upendo

Oh Payton why did wewe go,
I miss you,
wewe never knew i was
alive,
I would do any thing for you

I was always in the dark,
wewe were the sun and I was the shade,
wewe never even looked at me,
I always thought of you

Without wewe I could die,
I was so sad when wewe moved,
wewe didn't care when wewe moved,
But I will never ever forget you,
I wish wewe had met me

Every night I can't go to kitanda cause
of you,
And each night i wish wewe will
songesha back where wewe belong,
Also wish wewe loved me back
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Hi this is my small poem
Hope wewe like it its for
my upendo Payton. He was sweet
to everybody. When I meet him
all he alisema hi. I looked into his
big brown eyes and I fell in
upendo with him. Thats the only time
he ever look at me. And the time
he alisema hi he just wanted to
go out with my friend. But she
knew I liked him so she alisema no for me
And he never ever alisema anything else
to us.

The pain it hurts, It rips and tears.
Unstoppable, But I don't care.
All the lies about me, all the tears that have come.
They're all from wewe and the things you've become.
Don't wewe remember, when we were young and small?
All the secrets we shared, do wewe remember at all?
Now my hatred for wewe is growing strong.
Every insult wewe throw, why must it be so wrong?
That face makes me shake.
How much zaidi can I take?
Now do wewe see what you've done?
This happened to me.
Congratulations, you've won.
Now are wewe glad that wewe killed me inside?
because now I wish I had really died.
Of course wewe don't, you'll never know.
All the pain and suffering i'll never show.
My moyo isn't mending.
Because all you're bending back.
Only now it's black


So I'm new to this site, I was wondering maybe some Marafiki au something? I'm still figuring out this site. So yeah.. First poem posted? Yay? D:

-OfmiceandDes

This is my first poem. I don't even know if wewe would call this a poem, it's just what I was feeling right this moment. maoni tell me what wewe think.

What is he thinking? Sometimes I wonder what goes on in a guys mind. I mean when wewe look directly into his eyes for the first time au just that morning when wewe pass him in the hallway. What does he think about wewe when he sees you. When wewe say hi as wewe walk kwa him and look him in the eyes,what is he thinking. Is it, why is she looking at me that way au something else. Some people might think I'm crazy for thinking this but it crosses every girls mind sometime au another. I pass him in the hall and smile, is it just curiousity au just me wondering, what does he think about me.

wewe Hear My moyo Beat,
I lift Your Head- Our Eyes Meet
I Stare Into Those Auburn Eyes,
The Auburn Eyes Know What Comes Next...
And That Is The Long Awaited Good Bye

But With My Hands Shaking,
Anxious Auburn Eyes Awaiting
Every Part Of This Is What I've Been Dreading,
Yet Everything Up To This Moment Is Where We've Been Heading,

I Want To Tell wewe These Things,
I Wish To Sing To wewe About These Things!
These Things I Feel When wewe Are Near,
And Then Right Then- Right There I Realize My Greatest Fear...

That Is If Those Auburn Eyes Leave,
Leave Me Here.

You've got some real demons,
wewe know that right?

upendo and hate,
Black a white.
wewe don't know which is which,
Darkness au light

I'm trying to save you,
Believe me, I am.
But something makes me believe
wewe don't want to understand

wewe want to live in your world,
Created just for you
And hide in the blindness
Without a clue

The world is turning,
Nothing will last.
Promise me that when I'm gone,
wewe won't stay locked in the past

You've got some real demons,
wewe know that right?
Don't let your demons define you,
You're both darkness and light

For you, hon!!!! Because wewe asked me:D


A wild rose,
A white dove,
A peace long promised.


Death doesn't seem
So scary anymore.
I go towards the light!


I'm so close,
I hear it calling me,
I start running,
I'm almost there.

A few zaidi steps,
And I would, forever, have
Eternal peace...
I came back to the world
It wasn't my time yet!




















































Hope wewe like it:D

one siku wewe will sink
and i will hear your crys so loud,they vibrate the house in town,and when wewe fall ill hear the sounds of ppl laughing except for meee
because even though wewe did me wrong and even though wewe shut me down and even changed me and threw me around like your toy and even though wewe alisema wewe cared even though wewe werent really there and wewe made me into a monster i never kneww and took away the hope of love...but...
im not you.So i say to you.... change your life because it will not get any better with wewe tearing down the walls of everything and everyone wewe ever finally get that chance to break them...
pls just stop because the only one whos going to break the most is only you.

shadows in the night
every one keeps telling me i'll be alright
I tell myself i'll never be the same
as long as i know his name
he made me fall in upendo
we never have to fight
he makes me fell alright
he is a njiwa the sign of upendo
to feel the upendo
it fits like a glove, glovu
upendo send from above
shadows in the night
we never fight
people tell me i'll be alright
i no i won't untell he comes back to me
that will set me free
we can be
the showdows in the night
he came back to me

The darkness in my eyes
fill with tears as children cry
the sound of thunder
rings in my ears
leaving while my earth starts to flood
soaking wet and crying never seems to bother me
flying into darkness as mother yells in her sleep
blood on the white kitanda sheets on the curtains
never feel complete with sorrow and despair
to the graveyard i run and visit my father
where sunlight never hits
breath in smoke of sisters ciggeret
ashes fall to the floor
as i fall also never open my eyes
never breath again
my hollow soul finds its way nor to heaven au hell
its Lost for ever and ever
haunting earth brings me the most joy i ever had
dead nor alive i breath in darkness
but never forget me living souls
for i may have left the physical world
i have not yet left the mental world of memory
i never yet again feel the beating moyo of living
i live like no other
breath like no other
upendo like no other
but yet i burrow into the light of the world again

do wewe truely know who i am
maybe things i write seem happy, depressing, sad?
but am i any of those things?
am i really seen kwa my personality au kwa my body

the truth is i hate life
my mother is a bossy rude horrible person
my dad is never home
my sister is a lowlife girl thinking she'll fine a job

i only have TWO friends
most people i know have at least ten
Kenzie parks, Brandon Rector
there is no more

do wewe really think i eat au sleep
do wewe think i go to school
i haven't slept in like a mwezi the avoid one nightmare
that never seems to want to leave

i skip school my mom just drops me off then i run
i try to hide from my family
until they find me and hit me au kick me
do wewe really think im happy?

the last time i was happy when a friend died
i stood kwa her grave smiling
saying "Jess i'll be there soon"
think if suicide worked for her it would work for me

so inayofuata time wewe see me
ask yourself
am i like her?
do i truely know..canal?