I look down the hallway and sigh,
I can't believe this is why I really wanted to die.
I think to myself and laugh, this is where I first heard your hello,
and now it's our last goodbye.
I came to relise that Marafiki are much zaidi than that.
Yes, some people were born dancers and some were athletic,
but that doesnt matter...wink wink I hope you've started to get it.
I'm going to miss the times we shared together,
The times we used to put bubble gum in the teachers hear when it was rainy weather.
The times we ued to run around in the halls,
The siku that we all laughed when Sam walked into a wall.
We had our ups and downs but we always found a way through,
I remember when wewe used to say 'Hey!,that guy is so looking at you'
'Take every siku as it comes at wewe - enjoy your time left' my parents used to say,
I know what they ment now, I'm glad I cherished each and every single day.
All my Marafiki are leaving as hard as it is for me to say,
That's always been my greatest fear till this present day.
Promise wewe wont forget me as wewe go away!
Promise you'll come back to see me one day!
But the memories I have had for the past 15 years are from all the Best Marafiki that I know that will never go away.
I can't believe this is why I really wanted to die.
I think to myself and laugh, this is where I first heard your hello,
and now it's our last goodbye.
I came to relise that Marafiki are much zaidi than that.
Yes, some people were born dancers and some were athletic,
but that doesnt matter...wink wink I hope you've started to get it.
I'm going to miss the times we shared together,
The times we used to put bubble gum in the teachers hear when it was rainy weather.
The times we ued to run around in the halls,
The siku that we all laughed when Sam walked into a wall.
We had our ups and downs but we always found a way through,
I remember when wewe used to say 'Hey!,that guy is so looking at you'
'Take every siku as it comes at wewe - enjoy your time left' my parents used to say,
I know what they ment now, I'm glad I cherished each and every single day.
All my Marafiki are leaving as hard as it is for me to say,
That's always been my greatest fear till this present day.
Promise wewe wont forget me as wewe go away!
Promise you'll come back to see me one day!
But the memories I have had for the past 15 years are from all the Best Marafiki that I know that will never go away.
of society, she won't last.
But no matter what, she isn't alone
for at nyumbani she has a friend of her own.
He's a special one, no doubt about it
who loves her, her every bit.
To the point of, following her
like a shadow, bound forever.
Together, they live in the lost
away from reality, a world she has tossed.
Playing, sleeping, a wondering shadow
Innocence, deceit, away from the know.
She's trapped in silence, kwa her friend
waiting for a savior, before the end.
With no strength, she has chosen to retreat
Dwelling, lingering, in her choice of defeat.
Don’t run.
Don’t give up when it gets hard.
Don’t lower your chin.
Don’t think you’re not strong enough.
I believe wewe won’t run.
I believe wewe won’t give up when it gets hard.
I believe wewe won’t lower your chin.
I believe you’re strong enough.
I know wewe won’t run
I know wewe won’t give up when it gets hard.
I know wewe won’t lower your chin.
I know you’re strong enough.
(As I read this over it kind of seems like a mother talking to her son/daughter as they grow from 'don't do this' to 'I belive in you' to 'I know wewe can do this'.)
Don’t give up when it gets hard.
Don’t lower your chin.
Don’t think you’re not strong enough.
I believe wewe won’t run.
I believe wewe won’t give up when it gets hard.
I believe wewe won’t lower your chin.
I believe you’re strong enough.
I know wewe won’t run
I know wewe won’t give up when it gets hard.
I know wewe won’t lower your chin.
I know you’re strong enough.
(As I read this over it kind of seems like a mother talking to her son/daughter as they grow from 'don't do this' to 'I belive in you' to 'I know wewe can do this'.)
So far from home
Forever silenced
And sentenced to roam
The shackles are locked
And the collar, alama is tight
But nobody hears me
I'm too weak to fight
The stars that once twinkled
Are now dark in the night
And the moon that once shone
No longer gives light
On each sparse tree
No leaf is stirred
And the owls that once played
Can no longer be heard
Far in the distance I can see
A glimpse of weak light
That teases me
I watch it grow then fade away
Like a slippery fish
That just can't stay
And as I try to struggle free
The chains resist
And strangle me
As I fall back I clearly see
That a single bird
Flies over me
It stops to perch
Upon a stone
And opens its beak
In a sorrowful moan
A sweet sparrow
With no where to go
It Lost its path
And became a crow.
Here I Stand Besides you
Don't wewe Even Realized That I Fight with Myself???????
against all the Reality that Can tore My souls..
I Can't make the loosing Fight with my own Hearth Beating..that was you...
wewe filling the hole that burned deep inside my Death Hearth,,
wewe MAke it Beating...
Flushing,,,
takes Me to the first Sunshines after my Nightmare..
Im Afraid..
I CAn't Imagine..
I CAn't Cope This..
How Can I Let My Self Flying high falling Free in Your Life,,then times awaits Me for hitting The Ground???????
Will I Survived from it?
Will I Still Have this beating then?
Help Me,,
Don't Let Me hit the Pain,,anymore..
Im Loosing,,Far Before The war Is Over..
Im in yours Now..
tie in ever single things wewe Make
wewe hold my Life's String..
Up....Down.... Lower...
wewe Stealing The best PArt Of Me..you Take it with wewe Now..
Now...
Im Nothing
Im Loosing this fight against my Self..
I Let My Self Falling In upendo With wewe
Don't wewe Even Realized That I Fight with Myself???????
against all the Reality that Can tore My souls..
I Can't make the loosing Fight with my own Hearth Beating..that was you...
wewe filling the hole that burned deep inside my Death Hearth,,
wewe MAke it Beating...
Flushing,,,
takes Me to the first Sunshines after my Nightmare..
Im Afraid..
I CAn't Imagine..
I CAn't Cope This..
How Can I Let My Self Flying high falling Free in Your Life,,then times awaits Me for hitting The Ground???????
Will I Survived from it?
Will I Still Have this beating then?
Help Me,,
Don't Let Me hit the Pain,,anymore..
Im Loosing,,Far Before The war Is Over..
Im in yours Now..
tie in ever single things wewe Make
wewe hold my Life's String..
Up....Down.... Lower...
wewe Stealing The best PArt Of Me..you Take it with wewe Now..
Now...
Im Nothing
Im Loosing this fight against my Self..
I Let My Self Falling In upendo With wewe
to be, I assume.
wewe and I,
two different beings,
and yet, so connected.
Your thoughts,
so confusing for others,
but for me,
so known.
I can feel your words,
the emptiness that
sleeps inside you,
I can feel.
The silence in your
voice,
I can hear.
wewe and I,
as if we are from
the different worlds,
and yet,
we understand each other.
At one point, we do.
That mystery
in your eyes,
magic in your words
I can touch,
though wewe let me not.
wewe won't let it,
that tear in my eyes
must me held,
wewe won't let me
feel the sadness.
I hold my tears
for you,
I want to be peaceful,
I want wewe to be
touched kwa the breeze
I'm sending,
so wewe could feel me,
so wewe could feel me.
wewe and I,
so different,
and yet, connected
kwa the thoughts
that are known to ourselves.
A time of darkness & death
Nature will blow it's frigid breath
As the Mighty Oak trees shed their last leaves
While the wanyama burrow beneath
As the Earth Weeps
High in the endless black sky
The cold full moon shines
It's phantom rays
Through the forest of skeletons
Brittle arms shiver to the sound
of the Wolf's howl
The Guardian
A horned shadow in the trees
Gives it's watchful stare
Her wings with a silent scream as a
Doomed panya, kipanya meets it's fate
Beams of light shoot through the valley
Giving rare warmth in it's touch
The Golden ball of life has arrived
But Death holds it's icy grip
For it is his time of Rule
