wewe never know what wewe have until wewe lose it, and once wewe lose it, wewe can never get it back.

My moyo was taken kwa you... broken kwa you... and now it is in pieces because of you.

upendo is like falling down... in the end you're left hurt, scarred, and with a memory of it forever.

You're the one who broke my heart, you're the reason my world fell apart, you're the one who made me cry, yet I'm still in upendo with wewe and I don't know why.

A million words would not bring wewe back, I know because I've tried, neither would a million tears, I know I've cried.

Wanting him is hard to forget, loving him is hard to regret, losing him is hard to accept, but even with all the hurt I've felt, letting go is the most painful yet.

Sometimes the memories are worth the pain.

Sometime wewe just have to hold your head up high, blink away the tears and say good-bye.

For a few dakika wewe made me feel as though I actually meant something to someone.

We are afraid to care to much, for fear that the other person does not care at all.

People think it is holding on that makes wewe stronger, but sometimes it's letting go.

I made a choice to finally let go, because I can't stand the pain, it's time for my last tear to fall and smile again.

I cried today... not because I miss you... au even wanted you... but because I realized I'm gonna be all right without you.

I wish he meant it when he kissed me cause then I could look back and see someone who loved me but I can only go back and see someone who used me.

wewe always say wewe hate to see me hurt, and wewe hate to see me cry. So all those times that wewe hurt me, did wewe close your eyes?

Sad isn't it? How no matter what wewe do au say to me... when wewe come running back... when wewe need me again... I'll be here... right here waiting for you, I'll take wewe back... no maswali asked. Sad isn't it?

So... from now on... when wewe think of me... just remember that I could've been the best thing wewe ever had.

Why did I break up with him? Well ,it's like, once I sat down and looked at the situation, all the pieces lying on the floor, it just wasn't a puzzle anymore. None of the pieces fit together. And even if I tried really hard, the pieces, well they were two different puzzles. That's why I did it, he needs to understand that.

wewe hurt me zaidi then I deserve, how can wewe be so cruel? I upendo wewe zaidi then wewe deserve, why am I such a fool?

wewe asked me what was wrong, I smiled and alisema nothing, when wewe turned around and a tear came down and I whispered to myself... everything is.

wewe wonder why I don't talk to wewe anymore and please believe me when I say it's not that I don't want to, it's just that everything I want to say I can't tell wewe anymore.

I don't know which I would rather believe... that wewe never did care au that wewe eventually stopped.

Hold my hand, just one zaidi time, so I can remind myself why it is that I can't get over you.

I think its time I let wewe go... and that is hard to do because part of me will be in upendo with wewe for the rest of my life.

While I was holding on all wewe did was let go.

Sometimes it's better to be alone. No one can hurt wewe that way.

I just wonder how many people never get the one they want, but end up with the one they're supposed to have.

The hardest thing about growing up is that wewe have to do what is right for wewe even if it means breaking someone's heart. Including your own.

All I'm asking for is one night together. Just wewe and me. All alone. And if wewe can honestly say wewe don't feel anything for me after that night, I will finally let wewe go.

Sometimes all wewe need is a broken moyo to realize that something even better is right in front of our eyes, just waiting to be found.

Of course, you're going to get your moyo broken. And it isn't just going to happen once, but a lot. That's just part of growing up, and it makes wewe stronger. Then wewe can handle it better inayofuata time. wewe may not get through it yourself, but your Marafiki will help wewe through it. And you'll be a stronger person because of it. Then one siku someone will come along, and it'll all pay off and no one will ever break your moyo again.

No one can promise they'll never hurt wewe because at one time au another, it will happen. The real promise is if the time wewe spend together will be worth the pain in the end.

The worst feeling in the world is knowing you've been used and lied to.

Frustrated because I can't tell if it's real. Mad because I don't know how wewe feel. Upset because we can't make it right. Sad because I need wewe siku and night. Angry because wewe won't take my hand. Aggravated because wewe don't understand. Disappointed because we can't be together, but still I'll upendo wewe forever.

Maybe they are right. Maybe I did get my hopes up too high. Maybe I was in over my head. Maybe I am the stupid one for ever thinking that wewe loved me, but maybe, just maybe, I am tired of being alone.

Every time I see him all cool, calm and collected, I lose my breath, my moyo starts pounding, and I am painfully aware that I am not over him and he is over me.

I don't know which is worse, being the one with the broken moyo au being the person that breaks the hearts.

It's not that we aren't meant to be together, I think that we're just not ready for forever.

wewe always have an out. An exit strategy to make sure wewe don't get hurt. wewe always walk always. wewe walk away before they can walk away from you.

Today was just one of those days where everything I did reminded me of wewe and every song I heard somehow related to you. I hate days like today, because they remind me of the one thing I dont have.

There were reasons we met, reasons for the good times and reasons for the bad times, and most importantly a reason to end. We have zaidi to learn, zaidi to experience and zaidi loving to do in this lifetime.

Somehow I know we'll meet again, not quite sure where and not sure when, your in my moyo so until then good-bye.

Broken moyo again. Another lesson learned. Better know your friends. au wewe will get burned.

This time it's over I'm keeping my heart, I'm gonna be strong and not fall apart... it'll get better, I'll no longer cry... in a couple of weeks I won't want to die, I won't want to go back. I'll be able to sleep, it won't hurt so bad and it won't hurt so deep!

I would like to thank you, for inaonyesha me a part of myself that I have never seen. Yeah we were young and dumb, but it still was fun and I guess these things just tend to fall apart and I hope wewe feel the same.

Sometimes we must get hurt in order to grow; we must fail in order to know. Sometimes our vision only clears after our eyes are washed away with tears.

I know I'm not completely over him. He still crosses my mind several times a day, but with each one of those times, a feeling of contempt also passes through my heart. Maybe if this happens enough, my moyo will become completely hardened to him, and I'll get to the point where he doesn't affect me anymore.---Beth_Lynn_14

Walk nyumbani drowning these memories in the rain biting my lip to transfer this pain, your gone and I'm still going through withdrawals, inayofuata time around I'll build a stronger wall.

I'm afraid to give wewe my all, I'm afraid to upendo wewe completely. What if behind your beautiful face and kind words wewe are just bribing me. Maybe wewe are just reeling me in until wewe turn around and drop me. I'd fall so far and never be able to recover, I wish I could see the ending sometimes. I would know if I should hold on to wewe and keep going au just let it all end before I get up too high.--- samrushing

I'm going to stay with wewe because wewe need a friend, but thats all I'm going to be. No zaidi sex, no zaidi hands in places they shouldn't be, no zaidi giving wewe my moyo so wewe can stamp all over it.

I miss all the little things. Like him driving with his hand resting on my knee and the way we'd share a big gooey ice cream. But I especially miss the hot nights in those motel rooms when he was all around me, the taste, and the scent and the feel of him. And I'd fall asleep in his arms, with the sound of his heartbeat being the last thing I heard before going to sleep. I ache with longing.

wewe and me are inevitable, you're all that makes me happy but if wewe break my moyo again, I'll kill you.

upendo hurts. I say that because I know. upendo is... au was amazing. It's an incredible feeling to know what he's going to say. It's zaidi incredible the way he has me on the edge of my kiti, kiti cha because he's so completely random, I never know what's coming next. It's hard to explain, but he filled some void in me, and now, without him, I'm missing something again. I wonder if it will ever truly, whole heartedly be filled again. I just don't want to know what it's like to hurt any more...

I've been laying here all night, listening to the rain. Talking to my moyo and trying to explain. Why sometimes I catch myself wondering what might have been. Yes I do think about you, every now and then.

I'm not afraid of heights, I'm afraid of falling. I'm not scared of the dark, I'm scared of what's in it. I'm not afraid of love, I'm afraid of not being loved back.

In this weird twisted way, I know wewe miss me liking you, not because I want to believe it's true, but because you'll never find a girl that can put up with wewe like I did; you'll never find a girl who will care as much as I did, because no one will waste all there upendo on someone like you, like I did.

I didn't ask for it to be over, but then again, I didn't ask for it to begin. For that's the way it is with life, as some of the most beautiful days come completely kwa chance. But even the most beautiful days eventually have their sunsets.

I wish I saved all the tears I cried for wewe so I could fucking drown wewe in them.

I tried to hold onto what we had, but wewe didn't even make an effort. wewe lied wewe cheated and left me to cry all alone once again. And when I return looking zaidi beautiful and confident than ever before all I want wewe to realize is what wewe had and what wewe will never have again. --- birdie565

It's amazing after all we've been through the good times and the bad how we can walk past each other and pretend like it never happened give each other an awkward smile and songesha on.

Perhaps I saw what I wanted to see in him and made him to be zaidi than he was.

The tough thing about following wewe moyo is that people forget to mention that sometimes the moyo takes wewe to places wewe shouldn't be. Places that are scary as they are exciting and as dangerous as they are alluring. Sometimes your moyo cannot take wewe to places that lead to happy ending. That's not even the difficult part; the difficult part is when wewe follow your heart, wewe leave normal; wewe go into the unknown and once wewe do wewe can never go back.

Am I mad at you? That's your main concern after shattering my whole world? Mad for what? Breaking my heart? au for all the lies? Maybe for letting me put all my trust in wewe only to be betrayed? How about the fact wewe didn't even have the decency to tell me to my face? au the way wewe think it's crazy that I'm crying over it cause to wewe breaking up is no big deal. Am I mad at you?... no. zaidi like crushed... did I ever really know you?

It's really painful to say goodbye to someone that wewe don't want to let go but its even zaidi painful to ask someone to stay if they never wanted to stay.

In upendo wewe find the oddest combinations; materialistic people find themselves in upendo with idealists; clingers fall in upendo with players; homebodies capture and try to smother butterflies. It it wasn't so serious we could laugh at it.

I was never one to patiently pick up broken fragments and glue them together again and tell myself that the mending whole was good as new. What is broken is broken - and I'd rather remember it as it was at its best than mend it and see the broken places as long as I lived.

A sad thing in life is when wewe meet someone who means a lot to you, only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be and wewe just have to let go.

wewe didn't intentionally break my heart, wewe even alisema wewe were sorry, but I cried anyway... I know the truth that you're to scared to admit, you're with her, but when wewe look at me, wewe can't even remember her name...

I'm so paranoid of getting hurt. I am always getting my moyo broken over and over. My moyo has so many scars and bruises all over it. I don't know how much just one moyo can
take really, and I don't really want to find out either.

upendo is a perky elf dancing a merry little jig and then suddenly he turns on wewe with a miniature machine gun.

After a while, wewe learn the difference between holding a hand, and falling in love. You'll learn kisses don't always mean something. Promises can be broken just as easily as they were made, and as hard as it is to believe, sometimes goodbyes are forever.

Life doesn't hurt until wewe have time to yourself to think about how things have changed, who you've Lost along the way, and how much of it is your fault.

Let me ruin your life, let me break your heart, then I'll ask wewe why we can't be friends. Let me rip your world into little pieces, let me destroy who wewe thought wewe were, and then I'll ask if we can be friends.

I just want someone to come up to me and kiss me and tell me that they're in upendo with me. I don't just want it though. I need it. I'm desperate for it.

It's like once you've been hurt, you're so scared to get attached again. wewe have this fear that every person wewe start to fall for, is just going to break your moyo again.

If wewe don't upendo me at my worst then wewe don't deserve me at my best.

Just let me ask wewe something...if I happen to walk out of this room right now and never come back, and just forget everything and leave it all behind would wewe be okay with that? Because I have 5 steps til I close this door and wewe have 5 sekunde to make up your mind...starting now...

Make me stay. Say something sweet and tender and untrue and make me stay.

The hardest thing about knowing wewe don't upendo me
is that wewe spent so much time pretending that wewe did.

Like being in upendo there must be a corresponding painful side like losing in love, it's just a fact of life. --- Daria

If I asked him, would he even know the color of my eyes?

There's only one "reason" a man dumps you; he doesn't want you.

wewe really know wewe upendo someone when all wewe want is for them to be happy, even if that means that wewe are not a part of it.

It's not my fault if I can't help looking at you. It's not my fault if I can't stop calling you. It's not my fault I do like you. My only mistake was to fall to much in upendo with you.

Sometimes - no matter how long, au how much wewe upendo someone, they will never upendo wewe back and somehow wewe have to learn to be okay with that.

If your gonna make me cry, at least be there to wipe away the tears.

I'm holding on to something that used to be there hoping it will come back, knowing it won't.

I want wewe to know that wewe will never find another girl that will put up with as much crap as I do and enjoy it. wewe will never find another girl that will put up with wewe and upendo wewe the way I do. Just so wewe know.

There's always that one special person that no matter what they do to you, wewe just cant let them go.

At first, I cried because I didn't have wewe why do I still cry now that I do?

How could wewe make me upendo wewe and then not be there to upendo me back?

I sit here and think about everything that happened this past week and not a single tear runs down my cheek. Maybe its because I'm too hurt to cry, au maybe I'm just to mad at you.

Maybe just maybe its my hearts way of telling me this isn't over yet.

What do wewe do when the only person who can stop your tears is the one making wewe cry.

I'd like to think I'll be happy again, but I really need to just stop and cry now, and sometimes I wish I could just scream at you, and onyesha wewe what wewe do to me.

And even though wewe lied, and even though wewe pretended to care I can't seem to get wewe out of my mind and even though it seems like I should be over you, with every tear that falls, it reminds me of how much I am still in upendo with you.

Have wewe ever hated somebody so much that wewe wish they would just leave and never come back but yet, loved them so much, wewe knew youd die if they did?

I've been through this pain before I've even cried these tears before but to get wewe back, I'd go through so much more.

I'm going to smile like nothings wrong, talk like everythings perfect, act like its just a dream and pretend that he's not hurting me.

The truth of the matter is, I still have feelings for you. And no matter how many times I tell myself that I'm better off with out you, a part of me just won't let go.

I know I made a lot of stupid mistakes in my life, but the worst one was thinking the person who hurt me the most wouldn't hurt me again.

I feel like I am sitting in a room full of people that I love, and wewe know what, they just don't care that I upendo them. They don't care whether au not I live au die. To them I'm just another girl, just another stranger. To me, they are my best friends, the only people I have left.

I'm scared to fall in love, scared to fall fast, because every time I fall in love, it never seems to last.

You're the reason I live and the reason I die, you're the reason

I smile yet break down and cry, you're the reason I keep going and the reason I fall, cause without wewe in my life I'm nothing at all.

I have waited for wewe for 2 years and I will wait for wewe for the rest of my life. Even if that means I have to give wewe up for the rest of my life, I will wait for you. I upendo wewe that much and nothing will ever change that.

I'm gonna smile, because I wanna make wewe happy, laugh, so wewe won't see me cry. I'm gonna let wewe go in style, and even if it kills me, I'm gonna smile.

Love? It's kind of complicated, but I'll tell wewe this the sekunde you're willing to make yourself miserable to make someone else happy, that's upendo right there.

wewe fuck me, then stub me. wewe upendo me, wewe hate me. wewe onyesha me a sensitive side, then wewe turn into a total asshole. Is this a pretty accurate description of our relationship. (This was just how me and my now ex boyfriend were.)

wewe asked me what was wrong, I smiled and alisema nothing, when wewe turned around and a tear came down and I whispered to myself everything is.

I am in upendo with the man I can't have and I have the man I can't love.

I would have followed him to hell if he asked me to and with all he put me through, maybe I did.

I used to think that if I loved wewe enough wewe would realize it and upendo me back, but I can only upendo so much for so long.

Do I really upendo him au am I addicted to the pain of wanting something I can't have.

I upendo wewe yet I hate wewe its like I want to throw wewe off a cliff and then run really fast to the bottom and catch you. (this is me and my friend Kevin)

I don't know which is worse, keeping your upendo for someone a secret au telling them and risk being rejected.

I don't know which is worse, loving someone knowing its going to cause wewe pain au being in pain because wewe can't love

someone.

It hurts to realize that them people wewe thought you'd upendo for life don't upendo wewe as much as wewe thought they did and can do without wewe as if they never knew wewe at all.

It seems to me that the harder I try the harder I fall.

Ever notice that the people who hurt wewe the most are the ones wewe tend to upendo more.

It's funny the way wewe can get use to the tears and the pain.

No zaidi crying, I can't cry anymore. Don't take my hand this time. Just go please and don't look back, because I know if wewe did, I'd come running back to wewe and I can't do that.

I'm glad you're happy. I can't say that I'm completely happy for wewe but I guess that's just a part of life, I'll always have feelings for wewe but the rest of the world is forcing me to songesha on.

I would rather leave now still loving wewe then to leave later hating you.

I hate the way I could never hate you.

I want to cry, I really do, but I guess I just don't want to give wewe the satisfaction of knowing that wewe hurt me once again.

I remember when I still believed the things wewe said.

wewe can't just cling on to something because it's familiar.

Difficult au easy, pleasant au bitter, wewe are the same you; I cannot live, with au without you.

This time its over I'm keeping my heart, I'm gonna be strong and not fall apart it'll get better, I'll no longer cryin a couple of weeks I won't want to die, I won't want to go back. I'll be able to sleep, it won't hurt so bad and it won't hurt so deep!

It hurts to see someone wewe upendo ignoring you, it also hurts to see that he doesn't feel your love. But it hurts even zaidi to

know that he loves wewe too, and just doesn't want wewe to know.

upendo is when someone hurts you. And wewe get so mad but wewe don't yell at them because wewe know it would hurt their feelings.

I'd rather be your lover then your friend, but I'd rather be your friend then your nobody.

I've convinced everyone else that I don't like wewe and that I don't upendo wewe anymore. Now all I need to do is convince myself.

To let go of someone doesn't mean wewe have to stop loving, it only means that wewe allow that person to find his own happiness without expecting him to come back.

I know wewe never meant to do everything wewe put me through its okay I forgive you.

I never regretted telling wewe I liked you, I only regretted never hearing what wewe really thought of me.

wewe make it really hard to upendo wewe sometimes.

Each songesha I made in his direction just seemed to pave my way faster to hell.

If wewe upendo me as much as wewe say wewe do then you'll leave.

If wewe think you've found that one that wewe really love... make sure they upendo wewe back.

Don't hate me. Don't regret me. Don't even forget me.

Wherever wewe go, whatever wewe do, don't say I never loved you.

It's hard to upendo someone who's in upendo with someone else, wewe have to ignore the pain and kumeza your pride. Just to be a friend... but that's all worth it because sometimes friendship last longer than love.

I haven't been around but that doesn't mean I stopped loving you.

I never stopped loving you. Even when I was uigizaji crazy, I loved you. I've tried to onyesha wewe in a million ways but nothing ever got through.

I cut to prove to wewe that wewe are not the only one that can hurt me.

To me, upendo is having your head tell wewe to slap him but all wewe wanna do is look into his eyes and smile.

I wish I saved all the tears I cried for wewe so I could fucking drown wewe in them.

Sometimes I upendo you, Sometimes wewe make me blue, Sometimes I feel good, At times I feel used. Loving wewe darling makes me so confused.--- Alicia Keys

Do wewe want to know what my problem is? I will tell wewe what my problem is, I upendo wewe I upendo your name, I upendo the way wewe look at me, I upendo your gorgeous smile, I upendo the way wewe walk, I upendo your beautiful eyes, I upendo what wewe look like when wewe are asleep, I upendo the sound of your laugh, to hear your voice fills my entire moyo with an indescribable feeling. I upendo the way I can be having the worst siku of my life and seeing wewe completely changes my mood. I upendo how when wewe touch me I

get weak, that is my problem...

Sometimes I hope we're still Marafiki when I get married. I hope that I'll invite wewe to the wedding and you'll come. Then you'll see me as the happiest girl in the world. You'll see me with a guy that treats me right and loves me zaidi than himself. You'll see all that wewe could've had and you'll regret letting me go.

But the thing that I want wewe to see the most is that I survived without you.

wewe know what? wewe should break up with me for her. wewe should go out with anyone your moyo desires because, eventually, I know what will happen. See, you're gonna be with all those other girls, but none of those girls are gonna be like me. I'm different than all of them. You're going to realize that

I'm the one you're meant for and you're going to come back to me. So sure, break up with me now, but I'm telling you, you'll be back. You'll be back when wewe realize that wewe broke up with the one girl who was meant to be with you. But see, the thing is, wewe just better hope the girl is still there.

I don't think I ever felt that good and that bad at the same time in my life.

Sometimes I may hate you, but I'll always upendo you. -Daria

I have been thinking a lot about growing up, and all of the relationships and broken hearts we go through. I always wonder how many times I alisema "I upendo you" to someone and

knew I didn’t mean it. It makes me think about all of the people that have alisema they upendo me and didn’t mean it as well, and I get really pissed off, because I hate when people lie. I mean, if they were lying to get in my pants, that is one thing, but just for the sake of dragging this moyo through the mud. I don’t think anyone has ever used me for my body, and that really, really hurts. It really does. I want to be a booty call.

Isn’t that what we all want out of life; to be someone’s "go to" sex slave? I forgot what I was talking about. Oh yeah, Love. upendo sucks.--- Jaret

upendo is putting up with someone's bad qualities because they somehow complete you.

I begin to hate wewe for your face and not just the things wewe do.

Stop trying to change yourself for a relationship that's not meant to be. ---Sex and the City

Don't stay because wewe think "it will get better". You'll be mad at yourself a mwaka later for staying when things are not better. --- Sex in the City

wewe cannot change a man's behavior. Change comes from within. --- Sex in the City

There's only one "reason" a man dumps you; he doesn't want you.

Relationships are very simple. There are only two things that can happen. wewe either get married au your break up.

I may hate myself in the morning But I'm gonna upendo wewe tonight.

Life is for having fun. Don't be stupid and waste it on some guy/girl who is gonna act like he/she hates wewe tomorrow. Never waste it on some one who doesn't want their Marafiki to know they're in upendo with you. Don't give that person the rest of wewe tears au a mwezi au a mwaka of your life when he/she treats wewe badly and doesn't mind to make wewe cry. Every person deserves some one who wants to brag about them. Every person deserves some one who makes them smile and laugh at their worst moments. We all deserve at least that.

Relationships are like glasses. If they break, let them stay broken, you'll only hurt yourself trying to fix it. At least the pieces still remain.

I'm mad at myself, not you. I'm mad for always being nice, always apologizing for things I didn't do, for getting attached, for making wewe my life, depending on you, wasting my time on you, thinking about you, following you, changing for you, forgiving you, wishing for you, dreaming of you, and most of all... for not hating wewe which I know I should... but I can't.

This is for the broken hearted. I know how wewe feel. Empty, betrayed, and no happiness whatsoever. wewe don't want to laugh, because wewe know it's not going to help, but wewe don't want to cry, because it will just make wewe feel worse. wewe feel like your moyo is falling apart, but not only that, but wewe know soon your life is going to feel like it's falling apart too. wewe don't think it will ever end, and no matter what this person has done to you, it feels impossible to stop loving them. And everyone wonders why if they have hurt wewe so much, then why do wewe still upendo them. That's the confusing part, wewe don't know why, wewe just do, and the people who hurt wewe the most, and normally the ones wewe upendo the most. And then, after a few weeks, wewe finally feel a sense of relief, like you're getting happy again, but wewe know inside that you're just going into denial. And after a few zaidi weeks, you're back to where wewe were an empty soul and teary eyes. wewe thought wewe got over them, but really, wewe just stopped inaonyesha it. And wewe can't help but to onyesha it again. It leaves deep scars on your moyo that are there forever. And no one understands how wewe feel, and how deep wewe are hurt, no matter who they are, because it hasn't happened to them And even if it has, every broken moyo is different. They don't know the true pain wewe feel and carry each and everyday now, so wewe learn that basically wewe are alone with all this. And the feeling starts to overwhelm you, and suddenly wewe just break down, right there, because wewe know you've had enough, the tears just instantly start flowing, and you're to the point where wewe don't care who see's. Because you've spent so many nights lying awake in bed, and so many days being haunted kwa the scars and fear of rejection. And in the midst of all these tears, wewe know that its not helping any, and it's not going to bring them back, if wewe ever even had them in the first place. After about a million tears have been cried, wewe finally pull yourself back together and keep going. Your throat starts to clench and your eyes burn with the tears wewe are trying to hold back. Everyone says, "It will be okay…” But wewe know it won't. And that’s the truth, it won’t. And wewe look back on all of the hurt wewe had from this, and wewe realize that people are horrible. You're still hurt, but you've learned to hide it so that everyone thinks wewe are okay. So now every time wewe see this person, wewe know wewe still upendo them, and wewe feel a slight tingle in your moyo yearning for them to upendo you, screaming out, but for some reason they don't hear it. And then wewe sit back and wonder how one person could have caused all of this...

I'm not gonna give a fuck anymore... If wewe hurt me, I'm gonna hurt you. That's how it's gonna be from now on...

Life sucks a lot of the time, huh? But, ya know, if wewe can get through a heartbreak, wewe can get through almost anything.

I can't stop thinking about him. That has to tell wewe something. I can't get him out of my head. And quite frankly, I don't even want to try. --- lyssy

Why do we fall for someone, who really isn't for us?... should we blame ourselves for falling the wrong one. Or... should we blame the one we fell for, because... they made us believe that they are the right one for us?!

He's Lost the one girl who thought nothing was wrong with him.

If wewe dress nicely, he says you're a snob. If wewe dress sexy, he says you're a slut. If wewe argue with him, he says you're stubborn. If you're quiet, he says you're stupid. If wewe call him, he says you're needy and clingy. If he calls you, he says wewe should be grateful. If wewe don't upendo him, he'll try to win you. If wewe upendo him, he'll leave you. If wewe don't fuck him, he'll say wewe don't upendo him. If wewe do, he'll say you're easy. If wewe tell him your problems, he'll say you're irritating. If wewe don't , he'll say wewe don't trust him. If wewe lecture him, he'll say you're bitchy. If he lectures you, it's because he "cares". If wewe break a promise, wewe can't be trusted. If he breaks it, he had to. If wewe cheat, he'll expect it to be over. If he cheats, he expects to be aliyopewa another chance either way.

wewe only upendo him because wewe fear that he just might be the only one that will ever upendo you.

It's not that I still upendo him, because I don't, it's just that I still worry about his stupidity.

I know wewe never meant to do everything wewe put me through its okay I forgive you.

Sometimes things can seem so perfect, and then in a mgawanyiko, baidisha second. It all comes and blows back up in your face, making wewe remember, that nothing ever works out for you. Something always fucks up your "perfect thing". --- mangledxdreams

Nothings gonna change the way I feel and wewe know that I'm gonna upendo wewe still. Please don’t turn your back, I cant believe it's hard just to talk to you, but wewe don't understand. Because we're not together now, and I want to be with you. I'm sorry I can't just be friends. Am I too late, au do I have a chance? I'm sorry... I can't just be friends.

I lay there at night, trying to fall asleep
But each time I close my eyes
Memories of wewe flash through my mind
But then I open my eyes
and welcome myself back to reality
Because I know now, wewe and I weren't ever
really meant to be.

There will always be faces wewe can never look at without emotion and there are names wewe can never hear spoken without that same old feelings returning. Just when wewe think wewe can songesha on, you'll remember all the reasons why wewe held on so long.

The only thing worse than a broken moyo is knowing you'd give him another chance.

I don't understand why I let myself stay with you, after all the lies and all the tears cried. What makes wewe so fucking special?

Why do I waste my time? Why is it that you're so damn irreplaceable?

Tell me what I have to do tonight
'Cause I'd do anything to make it right
Let's be us again
I'm sorry for the way I Lost my head
I don't know why I alisema the things I said
Let's be us again
Here I stand
With everything to lose
And all I know is I don't want to ever see the end
Baby please, I'm reaching out for you
Won't wewe open up your moyo and let me come back in.

One siku you'll look back and think... damn! that girl really did upendo me...

Don't wanna do it today There's a part of me that wishes I could just forget But I haven't found the mercy yet. I'll forgive wewe tomorrow if the sun doesn't shine Let wewe back into my life when the oceans are dry Take wewe back when every shade of the upinde wa mvua turns gray But I just can't do it today --- Gary Allan

Too often we don't realize what we have until it's gone... too often we wait too long to say "I'm sorry, I was wrong"

There's nothing scarier then getting what wewe want, cause that's when wewe really have something to lose.

I'm mad at myself for crying, I don't even remember the reason but the tears keep flowing and they just wont stop I'm supposed to be strong but everything's so wrong.

Maybe sometimes wewe just have to say what's in your heart, not just what wewe think someone wants to hear.

I'm sorry that I'm not the one wewe wanted that I made your life fucked up its not telling wewe how I feel that scares me. Its what you'll say back that does.

Learn from your past, songesha on, grow stronger. People are fake, but let your trust last longer. Do what wewe got to do, but always stay true, and never let anyone get the best of you.

I think it's time that I let wewe go. And it's really hard for me to do because I know that there's a part of me that will be in upendo with wewe for the rest of my life. But this while running in place and siku dreaming is just not healthy for either of us. --- Dawson's Creek

Not everything's gonna be picture perfect... Things sometimes take time and have rough times to get through... Before wewe can get there but if wewe give up on things wewe want, everything you've gone through ends up being completely worthless.

If one siku wewe realize that I haven't talked to wewe in a while it's not because I don't care anymore it's because wewe pushed me away and just left me there...

The higher wewe build the walls around your heart, the harder wewe fall when someone tears them down.

I want to be the one - I want to be the person that touches your moyo and makes it skip a beat - I want to be that person whose arms make wewe just melt - I want to be the person that your destined to be with.

Just hit play and watch my life fall apart.

I can't help myself; I don't want anyone else.

wewe are unmistaken ably my first love. Every guy I am with for the rest of my life will be compared to you.

Hold me when I cry, sleep with me on my drenched pillow, just for one night.

I know it's hard to upendo me, but couldn't wewe please just try anyway?

Time and time again, I forgave you. I've forgiven wewe for things that I swore to myself I'd never forgive someone for... and here wewe are, still hurting me, and I still forgave you..

She's smiling... but she doesn't mean it. She misses how they use to be... she misses how it was so real how they cared for each other without end but most of all, she misses him always being there and telling her everything will be okay because she need's that now, zaidi then ever. She's sick of feeling like something's missing.

And these break up songs Are making sense again And I really wish they didn't.

For him I'd smile when he's happy kiss him when he's sad... try to be the perfect girl and calm him when he's mad hold his hand to make him strong and say he's right when I know he's wrong.