The first time I saw you
I just can’t take my eyes off of wewe
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m in upendo with wewe .
I know this isn’t a good thing
For I am only just dreaming
Dreaming , that I can be with wewe
That’s all I can do .
If only you’ll noticed me
If only you’ll see me
You’ll know you’re worth everything to me
But still , wewe didn’t see me .
Is it always be like this ?
Always hoping that someday somehow
You’ll be able to look at me dearly
Like , how I see wewe perfectly .
Everything is impossible
Way too far from being possible
I don’t know how to stop my feelings for wewe
For I am already falling for wewe .
It’s silly for me to feel this way
When I know wewe will never feel the same way
I’m always be a stranger to wewe
How can I hear wewe say “ I upendo wewe ?”.
A/N;-
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I want to hear from wewe people, how much wewe liked it :)
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I just can’t take my eyes off of wewe
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m in upendo with wewe .
I know this isn’t a good thing
For I am only just dreaming
Dreaming , that I can be with wewe
That’s all I can do .
If only you’ll noticed me
If only you’ll see me
You’ll know you’re worth everything to me
But still , wewe didn’t see me .
Is it always be like this ?
Always hoping that someday somehow
You’ll be able to look at me dearly
Like , how I see wewe perfectly .
Everything is impossible
Way too far from being possible
I don’t know how to stop my feelings for wewe
For I am already falling for wewe .
It’s silly for me to feel this way
When I know wewe will never feel the same way
I’m always be a stranger to wewe
How can I hear wewe say “ I upendo wewe ?”.
A/N;-
First of all I'm not the author, i'm just posting on someone's behalf
I want to hear from wewe people, how much wewe liked it :)
I'll onyesha the responses to the real mwandishi :)
away wewe left
flying far from me
shooken kwa the wind
the pain
we were meant to be
far wewe left
Never to Return
the pain destroyed wewe
wewe were never to be whole
There was nothing left to learn
wewe left me that cold night
Without even a hug
I was left behing
all alone
with just a red lady bug
wewe left me
crying alone
A week had passed
slow and painful
my red lady bug sat dull
wewe were still gone
never coming nyumbani
I couldn't forget wewe
but wewe were still here
the red lady bug was still here
I knew wewe were gone
there was no hope
but somehow I felt wewe
I knew wewe were near'
the Red lady bug was nothing to fear
wewe are still gone
not coming back
I miss wewe
I feel wewe
and all I have left is the red lady bug
flying far from me
shooken kwa the wind
the pain
we were meant to be
far wewe left
Never to Return
the pain destroyed wewe
wewe were never to be whole
There was nothing left to learn
wewe left me that cold night
Without even a hug
I was left behing
all alone
with just a red lady bug
wewe left me
crying alone
A week had passed
slow and painful
my red lady bug sat dull
wewe were still gone
never coming nyumbani
I couldn't forget wewe
but wewe were still here
the red lady bug was still here
I knew wewe were gone
there was no hope
but somehow I felt wewe
I knew wewe were near'
the Red lady bug was nothing to fear
wewe are still gone
not coming back
I miss wewe
I feel wewe
and all I have left is the red lady bug
Left & lonley
Abondoned & destroyed
the doll will seek revenge
The hate and pain have all subsided and left a fiery passion for revenge
The doll will have revenge
In pursiut of unfair justice in an unfair world
The doll will gain revege
The war that rages the hate that raises
All left the doll empty & tattered & broken
The doll will get revenge
The doll left broken kwa the side of the rode
Ignored kwa all mankind
The doll will receive her revenge
Who determines what is just in this unjust world
Not the doll au me au you
In a world of wrong what is right
Not the doll au me au you
Who leads the way in this endless maze called Life
Not the doll au me au you
One zaidi Chance
kwa Cody Herman
Do wewe remember the good old days?
When we used to laugh and play?
Nothing worried au stopped us
We would run until we were breathless
Tell me, when did it stop?
Why did it all drop?
Was it because of something I did?
I know I was stupid
I didn't mean to do it
It came bit kwa bit
It wasn't till the end
That I knew I had Lost a friend
It never worked out
But kwa then there was no doubt
If I could turn time back, I would
Even if it was just to see our childhood
I ask for one zaidi chance
Just to advance
To turn back the clock
For our friendship again to unlock
It was my entire fault
Our comradeship didn't just halt
I wished I never started that romance
Again, I ask for one zaidi chance
kwa Cody Herman
Do wewe remember the good old days?
When we used to laugh and play?
Nothing worried au stopped us
We would run until we were breathless
Tell me, when did it stop?
Why did it all drop?
Was it because of something I did?
I know I was stupid
I didn't mean to do it
It came bit kwa bit
It wasn't till the end
That I knew I had Lost a friend
It never worked out
But kwa then there was no doubt
If I could turn time back, I would
Even if it was just to see our childhood
I ask for one zaidi chance
Just to advance
To turn back the clock
For our friendship again to unlock
It was my entire fault
Our comradeship didn't just halt
I wished I never started that romance
Again, I ask for one zaidi chance
U Grab My Hands Off the blind
I feel Warmth that firstly strange
Where will u take Me??????
u onyesha me Colors,,,
U onyesha Me sadness
What was The truth u meant??????
U takes me in different Way,,to Love
That was Not also Kiss,,,Hugs,,,Playing
U onyesha Me Care,, Joy,,, And deep
that was Not about how birds can Flown away..
this is how to feel when they r Flying,,,
It was not to watch the Blossoms come...
it Learn about How to Wait until it Blooms....
U makes Me that cry was a way out too...
u make me believes that Laughs Also hides in the sadness
Now I know...
ur Loves Changes ME...
I feel Warmth that firstly strange
Where will u take Me??????
u onyesha me Colors,,,
U onyesha Me sadness
What was The truth u meant??????
U takes me in different Way,,to Love
That was Not also Kiss,,,Hugs,,,Playing
U onyesha Me Care,, Joy,,, And deep
that was Not about how birds can Flown away..
this is how to feel when they r Flying,,,
It was not to watch the Blossoms come...
it Learn about How to Wait until it Blooms....
U makes Me that cry was a way out too...
u make me believes that Laughs Also hides in the sadness
Now I know...
ur Loves Changes ME...
When I think of wewe
A tear falls and I start to cry
And brings me to sleep like a childs lullaby
When I see wewe
I have to look away
And pray that my hurt can come another day
So I can feel better
When I hear your voice
I have to tune it out not that I have a choice
We may like each other
But if we come together and start
We would burn our soles and fall apart
Your like moto and I'm like ice
When we touch we hurt each other
We will never be able to be together
And for now all I can do is wish
A tear falls and I start to cry
And brings me to sleep like a childs lullaby
When I see wewe
I have to look away
And pray that my hurt can come another day
So I can feel better
When I hear your voice
I have to tune it out not that I have a choice
We may like each other
But if we come together and start
We would burn our soles and fall apart
Your like moto and I'm like ice
When we touch we hurt each other
We will never be able to be together
And for now all I can do is wish
She hates the irony, and the pain is too much.
She cannot see his face;
He has advanced from behind.
But she does not need too,
She knows his face too well.
His kisu digs deeper into her soft cheek.
He is carving a heart;
Mocking her obsession of him.
He whispers something incoherent to her.
She wishes she had listened closer.
He caresses her unmarked cheek with his gloved hand.
She closes her eyes,
Half wishing it was over,
Half wishing it would never end.
-Emily Rose-
7-20-10
~*As she rolls the dice*~
~*I must think twice*~
~*About who I stand by*~
~*If we lose the bet*~
~*I'll surely get*~
~*A big shot to the head*~
~*I will be dead*~
~*I will be dead*~
~*At least for a while*~
~*No one ever understood*~
~*Why he killed an innocent child*~
~*I will be dead*~
~*I will be dead*~
~*It surely is true*~
~*I will wait until wewe die*~
~*So I could be with you*~
<3
~*I must think twice*~
~*About who I stand by*~
~*If we lose the bet*~
~*I'll surely get*~
~*A big shot to the head*~
~*I will be dead*~
~*I will be dead*~
~*At least for a while*~
~*No one ever understood*~
~*Why he killed an innocent child*~
~*I will be dead*~
~*I will be dead*~
~*It surely is true*~
~*I will wait until wewe die*~
~*So I could be with you*~
<3
She picks up the knife, ready to end her life.
She tightens her fists, ready to end all this.
As tears roll, she starts to feel droll.
She feels numb, why did they call her dumb?
She still, about to take a pill.
He comes in, hopeing she her depression wouldn't win.
He feels dumb, but ready to run.
He lays in kitanda with her, she's cold and dead.
He thinks " I'm too late, she met her fate."
He takes a knife, wishing she could be his wife.
He thinks to himself "I upendo you, I wish wewe where here to say wewe do too."
They both ended there lives. Entering the light they see eachothet, and hold one another tight.
it drounds wewe in its deepiest sorrows.. wraps around your body ... addicts wewe worse than a drug... itsquese wewe moyo untill its vanished... it kills wewe slowly and pinfully from the inside to the out side... puts the slashes in your wrists and legs... makes wewe feel dead..... inside and outside untill your nothing at alll.... makes me put slashes in my head.... makes me fate my own dread... it keeps comeing... so dround me in my own poison and take the pain away from the upendo that has vanished..
night
is sleeping
along with
peaceful souls.
But mine
looks
at night,
thinking
and mourning,
it cries
at long,
silent nights...
Looking
for a comfort,
it stares
at glittering
moon.
As I cry,
moonlight
is watching me...
Listening
to my sorrow,
it follows me.
As I cry,
it watches me,
trying to
give me a peace.
As I cry,
moon is looking
at my pain,
trying to
comfort me,
it sings me
a lullaby.
Giving me
a spark of joy,
it covers me
kwa its glow,
imba me
a lovely
lullaby,
it guides me
to the stars...
will run to wewe
like tomorow isn't soon enough
I will fly to wewe
Even if planes don't exist
baby your the one for me
your the only one for me
and everything I love, the upendo is voiced
remember
forever
your the sweetest of sounds
kiss me forever
remember my arms
your are my baby
my beutiful lady
savior in the fields
summer in the winter
baby be mine
your the one to complete me
save me with your lips
the moto within
Oh how I long for me
wewe caught me
wewe held me
you'll never let me go
I am still here
even through the storms
baby your are my life
like tomorow isn't soon enough
I will fly to wewe
Even if planes don't exist
baby your the one for me
your the only one for me
and everything I love, the upendo is voiced
remember
forever
your the sweetest of sounds
kiss me forever
remember my arms
your are my baby
my beutiful lady
savior in the fields
summer in the winter
baby be mine
your the one to complete me
save me with your lips
the moto within
Oh how I long for me
wewe caught me
wewe held me
you'll never let me go
I am still here
even through the storms
baby your are my life
Tears
falling down
my face
pain tearing
apart
my stomch
emotions
pouring out
shadows
covering my
ray of
light
death
drawing me
in
a smile
covering my frown
as I think
as I let
my mind wander
as I
discover
possibilitys
a ray of light
made the kisu gleam
made it closer
my quivering hand
touched the sharp
blade
my smile
grew wider
my hands stopped
shaking
my body stopped trembling
the blade
pierced my skin
I touched my neck
feeling the blood
satin
was sucking out
my sole
he persuaded
me
he tempted
me
he lied to
me
he cheated
me
my breathing stopped
my moyo stopped
beating
my fear was gone
my soul was gone
my life was gone
satin lossened
his grip
and sent me
to burn in hell for
eternity
alone
yet my real suffering
was over
falling down
my face
pain tearing
apart
my stomch
emotions
pouring out
shadows
covering my
ray of
light
death
drawing me
in
a smile
covering my frown
as I think
as I let
my mind wander
as I
discover
possibilitys
a ray of light
made the kisu gleam
made it closer
my quivering hand
touched the sharp
blade
my smile
grew wider
my hands stopped
shaking
my body stopped trembling
the blade
pierced my skin
I touched my neck
feeling the blood
satin
was sucking out
my sole
he persuaded
me
he tempted
me
he lied to
me
he cheated
me
my breathing stopped
my moyo stopped
beating
my fear was gone
my soul was gone
my life was gone
satin lossened
his grip
and sent me
to burn in hell for
eternity
alone
yet my real suffering
was over