To My Love, I hate to upendo wewe but i dont upendo to hate you, wewe touch my hand and tell me wewe need me but then in a moments notice wewe push me aside and tell me to go, wewe make me a hundred feet tall then one foot small, your soft smile i shall allways hold but your words of sharp glass i dare to take but to stumble at the hurdle i needed to pass the most will forever haunt me im sorry my dear anna for ever letting wewe go but i shall never be sorry for loving you, holding your hand feeling a spark looking in your eyes and seeing only magic i shall never be sorry for that never
its not dark.
Over hatetred,
never be betraded.
Very loving,
really touching.
Everyone loves another,
we will be always together.
upendo is importent to others,
even sister and brothers.
Their is no hatetred,
no body is hated.
Roses bloom,
they grew.
Tears and blood,
there is a ton.
Nightmare dosent scare,
its always fair.
No one can onyesha fear,
not even near.
Memories can bring pain,
that problem is main.
THE END
THANK wewe FOR kusoma THIS!
As night falls
All creatures of the Earth fall to a slumber
Visions of magic, laughter and sorrow fill the dreamland
The mind gives wewe freedom...
Places you've never been
Strange worlds that wewe create
What a joy to dream!
But dreams can bring sadness and sorrow...
Death can plague the mind
Torture and fear
Monsters will come to play
Games that are not for pleasure
But...what it is a dream within a dream?
You're asleep but awake
Can't escape!
The world is upside down but changes
To your command
wewe will be here forever?
Would wewe want to stay in this world?
Never grow old but only wewe exist
To live in the dreamland au wake up
And go on living in the awaken world
Both are filled with nightmares and happiness
Which one?
First that we've argue...
U seems to take it away
as it never happened..
and i Don'T Know Why
U told me that story
need time to be alone
I believe..that u'll be honest
But U DON'T
Hugs u the sekunde way we met
Fells like strange..
what's wrong...?
u tell 'nothing'
But I fell It...
U LIE...
And I keep Quite
Why Did U do This To me?
What For?
Everytime u Lie,
I just CAn't Say Nothing But smile
How upendo sealed My Mouth Then MAke Me Numb
How Honest Make me always give u another Chances
But Betrayed on My Back..
U seems to take it away
as it never happened..
and i Don'T Know Why
U told me that story
need time to be alone
I believe..that u'll be honest
But U DON'T
Hugs u the sekunde way we met
Fells like strange..
what's wrong...?
u tell 'nothing'
But I fell It...
U LIE...
And I keep Quite
Why Did U do This To me?
What For?
Everytime u Lie,
I just CAn't Say Nothing But smile
How upendo sealed My Mouth Then MAke Me Numb
How Honest Make me always give u another Chances
But Betrayed on My Back..
If wewe ever leave me remember these things: wewe give me hope to be strong when i am weak. wewe made me smile when no one else could. wewe gave me hope in general! I know this wont stop wewe but one thing is wewe were the most important person in my life. I smiled when i heard your name and I cried when we werent O. I was upset when I havent seen u in a long time. But remember the memories we shared, The times we cried and the times we felt lied to together. Without u i will feel unwanted and dead...I think without u id die and smile cause one siku ill see wewe again and have u as a friend.Until then ill miss u...over and over again
Theeee Enddd!
Theeee Enddd!
The chance of fears the only reason
you're awake.
We decrease in size
when burdened with your mind,
but wewe know escape is to run...
In a constant commotion -
When I speak it's revulsion
maybe you'll disappear...
Recall the past when
wewe were strong.
Those distant days,
it seems,are now forever gone.
You'll increase desire
to wander and retire,
but wewe know escape is to run.
In a constant commotion -
When I speak it's revulsion
maybe you'll disappear
♥ Paradise lost- Disappear ♥
Beautiful song
Lost
ALONE
INSUCURE
BLOOD DRIPPING DOWN MY FACE
BRUISES STINGING MY TRANSLUCENT BODY
DEATH CALLING ME
upendo DETACHING FROM ME
MY moyo BEING RIPPED FROM MY BODY
MY MUCSLES HURTING
A SICK FEELING IN MY STOMACH
IN THE FETAL POSISTION
TEARS ESCAPING MY EYES
MUSCLES TENSE
BARE FOOTED
SCABS BREAKING
ROOTS STABBING MY BODY
GLASS BROKEN
A PICTURE ON THE FLOOR
REMINDING ME OF MEMORYS
OF A FOREST
OF OUR OLD LIFE
WHEN wewe LOVED ME
GRABBING A kisu
DRAWING BLOOD
FROM MY FACE
MY LIFE FLASHING BEFORE ME
THE PAIN OF EVERY SAD MOMENT
MADE ME MAKE MY DISSISION
I DREW THE kisu TO MY NECK
SLIT MY FLOAT
AND WATCHED THE BLOOD POOL AROUND ME
LIFE DRAWING OUT OF MY EYES
MY SOUL
RISING FROM MY BODY
GOD EMBRACING ME
THE LOOK IN YOUR EYES
WHEN wewe FOUND ME
I WAS Lost
ALONE
INSUCURE
BLOOD DRIPPING DOWN MY FACE
BRUISES STINGING MY TRANSLUCENT BODY
DEATH CALLING ME
upendo DETACHING FROM ME
MY moyo BEING RIPPED FROM MY BODY
MY MUCSLES HURTING
A SICK FEELING IN MY STOMACH
IN THE FETAL POSISTION
TEARS ESCAPING MY EYES
MUSCLES TENSE
BARE FOOTED
SCABS BREAKING
ROOTS STABBING MY BODY
GLASS BROKEN
A PICTURE ON THE FLOOR
REMINDING ME OF MEMORYS
OF A FOREST
OF OUR OLD LIFE
WHEN wewe LOVED ME
GRABBING A kisu
DRAWING BLOOD
FROM MY FACE
MY LIFE FLASHING BEFORE ME
THE PAIN OF EVERY SAD MOMENT
MADE ME MAKE MY DISSISION
I DREW THE kisu TO MY NECK
SLIT MY FLOAT
AND WATCHED THE BLOOD POOL AROUND ME
LIFE DRAWING OUT OF MY EYES
MY SOUL
RISING FROM MY BODY
GOD EMBRACING ME
THE LOOK IN YOUR EYES
WHEN wewe FOUND ME
I WAS Lost
Ok i have no clue why i am uandishi this but I kinda upendo it so enjoy:)
Hide from all
My sweet remembrance
To wewe I kubeba my soul
Hide from all
my sweet remembrance
to wewe I sing this song
Hide low
hide high
hide far
hide low
the fear is rising
now go
Hide from all
my sweet remembrance
to wewe I can't be lost
Hide from all
my sweet remembrance
To wewe I can Love
Hide from fear
Hide from Sorrow
Hide from pain
Hide Shame
The climax is coming
Your Fame
Hide from all
my sweet remembrance
Hide from all
My sweet remembrance
To wewe I kubeba my soul
Hide from all
my sweet remembrance
to wewe I sing this song
Hide low
hide high
hide far
hide low
the fear is rising
now go
Hide from all
my sweet remembrance
to wewe I can't be lost
Hide from all
my sweet remembrance
To wewe I can Love
Hide from fear
Hide from Sorrow
Hide from pain
Hide Shame
The climax is coming
Your Fame
Hide from all
my sweet remembrance
an old Poem I wrote its twilight though!
Her eyes just sparkled
inaonyesha his reflection
inaonyesha his angelic face
her eyes just sparkled
as he drew closer
as his mouth kissed her
her eyes just sparkled
knowing the truth
knowing that their upendo is eternal
knowing she chose the right one
her eyes sparkled
making time stand still
making blood lust stop
her eyes just saw him
She just wanted him
he kissed her again
forgetting his blood lust
his fight
Just kissing her
and playing with her long blond hair
her perfect beutiful curls
Her eyes just sparkled
longing for him
he picked her up
running far
running into the distance
running fast
trees going kwa as a blur
as she held him
she loved him
he was hers
and he knew she was his Angel
and forever she would be
she saved him
he forever loved her for that
she was perfect
she was his
so he ran on
sheltering her
from harm
Her eyes just sparkled
inaonyesha his reflection
inaonyesha his angelic face
her eyes just sparkled
as he drew closer
as his mouth kissed her
her eyes just sparkled
knowing the truth
knowing that their upendo is eternal
knowing she chose the right one
her eyes sparkled
making time stand still
making blood lust stop
her eyes just saw him
She just wanted him
he kissed her again
forgetting his blood lust
his fight
Just kissing her
and playing with her long blond hair
her perfect beutiful curls
Her eyes just sparkled
longing for him
he picked her up
running far
running into the distance
running fast
trees going kwa as a blur
as she held him
she loved him
he was hers
and he knew she was his Angel
and forever she would be
she saved him
he forever loved her for that
she was perfect
she was his
so he ran on
sheltering her
from harm
I stand alone in the color while my thoughts bleed from my mind. Oh how I wish that wewe would come save me. Save me from this beauty. It continues these lights, they flash and dart across my face. Mocking me, and teasing of their freedom. The freedom they have to songesha and dance.
It is all that I do not have. That, and you. wewe used to make the lights of my life dance and songesha and make the most beautiful array. Yet now all they do, these beautiful lights and colors, is bring me pain. I knew wewe weren't coming, I know wewe wont come. I know, and I knew, that wewe never did. I've tried to forget you, Ive tried to songesha on. But, no, these lights and colors continue their eternal dance of mockery and mercilessness.
wewe see your life's fading away.
Now it seems like you've always known
that life wewe have will always be the path of thorns,
You've seen it, oh, wewe have seen it long ago
In the depths of your eyes.
Dark has never been so silent,
While the steps of death are too loud,
So dreadful for the hope that muda wake unaisha slowly.
These moments of sorrow extinguished you,
Harrowing your mind, only the dark were there,
Misery and lonely death were calling your name.
Why is death so painful for others,
Yours has always been present,
In your thoughts, In your absence,
In this sadnees, in despair.
The siku is Ending
The sun is Setting
All is over
But i am sad
My moyo is still grey
My Marafiki are mad at me
And i am still sad
I go to sleep
But i can not stop thinking of what i have done
Will my Marafiki ever Forgive me
And i am still Sad
I Have hurt a friend and Choked another
What have i done
And i am still sad
Why have i done this why
I have been tricked
Betrayed even
kwa the Evil one
I must get him
Pay him for what he has done to me
When i have done so my Marafiki will be happy
And so will i
The sun is Setting
All is over
But i am sad
My moyo is still grey
My Marafiki are mad at me
And i am still sad
I go to sleep
But i can not stop thinking of what i have done
Will my Marafiki ever Forgive me
And i am still Sad
I Have hurt a friend and Choked another
What have i done
And i am still sad
Why have i done this why
I have been tricked
Betrayed even
kwa the Evil one
I must get him
Pay him for what he has done to me
When i have done so my Marafiki will be happy
And so will i