The siku of your birth
has been labeled kwa darkness.
Your birth is your death.
wewe have died a thousand times
in your heart,
death shines in your eyes,
following wewe like a limpet.
You've died,
though wewe still breathe,
but life is just a shadow
of your past,
wewe don't see the life.
Your road is spiny,
hope is smothered and distant
to your sight.
You're on the road,
but this road is your life,
and this life is a burden of
your fate,
and past never dies until wewe die.
Your road is full of thorns,
empty and abandoned,
like your heart,
like your life.
The siku of your birth
has been labeled
kwa darkness.
It's everywhere wewe look,
you're on this road alone
and this road is the burden
of your fate,
past never dies until wewe die.
has been labeled kwa darkness.
Your birth is your death.
wewe have died a thousand times
in your heart,
death shines in your eyes,
following wewe like a limpet.
You've died,
though wewe still breathe,
but life is just a shadow
of your past,
wewe don't see the life.
Your road is spiny,
hope is smothered and distant
to your sight.
You're on the road,
but this road is your life,
and this life is a burden of
your fate,
and past never dies until wewe die.
Your road is full of thorns,
empty and abandoned,
like your heart,
like your life.
The siku of your birth
has been labeled
kwa darkness.
It's everywhere wewe look,
you're on this road alone
and this road is the burden
of your fate,
past never dies until wewe die.
upendo is Valuble as Valuble as Treaure. Once u Find it Dont Ever Let it go, When wewe Meet That speai: some one Youll ne Floating on air. But dont Let it blind you. For if wewe do Youll be Traped. Never Agian. Follow to The path to Unwatedness. For wewe will always Be loved.love is Rare like a Treasue. Find it Gide it Keep Ahold of it. if your moyo has ever been broken. if it still is. Concider Youself Homebound. The Journy is Far but wewe can make it. Throu Pain Sadness Hurt n anstangwish. From The first kiss To The last. No Matter How much wewe hutt me i Will Always upendo U
** this is the first time i have ever ilitumwa a poem in this club; i always post them on the upendo club...this is rather short but i still think its good ..please maoni and let me know if i should write zaidi **
I was told to write a beautiful nightmare for wewe ... Be the weaver of your dreams .. but they told me i should be faithful But how can I be when I never know who's hands yout soul goes in tonight...only wewe will know whats in this beautiful nightmare land... All I can do is pray that I play my cards right tonight, that i weave the right dream..weave the strongest rope to lead wewe out of NightMareLand...
The B33
I was told to write a beautiful nightmare for wewe ... Be the weaver of your dreams .. but they told me i should be faithful But how can I be when I never know who's hands yout soul goes in tonight...only wewe will know whats in this beautiful nightmare land... All I can do is pray that I play my cards right tonight, that i weave the right dream..weave the strongest rope to lead wewe out of NightMareLand...
The B33
I remember the days when i found my love.
It was a good memory only because
he treated me like i was a god
But when i spoke he would only nod.
Somedays he would refuse to talk
So when that happened i would go out to walk.
However, when i came back one day, my upendo was gone.
I searched for him every day.
And didn't stop till the end of may.
I couldn't believe it, couldn't see.
Couldn't see that my upendo left me.
Was it a mistake to walk, mistake to run.
When i searched for an answer, there was none.
There was no answer to search, but to find.
We stopped searching when it was July.
I thought it was the end of time.
He ran away, he was gone.
I felt like imba a sad song.
I ask myself a swali i ask enough,
Where oh where, is the one i love?
It was a good memory only because
he treated me like i was a god
But when i spoke he would only nod.
Somedays he would refuse to talk
So when that happened i would go out to walk.
However, when i came back one day, my upendo was gone.
I searched for him every day.
And didn't stop till the end of may.
I couldn't believe it, couldn't see.
Couldn't see that my upendo left me.
Was it a mistake to walk, mistake to run.
When i searched for an answer, there was none.
There was no answer to search, but to find.
We stopped searching when it was July.
I thought it was the end of time.
He ran away, he was gone.
I felt like imba a sad song.
I ask myself a swali i ask enough,
Where oh where, is the one i love?
She walked across the frozen lake carelessly,
It cracked under her feet threatening to break
She breathed in as she reached the middle
The ice had numbed her feet but she did not care
She liked the feeling of numbness, there was no pain
The cold night breeze numb the rest until she was shaking
She fell to the ground holding herself
She heard her name being called in the distance
But she did not call back to them
Instead she laid there waiting for death to take her.
It soon became silent and her vision faded.
Her breaths became shorter and her moyo weaker
Soon she stopped shaking and was motionless
It cracked under her feet threatening to break
She breathed in as she reached the middle
The ice had numbed her feet but she did not care
She liked the feeling of numbness, there was no pain
The cold night breeze numb the rest until she was shaking
She fell to the ground holding herself
She heard her name being called in the distance
But she did not call back to them
Instead she laid there waiting for death to take her.
It soon became silent and her vision faded.
Her breaths became shorter and her moyo weaker
Soon she stopped shaking and was motionless
of your being
now bates,
fading in the fog
of my memories.
That tenderness
inside your eyes
still calms me,
though I don't believe.
Deceit
was hiding
its root,
tho it lives
along with your
lies!
I don't believe...
I feel
your sweet words
as if those were mine.
But it seems
like those were
never real,
never mine.
I don't believe...
I want to hold you
just this once,
just to remember
why I gave my heart
to you.
But I don't.
I don't believe...
Fool my moyo again,
but don't trust me.
I'll cherish your lies
as if those are honest.
I'll keep your smile
deep inside
my heart,
but I'm not coming back,
I'm staying where I am,
along with my pain,
tho my moyo is still
calling your name.
try to find a glance..
you'll see, nothing
look at the pride covered hates,,
shinning a loud
yes,,,thats what you'll see..
her different eyes,,
shows me something hide,,
little unwell...
she's not mad..
never act..
but they say she's stranger
She walks as she fells the winds,,
she enjoys every second,,every breaths..
she knows,,If it ends ,,,She'll never regrets a things
I saw fears,,
doubt
scare...
But she alisema fine//
watched the blooms,,
ignore other's hates
fell the winds..
out of typical
she's different..
her eyes
The way wewe look at me with those eyes stings me
Stings zaidi than this kisu in my chest
The taste of blood in my mouth is sweet
Sweeter than the taste of your lieing lips
But this longing, this desire for wewe to stay
Sends cold shivers along my spine
Like tiny fangs that nibble and nip
Did wewe ever upendo me?
Did wewe ever long for my presence?
Lies au truth i'll never now know
For this dagger choses to act in my defense
Our death a silent lullaby
Our blood flowing like purest wine
But would wewe even whisper me your last goodbye?
Tell me all you've ever wanted
Enchant me with your darkest of stories of old
Let no god nor man come between wewe and I
For people will forget when we die
Cant wewe not see that this was meant to be
Cant wewe ever see
That the opheliac is me...
Stings zaidi than this kisu in my chest
The taste of blood in my mouth is sweet
Sweeter than the taste of your lieing lips
But this longing, this desire for wewe to stay
Sends cold shivers along my spine
Like tiny fangs that nibble and nip
Did wewe ever upendo me?
Did wewe ever long for my presence?
Lies au truth i'll never now know
For this dagger choses to act in my defense
Our death a silent lullaby
Our blood flowing like purest wine
But would wewe even whisper me your last goodbye?
Tell me all you've ever wanted
Enchant me with your darkest of stories of old
Let no god nor man come between wewe and I
For people will forget when we die
Cant wewe not see that this was meant to be
Cant wewe ever see
That the opheliac is me...
so easy...
Every time
I left,
I knew...
I knew
that
the sorrow
will overwhelm
my heart
sooner au later.
And I left you
so many times,
and I was back
to your lies.
I was back
just
to hug you
at least
just this once.
I was back
just to
remember
why I loved you
so much...
And I still do...
If wewe want
to feed
your vanity
with the tears
of mine,
I will never
onyesha myself
to you,
I will hide this pain
deep inside
where wewe can
never find it...
wewe will never see me
crying
for this lost,
fading love.
wewe will never see me,
you'll never find me...
I'm lost
and I'm gone.
I'm never
coming back
where my tears
are sleeping
silently,
I'm not coming back
to the same pain
that burns
inside my eyes.
~ To you, my love... ~
Angels are almost every were....
wewe gust need to know the right paces to find ...
them... there people gust like wewe and me.. but
there sweet and full of kindness and understanding..
they help the ...
.......monsters out of the darkness... they change darknesss into light... they chage the monsters
darkness to...... light the monsters are people
who hurt others... but alwase remember every one has a Angel .....watching
over them ... not in the terms of god.. in the terms of somone ......loveing and careing of them........
wewe gust need to know the right paces to find ...
them... there people gust like wewe and me.. but
there sweet and full of kindness and understanding..
they help the ...
.......monsters out of the darkness... they change darknesss into light... they chage the monsters
darkness to...... light the monsters are people
who hurt others... but alwase remember every one has a Angel .....watching
over them ... not in the terms of god.. in the terms of somone ......loveing and careing of them........
wewe have built
the ukuta around
yourself,
so nobody can see,
so nobody can feel
the cage
wewe live in.
Nights
spent in thinking,
spent in turmoil,
but who will know,
who will see,
who cares
to think
of the cage
wewe live in?
The same song
over and over again.
The same song
inside your mind.
But who will know?
Who cares?
Nobody
can hear
anyway.
Nobody can see
the cage
wewe live in.
It's only you
inside your agony,
along with your pain,
your demons
are feeding with your
toss,
they live inside,
they remain in fear,
nobody can see
the cage
wewe live in.
They crawl
inside your skin,
poisoning your blood,
disturbing your mind.
Your demons,
they live inside.
Your demons are
pent in your mind,
so they can feed
kwa the riots
of your soul,
so they can remain
in your fear,
but nobody can see
the cage
wewe live in.
The Shines of that days still burning my eyes.....
about Him,,,
About Us
how can I pretends that I don't care
when every night in my Dark dreams...
Im still cry for you...
Saying your name become forbidden words to Me,,,
how could u turns instantly
to be stranger,,,
where did u saved our laughs??
our dreams about how future ,hopes ,,love,,
would saved the day...
in the words about him....
I pray to see those face again...
"how's live?"
'how's love?"
God ,Give me chances to say the words of Him Again..
In My Life..
in My every breaths
in my every songesha
Words About Him,,,"Im here,,,,,,,still Miss US"
about Him,,,
About Us
how can I pretends that I don't care
when every night in my Dark dreams...
Im still cry for you...
Saying your name become forbidden words to Me,,,
how could u turns instantly
to be stranger,,,
where did u saved our laughs??
our dreams about how future ,hopes ,,love,,
would saved the day...
in the words about him....
I pray to see those face again...
"how's live?"
'how's love?"
God ,Give me chances to say the words of Him Again..
In My Life..
in My every breaths
in my every songesha
Words About Him,,,"Im here,,,,,,,still Miss US"
As The time pass over me,,,
I Can't stop the clock from Moving
why am I still Wait Here?
stand besides Dark And the Light of the pain...
I just Can watch them passing ,moving ,saying ,,,,anything............
But I've Lost My self..
where did I stand, who should I wait..Can I have enough time to breath again,,,after swallowed in somewhere off the past..
As I Lied here And cry,,
to My self..
To My moyo
To the Believers And the Lovers,,
they can see how i've passed it all...
But, they Can taste it,,
even they want me to share it...
you'll never know..as i say to Them,,
you'll never understands this...
How Can wewe say the word that wewe never listen before,,,
as I realized it...and i still stand in the same pouring rain,,,,,then CRY
I Can't stop the clock from Moving
why am I still Wait Here?
stand besides Dark And the Light of the pain...
I just Can watch them passing ,moving ,saying ,,,,anything............
But I've Lost My self..
where did I stand, who should I wait..Can I have enough time to breath again,,,after swallowed in somewhere off the past..
As I Lied here And cry,,
to My self..
To My moyo
To the Believers And the Lovers,,
they can see how i've passed it all...
But, they Can taste it,,
even they want me to share it...
you'll never know..as i say to Them,,
you'll never understands this...
How Can wewe say the word that wewe never listen before,,,
as I realized it...and i still stand in the same pouring rain,,,,,then CRY