arms..and..and” wewe burst into tears,”I need him.”
Harry and Perrie both stood up from the bed,heading out the door. wewe could tell they knew wewe wanted privacy right now. wewe shut the door,locking it. wewe knocked on the door to see if anyone was passing by. No one tried opening the door,you ran to the cabinets in the white restroom sink. wewe grabbed a razor,quietly slamming the cabinet door. wewe never wanted to go back to the old days,but wewe were doing it for Louis. wewe dug the razor into your skin,pressing it deeply. wewe pulled it away to see your red blood stain the white tiles of the floor. A small smile appeared on your face. wewe pressed the razor to your skin once again,digging it in your skin. wewe threw the razor to the ground as zaidi blood started flowing onto the floor. A pill bottle labelled DO NOT TAKE IF wewe HAVE DEPRESSION were obviously the ones Louis took. They were tightly closed on the sink rim. wewe snatched them from the sink rim and threw the top,taking most of them into your mouth. Only 5 of them were left. wewe took 2 zaidi and felt your eyes getting heavy. wewe started swaying from left to right,your vision getting blurry. wewe sat down on the cold hard ground,noticing your blood once again. wewe smiled up at the ceiling.
“I did it for all of you” wewe whispered as your death reached you
Your eyes closed,sending wewe away from this place. wewe and Louis watched over the boys and the girls in heaven. wewe were their guardian angels.
“I upendo you,Louis”
