wewe used to keep
inside,
where is the light
that used to lead you
through life?
Why is all gone?
Why is all black to you?
In living with a fear
of possibilities,
that are so dark,
wewe can not even
recognize the light.
My eyes,
now full of fear,
inability,
dreads.
I can not just stand,
i can not just watch!
It tears my heart,
it ruins my peace.
wewe watch that pill
like a salvation,
wewe think your pain
will go away.
Oh i can not watch it!
I can not accept it!
Your will is melting
in your mouth,
wewe think your pain will go away,
just like that,
just like that.
wewe believe that's the cure,
wewe think that's the key,
melting desire that
will take wewe far away,
so far,far away from me.
Can wewe see me shaking,
can wewe see me crying?
Take my hand,
i'll do my best
to save you,
i'll do my best
to understand you.
Running from your truth
won't lead wewe anywhere,
melting desire
will melt your will.
So hear me now
and open your eyes.
I'm still here,
oh i'm always here,
just to save you,
so wake up honey,
i'm always there for you.
Shines down upon you
May it be when darkness falls
Your moyo will be true
wewe walk a lonely road
Oh, how far wewe are from home
Mornié utúlié (darkness has come)
Believe and wewe will find your way
Mornié alantié (darkness has fallen)
A promise lives within wewe now
May it be the shadows call will fly away
May it be your journey on to light the day
When the night is overcome
wewe may rise to find the sun
Mornié utúlié (darkness has come)
Believe and wewe will find your way
Mornié alantié (darkness has fallen)
A promise lives within wewe now
A promise lives within wewe now
Thanks to beautiful Enya
Have a great caring day!
Practice kindness and gratitude everywhere every day, it's great for the soul!
--- LivHILuvAlwaiz♥jj9
It was dark and i was alone
i had no where to go
i was sad and depressed
i needed a dollar to spark up real quick
to bad i was broke
luckily a friend walked by
he smelled fresh, just like weed
he had some on him
so got higher then the birds in the sky
we was all the way up there ^
i felt good after that
so i went to his house
i don't what happened after that but all my cloths were gone
my but was hurting so we must've did something,
um just playing don't smoke weed stay clean and don't ripoti me it was just a joke (he-he)
OOO SHIT THIS IS A BAGIN POEM, I WAS HIGH WRITIN IT!
i had no where to go
i was sad and depressed
i needed a dollar to spark up real quick
to bad i was broke
luckily a friend walked by
he smelled fresh, just like weed
he had some on him
so got higher then the birds in the sky
we was all the way up there ^
i felt good after that
so i went to his house
i don't what happened after that but all my cloths were gone
my but was hurting so we must've did something,
um just playing don't smoke weed stay clean and don't ripoti me it was just a joke (he-he)
OOO SHIT THIS IS A BAGIN POEM, I WAS HIGH WRITIN IT!
i looked into your eyes,
with a sudden hope of longment,
wewe stared back,
with the look of hatred and envy,
could it be that wewe are disgusted?
au could it be that wewe have such a hateful passion that wewe cannot stand me?
how could this have happened,
i was your joy,
your forever love,
no matter what the situation was,
wewe always cared,
how could my change, change us?
it wasn't mean to happen,
now all i bared was simply two sharp teeth,
and a broken heart,
that is if i had one..
upendo me darling,
and we can onyesha the world whats truelly "meant to be,"
it will only hurt for a moment,
it'll give wewe an entire empire,
but first i must change you...
to a Vampire..
~Chelsea Gomez. AKA me(:
with a sudden hope of longment,
wewe stared back,
with the look of hatred and envy,
could it be that wewe are disgusted?
au could it be that wewe have such a hateful passion that wewe cannot stand me?
how could this have happened,
i was your joy,
your forever love,
no matter what the situation was,
wewe always cared,
how could my change, change us?
it wasn't mean to happen,
now all i bared was simply two sharp teeth,
and a broken heart,
that is if i had one..
upendo me darling,
and we can onyesha the world whats truelly "meant to be,"
it will only hurt for a moment,
it'll give wewe an entire empire,
but first i must change you...
to a Vampire..
~Chelsea Gomez. AKA me(:
A lil' something about my feelings.
Amazing is
zaidi than a word.
zaidi than an adjective.
Something I'v never heard.
I'v never been loved
and I will never see how
My inayopendelewa boy will upendo me
Not then
not now.
My someone special
could never be him.
I'm too short au too gawky
And I'll never fit in.
Everyone can see
that sparkle in his eyes
just isn't for me.
To live and to die
au to stay in his arms.
My choice rings clear
but only from afar.
Chapped lips
dry hair.
Is not hip
is not fair.
Cannot fly
cannot act.
Relationships die
I don't have your back.
Deep blue eyes
a welcoming face.
Takes to the skies
delicate as lace.
Always kind
always tries.
Never mind
he cannot be mine.
Amazing is
zaidi than a word.
zaidi than an adjective.
Something I'v never heard.
I'v never been loved
and I will never see how
My inayopendelewa boy will upendo me
Not then
not now.
My someone special
could never be him.
I'm too short au too gawky
And I'll never fit in.
Everyone can see
that sparkle in his eyes
just isn't for me.
To live and to die
au to stay in his arms.
My choice rings clear
but only from afar.
Chapped lips
dry hair.
Is not hip
is not fair.
Cannot fly
cannot act.
Relationships die
I don't have your back.
Deep blue eyes
a welcoming face.
Takes to the skies
delicate as lace.
Always kind
always tries.
Never mind
he cannot be mine.
Today I had dance
Just like most days
But today was different
Today was the siku I saw u
u where just standing there
with your black hair and cool boy
swagger
I didn’t know why u where at a dance studio
maybe that’s cause wewe are a guy
but then I noticed a girl run up to you
it was Katrina. I knew her
maybe I could know wewe too
me and Katrina are in the same line class
but we are years apart
I’m 12 and she’s 8
but where does that leave you
I never found out
I found out that your name was Anthony
I always tried to catch your eye
and during the last week of dance I noticed
that wewe came to the studio zaidi often
I was delighted. I would always look for you
and sometimes I would catch wewe staring back.
I barely know anything about you
but I don’t care
Katrina always talks to me. She very outgoing
maybe wewe are to
so inayofuata time I see you
I’m going to be outgoing too (:
Just like most days
But today was different
Today was the siku I saw u
u where just standing there
with your black hair and cool boy
swagger
I didn’t know why u where at a dance studio
maybe that’s cause wewe are a guy
but then I noticed a girl run up to you
it was Katrina. I knew her
maybe I could know wewe too
me and Katrina are in the same line class
but we are years apart
I’m 12 and she’s 8
but where does that leave you
I never found out
I found out that your name was Anthony
I always tried to catch your eye
and during the last week of dance I noticed
that wewe came to the studio zaidi often
I was delighted. I would always look for you
and sometimes I would catch wewe staring back.
I barely know anything about you
but I don’t care
Katrina always talks to me. She very outgoing
maybe wewe are to
so inayofuata time I see you
I’m going to be outgoing too (:
my hero is my mother ,who i certainly cannot mistake for my brother,
her personality stands alone ,
she is seated at the juu of the throne,
she wears a crown high and mighty,
in my moyo i donot take lightly,
she is my role model, my light, my moyo ,my all,
she was with me there when i had my first night mare ,when I wet the kitanda ,when we had our first fight,i thought she would leave ,but she is still with me after all
my hero is my mother,who i certainly cant mistake for my brother,
i do not like when she angry,
when she is angry she reminds me of crazy mandy,
she can be cheerful at times'
even sometimes when we play mimes,
she is my only hero,
so happy mothers siku to my mother,who i certainly can not mistake for my brother
her personality stands alone ,
she is seated at the juu of the throne,
she wears a crown high and mighty,
in my moyo i donot take lightly,
she is my role model, my light, my moyo ,my all,
she was with me there when i had my first night mare ,when I wet the kitanda ,when we had our first fight,i thought she would leave ,but she is still with me after all
my hero is my mother,who i certainly cant mistake for my brother,
i do not like when she angry,
when she is angry she reminds me of crazy mandy,
she can be cheerful at times'
even sometimes when we play mimes,
she is my only hero,
so happy mothers siku to my mother,who i certainly can not mistake for my brother
I wrote these:
I am
I am smart
I am beautiful
I am creative
I am a singer
I am protective
I am a person who watches wwe
I am a helpful person
and if wewe dont agree with anythin tough luck getting this girl
Fathers
At your said
Until wewe grow up
During the tough times
From siku to day
To take care of you
Also in your heart
True love
siku kwa day
Night kwa night
i wait for true upendo to come
But it never does
As i wait kwa the window
Wishing upon a star
for my prince to come
takin me away
Eyes
There i see you
with those beautiful eyes
lookin back at me
as I see our future knowing wewe are the perfect someone for me
Secrets
I have a secret
it pounds, roaring, screaming
inside of me, wanting to come out
But I ignore ot, all i want to do is run
away from it
All it does os haunt me for eternity
I am
I am smart
I am beautiful
I am creative
I am a singer
I am protective
I am a person who watches wwe
I am a helpful person
and if wewe dont agree with anythin tough luck getting this girl
Fathers
At your said
Until wewe grow up
During the tough times
From siku to day
To take care of you
Also in your heart
True love
siku kwa day
Night kwa night
i wait for true upendo to come
But it never does
As i wait kwa the window
Wishing upon a star
for my prince to come
takin me away
Eyes
There i see you
with those beautiful eyes
lookin back at me
as I see our future knowing wewe are the perfect someone for me
Secrets
I have a secret
it pounds, roaring, screaming
inside of me, wanting to come out
But I ignore ot, all i want to do is run
away from it
All it does os haunt me for eternity
ur the best friend a girl could have
u always bring happiness
u always give love
no matter what
ur always there for me when push comes to shove
when ever im sad
u make me laugh
when im mad
u always do something to lift me up
no matter what i know i can count on you
to be there
to make me smile
i know that i can trust wewe with anything
and i know that if were to fall
u would pick me up
and sit me back on my
and no matter what
u will always bring
love
peace
and hope
for all my good friends
u always bring happiness
u always give love
no matter what
ur always there for me when push comes to shove
when ever im sad
u make me laugh
when im mad
u always do something to lift me up
no matter what i know i can count on you
to be there
to make me smile
i know that i can trust wewe with anything
and i know that if were to fall
u would pick me up
and sit me back on my
and no matter what
u will always bring
love
peace
and hope
for all my good friends
like that of rose petals fallen into the sea
the night is bright
a soft breeze plays with my hair
lifting it but then letting it fall
down my back into its usual waterfall of waves
the soft meadow nyasi is wet under my feet
like the wet sand on the beach, pwani that u run through
soft and squishy but also a little rough
as i run i can feel the moon on my back
its comforting just like the stars
they're like the eyes of people
watching over wewe as u enjoy the splenders of night
no wonder its such a salama place to be
people say the night is dark and dangerous
but it really isn't
even if u do find ur self being scared
just look up and see all the eyes watching over you
ur never alone but always safe
like a mbwa mwitu running in the night
Death
Is it painful au is it beautiful
Heaven and hell
United as one
Death wewe do not know about
Until wewe die
Memories of your died ones
Come to life when your soul leaves your body
Dieing
Does not kill wewe withen
But on the shell of your soul
Life sucks the humanity of yourself
Tell it slowly painfully
People hear yopu screa
But mock, laugh and walk away
but when the world is dying
wewe laugh at them
being torment
Till they die a much zaidi painful death
they all die going to hell.
Is it painful au is it beautiful
Heaven and hell
United as one
Death wewe do not know about
Until wewe die
Memories of your died ones
Come to life when your soul leaves your body
Dieing
Does not kill wewe withen
But on the shell of your soul
Life sucks the humanity of yourself
Tell it slowly painfully
People hear yopu screa
But mock, laugh and walk away
but when the world is dying
wewe laugh at them
being torment
Till they die a much zaidi painful death
they all die going to hell.
